Although she has made sufficient mental preparations, when Yan Fei really started to live in France, she still had a lot of discomfort.

Yan Fei was originally the only little princess in the family, although she was not pampered, she was still spoiled by her family and grew up.

But when she arrived in France, it was different, although Yan Fei studied with Teacher Dior, and Teacher Dior also expressed that she would take care of Yan Fei, but how could Yan Fei be embarrassed to trouble Teacher Dior in everything!

Yan Fei can be said to be lonely in France, she has never been to such a strange place, and she doesn't know how long she will stay in this strange country.

When she hadn't gone abroad yet, facing the worried Grandpa Yan and Yan's father and Yan's mother, although Yan Fei had already made a promise, she said that she would return to China as soon as possible.

In fact, to be honest, this is just what Yan Fei said in order to appease Grandpa Yan, whether it is Yan Fei or Grandpa Yan, they all know that this sentence is just what Yan Fei said to comfort them.

And when Yan Fei will be able to come back, all this is unknown, no one knows when Yan Fei will be able to return from France, and no one knows when Yan Fei will be able to complete her studies.

What's more, Grandpa Yan and the others don't know that Yan Fei is pregnant, let alone know how long this trip with an unknown return date will increase because of Yan Fei's pregnancy.

Yan Fei was guilty, because of her concealment, and because of her selfishness, but she had no other way, she could only do this, she must give birth to the baby in her belly.

It has nothing to do with Shen Changfeng, nothing to do with love, and nothing to do with the marriage between her and Shen Changfeng that has long ended.

The baby is hers alone, Yan Fei didn't leave this child for Shen Changfeng, let alone for what to do in the future.

The reason why she wants to give birth to this baby is because she loves him, she can really feel that the baby is in her belly, she can't be ruthless to beat the child, it's a little life!

There is another reason, that is, because of her selfishness, although she did not keep this child because of Shen Changfeng, in fact, in the final analysis, there are indeed reasons for Shen Changfeng.

Yan Fei doesn't know if she will meet others and fall in love with others in the future, so to speak, she doesn't know that she doesn't have the ability to love others in the future.

She wants to keep this child, and she can also accompany her. She will also love him well and grow up with him slowly, maybe they will rely on each other for a lifetime.

Yan Fei knows that she is very selfish, especially for the baby in her belly, she is really selfish, the child is born without the existence of a father, which is very unfair to the baby.

Although Yan Fei knew that this was very unfair to the child, and she even planned to let the baby accompany her for the rest of her life, Yan Fei had no other way, she would still do it.

She will give the baby a lot of love, along with the missing father's love, and grow up with him, which may be the only thing Yan Fei can do.

If she hadn't been pregnant, maybe she wouldn't have followed Teacher Dior abroad so simply, she couldn't be reluctant at all, and she couldn't be ruthless, after all, it might take a few years.

But she is pregnant, and Yan Fei is determined to give birth to the child. She couldn't let Shen Changfeng know that she was pregnant, nor could she let the Shen family know, let alone Grandpa Yan and Yan's father and Yan's mother.

It just so happened that Teacher Dior threw an olive branch to her, for her dream, but also for the baby in her belly, Yan Fei resolutely chose to go abroad.

It's just that although she has been fully mentally prepared, she really stays alone in this strange country, without any support, everything has to start from scratch, and there is a baby in her belly.

Yan Fei is really homesick, she really misses Grandpa Yan and Yan's father and Yan's mother, if she can, she really hopes to stay at home willfully for the rest of her life.

But no, Yan Fei also knows that this is impossible, she has to leave, and she has to face this strange everything, not only to face it, but also to overcome it!

Thinking about the baby in her belly, thinking about her grandfather and parents at home, Yan Fei knows that she can't bow to difficulties, let alone admit defeat to life.

Although he already has a firm direction in his heart, when facing the reality, it is inevitable that he will be a little difficult and difficult, and before he starts, Yan Fei will be a little unable to hold on.

But fortunately, Yan Fei is still a tough girl, maybe it should be said now that Yan Fei is still a tough woman.

She was able to persevere, she knew what she was supposed to do, she knew she had to persevere, and there was nothing she could do but persevere.

In the face of all the unknowns, the baby in her belly is her only and her most firm support, because of his existence, Yan Fei will not be afraid of everything.

Even though there are so many unknowns, no matter how many difficulties, and how many uncertainties Yan Fei has, she has never been afraid, let alone thought of giving up.

She knew that there were many people standing behind her, and she had no way out, she couldn't retreat, and she wouldn't retreat.

When she first arrived in France, Yan Fei did not directly start to learn fashion design with Mr. Dior, but has been adjusting her state, she wants to let herself start her new life in the best state.

Yan Fei has already made up her mind to say goodbye to her past life and everything in the past. Then you will no longer be willing to have anything to do with the people or things you used to have.

After arriving in France, the first thing Yan Fei did was to change her mobile phone number, which was known only to Yan's family and her design teacher.

She didn't tell her former friends, whether it was Su Keke or Mu Chen, she didn't tell her. Not only did she change her mobile phone number and not tell them, Yan Fei didn't even tell them that she was going abroad, let alone say goodbye.

No matter what, Yan Fei didn't think about telling Mu Chen about her, whether it was going abroad or other things, she didn't think about it.

Mu Chen had already expressed what he meant, and Yan Fei also understood what he meant, but Yan Fei knew very well in her heart that she and Mu Chen had already ended, and the way it ended was not a pleasant way.

Yan Fei never thought of reuniting with Mu Chen, let alone telling him about her own movements, she felt that there was no need to burden and trouble others.

The most important thing is that all her unwillingness to Mu Chen and the love she thought was deep enough at the beginning disappeared under the influence of Shen Changfeng.

She fell in love with Shen Changfeng, so naturally she would no longer take Mu Chen to heart, and she would not take things that had long passed to heart.

As for being friends with Mu Chen or something, Yan Fei didn't dare to think about it now, maybe she thought about it when she completely let go.

However, Mu Chen's performance after she came back made her dare not have this idea again, as long as Mu Chen didn't let go for a day, even if they were friends, they would not be pure friends.

Yan Fei knew this very well in her heart, so it was better to take the opportunity to go abroad and cut off contact with Mu Chen.

No contact, no involvement, he can always let go.

Yan Fei felt that Mu Chen was just confused, after all, it was him back then...... It's not that she's going to break up.

I have already put it down, it makes no sense that Mu Chen will not be able to let it go now.

It's not that Yan Fei is unwilling to tell Su Keke, it's just that she doesn't know what to say, she doesn't know how to face Su Keke's questions, because she knows very well that Su Keke will definitely be full of questions.

She couldn't tell Su Keke the truth, and told Su Keke frankly everything that happened, not because Yan Fei deliberately wanted to hide it.

It's just that at the beginning, her marriage with Shen Changfeng was an agreement marriage, and the two of them tacitly chose to hide this marriage from the outside world and hide each other's legal other half.

It's just that no one expected that things would develop to this point, almost to the point of being out of control.

concealed it at the beginning, until now, she and Shen Changfeng finally came to the end of their marriage and ended the relationship between the two.

However, Yan Fei had no way to tell Su Keke about this, she couldn't explain all this clearly, let alone explain all this.

How did you ask Yan Fei to tell Su Keke that she was married to the famous diamond king Lao Wu in the city, and she divorced again, and ran away with the ball before she had any interest?

Yan Fei knows Su Keke too well, she knows that as long as Su Keke knows about this, she will definitely not give up, and she will definitely try her best to seek justice for Yan Fei, although there is very little she can do.

However, Su Keke is this kind of person, she and Yan Fei have been friends for many years, and they have always been like this.

It was precisely because of this understanding that Yan Fei knew that she couldn't tell Su Keke these things, but her stomach couldn't hide it.

What's more, she didn't want to deceive Su Keke, for so many years, she couldn't lie to Su Keke, they knew each other too well.

As long as Su Keke asked her why she wanted to go abroad, especially in the face of Su Keke's questioning, Yan Fei couldn't resist it at all.

Therefore, Yan Fei simply didn't say anything, and she didn't even tell Su Keke the news of going abroad, she didn't want to face the scene of separation, so that's fine.

However, Yan Fei was also a little uncertain in her heart, she didn't know how anxious Su Keke would be if she couldn't contact her, and how disappointed she would be if she didn't say goodbye.

Yan Feiming knew how irresponsible she was, but she could only do this, and she could only apologize to Su Keke after she came back from France.

When the time comes, for the sake of her godson or goddaughter's face, she will definitely not care about her.

Thinking like this, Yan Fei has a feeling of villain's ambition in her heart, can she still give this face when she is a godmother?

The more I think about it, the more I feel that this method is feasible, Yan Fei is very pleased, or her own baby is powerful!

When she first arrived in France, she had a lot of trivial things to deal with, and Yan Fei was constantly adjusting her state, but she rarely thought of Shen Changfeng again.

Maybe it's because I really don't have time to think about it, or maybe it's the subconscious that I keep telling myself not to remember.

What the facts are, probably only Yan Fei herself knows.

But at least, Yan Fei seems to be doing well on the surface, and she is actively working hard to start a new life.