Chapter 55: I Don't Like You

Ruan Meiyan turned around and returned to the bedroom building, Lan Yuehui rubbed her hair with her hand angrily, and Zuo Yihan handed the water in her hand to Lan Yuehui. Lan Yuehui didn't answer.

"Why is Sister Meiyan angry again?"

Zuo Yihan saw that Lan Yuehui didn't speak, and continued: "The weather is so hot, you don't have to keep basking downstairs, it will be time for heat stroke in a while." I...... I'll be distressed. ”

Lan Yuehui glanced at Zuo Yihan, "Let's talk." ”

A glimmer of light flashed in Zuo Yihan's eyes, "We? ”

Lan Yuehui strode forward, and Zuo Yihan followed him into a cold drink shop on the commercial street.

"What do you drink?" Lan Yuehui asked.

"Roasted milk on the rocks."

Lan Yuehui spoke: "Another glass of lemonade."

The store manager looked at the two people, "You two are a couple, right?" It's really a talented woman. ”

Zuo Yihan smiled shyly, "Store manager, you are also very handsome." ”

Lan Yuehui glanced at her coldly, and Zuo Yihan didn't speak again. He paid, and the two of them walked to the innermost seat and sat down.

"Moonlight, do you like me to wear a ponytail or a haircut?" Zuo Yihan asked.

"I don't like you." Lan Yuehui replied.

“……”

"Why did you come to this school for this major?" Lan Yuehui asked.

"I said, maybe that's our fate."

"I'll give you another chance, to be honest." Lan Yuehui's tone was cold.

Zuo Yihan spoke, "There is only you in my world, so you don't know why?" ”

"How did you know I was here?"

Zuo Yihan smiled bitterly, "Lan Yuehui, from beginning to end, you only have Ruan Meiyan in your eyes, so you can't see the existence of others, right?" ”

"Answer me."

"On the day I took the exam, I was sitting on the machine behind you. I can see clearly what school and what major you apply for. But you never noticed me. ”

"Zuo Yihan, I don't like you, how long will you continue to bother me?" Lan Yuehui said with impatience.

"I know, you like Ruan Meiyan. But I like you, so much so that I can't control it! I think about you all the time in my head every day, and I think about you before I go to bed! Finally, I couldn't help it and sent you a message, but you refused to reply to me a word! Zuo Yihan said while crying, as if he had released all the things he had suppressed in his heart.

"But that's not a reason for you to disrupt my life." Lan Yuehui's tone was still cold.

The store manager came over with a drink, "Here comes the cold drink for the two of you." Oops, you young man, why do you make your girlfriend cry so much! Beauty, if you feel wronged, scold him, and it's good to scold him. ”

Zuo Yihan nodded, "Thank you." ”

The store manager left, and Lan Yuehui brushed her hair, "I'll ask you." Leave me alone, and yours alone, okay? ”

Zuo Yihan wiped his tears, "Do you think I don't want to?" Do you think it's so easy to let go? ”

"It's you who don't want to, Zuo Yihan, let it go, you will find your own happiness. But that happiness is not me. ”

Zuo Yihan smiled, "Brother Yuehui, do you know? For the first time since we met, apart from asking me to help, this was the first time the two of us sat here alone. This scene is what I have been dreaming about and fantasizing about day and night. I won't give up, I will always be with you, when do you feel tired of being with Sister Meiyan and want to leave......"

Lan Yuehui interrupted her, "There won't be this day. ”

"There's still a long way to go, you can dislike me, but you haven't stopped me from liking your right."

"What the hell do you want!" Blue Moonlight ran out of patience.

"Give me a chance, stay with me."

"I don't think we need to talk about it anymore." Lan Yuehui stood up and was about to leave.

"I do everything because I love you so much! I don't think I'm at fault! Zuo Yihan said loudly.

Ruan Meiyan cried and returned to the dormitory, and when the three of them saw it, why did they cry even more, and hurriedly came over to comfort her.

"Mei Yan, what's wrong?"

"yes, what the hell is going on?"

"Mei Yan, you say, I have experience, tell you what to do." Su Qing moved a stool and sat down.

Ruan Meiyan couldn't breathe from crying, and shook her head, she just wanted to be alone now.

Seeing that she didn't want to talk, everyone dispersed, let her ease her emotions first.

In the next few days, Ruan Meiyan and Lan Yuehui began a formal cold war.

When Ruan Meiyan was in the dormitory, she would open the "Tagore Poems" and read it, and she always carried this book with her.

"I hear love, and I believe in love. Love is a pool of struggling blue-green algae, like a bleak wind, passing through my blood-lost meridians and stationing the faith of the years. Maybe all first love is the same - it's just a prelude to the later love. But then you realize that if you want to fall in love with someone again, it's so hard and so hard. It's so hard that you think you can't love anymore, you can't love anymore, it's hard to find the next person, and it's based on the first person. ”

Yes, first love is unforgettable, probably most people will not forget their first love, because this is their first contact with love, the first time to entrust their hearts to another person, to accompany him to rejoice, to accompany him to cry, to accompany him to spend every ordinary and simple day, but because of each other's company, every day becomes full of sweetness and happiness.

Impressed by Tagore's understanding of love, and succumbing to his beautiful sentences, she searched for love stories about Tagore.

In 1978, he came to Mumbai to study English in preparation for a trip to England, where a doctor's daughter became his English teacher. The two of them hit it off at first sight, and in the subsequent relationship, the two gradually became attracted to each other. Tagore also wrote long poems for her. Anna often reached out to him to find ways to attract his attention, but Tagore did not understand Anna's hints at all. He showed his love to Anna, but when he thought that he was going to England, he didn't want to delay Anna's youth and gave up silently.

A few months later, he said goodbye to Anna and left for England. Before leaving, Anna saw him off. Neither of them could have imagined that this parting would be a farewell. Anna, under her father's arrangement, quickly married a man twenty years older than her. Her married life was not happy, and Anna lived in depression and pain all day long, and died a few months later. When Tagore returned to China, he found out that his lover had died.

Anna can be said to have influenced his whole life, until his later years, he also wrote poems to remember Anna.

Tagore's marriage was not as romantic as his love poems, but always uneventful. A few years after returning to China, under the arrangement of his family, he married a girl of the same caste. He was eleven years older than his wife, so he had always cared deeply about her. In addition to writing, he often finds time to spend with his wife. Although there is not much romance between the two of them, they have always respected each other and lived a plain life.

When his wife was sick, Tagore was always at the bedside of the hospital bed. But unfortunately, his wife passed away due to illness. For a long time after his wife's death, he was immersed in pain. And he had to take on the responsibility of taking care of the children on his own, and in order to increase the communication with the children, he often played games with the children. When his daughter was sick, he carried her on a stretcher for dozens of miles to take her to the hospital. It is precisely because of his father's love for his children that he was able to write such a beautiful collection of children's poems as "New Moon Collection".

Lan Yuehui's minister saw Lan Yuehui walking alone on the road this day, "Hey, meet again." ”

"Hello Minister."

"You don't have to see me like this, I'm one year older than you, so it's okay to call me senior sister."

"Got it."

"Why didn't I see your girlfriend?" The minister asked.

"......" Lan Yuehui didn't speak.

Seeing the situation, the minister said: "Broke up? Isn't that my chance? ”

"Huh?" Blue Moon was stunned.

"Mingren doesn't say secret words, I want to tease you."

"Didn't break up." Lan Yuehui replied.

"It's okay, don't prevent me from chasing you. I still have something to do, so I'll go first. We'll look for you in a while," the minister smiled and left.

Lan Yuehui rubbed her temples and continued to walk forward, facing a girl who came over, "Handsome guy!" Which college are you from? ”

"Something?"

"Let's leave a WeChat ID,......" the girl said shyly.

"I'm sorry, but I have a girlfriend." He walked forward.

When he met him, he saw Ruan Meiyan talking to a boy, and he was smiling, and he walked over angrily.

"Classmate, are you okay?" Lan Yuehui asked.

The boy looked puzzled, "No, it's okay." ”

Lan Yuehui hugged Ruan Meiyan, "If it's okay, I'll take my girlfriend away." ”

Before the boy could react, Lan Yuehui hugged Ruan Meiyan and left. After taking a few steps, Ruan Meiyan took his arm off her shoulder.

"What are you doing?"

Lan Yuehui kissed her directly on the lips, and this kiss seemed to be full of longing for her, so it was long and affectionate.

It was a long time before Lan Yuehui let go of her and leaned close to her ear and said, "I miss you so much."

Ruan Meiyan cried all of a sudden, "I thought you didn't want me anymore:... Woowoo woo ......"

Lan Yuehui panicked when she cried, and hugged her in her arms, "Xiao Yan, don't cry, I was wrong." ”

"Woo woo woo ......" Ruan Meiyan cried and sobbed non-stop.

"Xiao Yan, I was wrong, I shouldn't ignore you. I didn't mean to ignore you, I ...... I just don't know what to do, I'm in a relationship for the first time, I don't know how to deal with each other's quarrels, and I don't know what you're angry about, I don't know what I'm supposed to do, I don't dare to look for you, and you haven't replied to the messages I sent you before......"

Lan Yuehui chattered a lot, like a child who had done something wrong and was making a review, Ruan Meiyan looked at her and laughed.

Lan Yuehui smiled when she saw the person in her arms, and finally breathed a sigh of relief.

"You really don't know why I'm angry?" She asked.

"I really don't know."