Gu Shengze sat quietly at the desk alone, and on the table was the breakfast that Gu Shengya had just put down. He reached for the hot milk on the table and took a sip. His stomach, which was still very empty, suddenly warmed up, and he looked up at the books neatly displayed on the bookcase, most of which were sorted out when he was in college, and after graduating from college, he rarely had the opportunity to look back at these books.

Many times, Gu Shengze would think back to the years when he walked to the wrong classroom with a book, found the classroom after communicating with his roommate, and then slipped in through the back door of the large staircase room. If the teacher is in a good mood that day, he will probably treat it as if he didn't see it, and if he is in a bad mood, he may find you out on the spot. At that time, all I thought about every day was how to enrich my studies (well, I won't say it's a pickle girl), but in the end, I lost all in the hands of computers and mobile phones.

If you think about it, that time is really worth remembering over and over again.

But is it because the memories are worth recalling, or is it because ......

Is there her in the memory?

This time, Gu Shengze didn't know why, and suddenly had no idea of wanting to escape. After returning from Jiang Xiong that day, he had already decided that no matter what the future holds, he must stand in front of her in person and tell her loudly.

I miss you so much.

Because if you don't sort it out clearly, there is no way to start all over again.

Whether it is her or not in the end, it doesn't matter now. This sentence, in fact, should have been said and told to her a long time ago. He has dragged this sentence until now, and he is really bad.

Gu Shengze shook his head gently, and then the corners of his mouth hooked, revealing a smile that he didn't know what it meant, to put it more clearly, this smile really belongs to the very far-fetched type.

"Young master, Miss Jiang is here, saying that she wants to come to see you."

At that moment, there was a soft knock on the door, and then the voice of the maid was heard.

He listened and was silent for half a second.

"I see."

After hearing Gu Shengze's answer, the maid left, and there was no movement outside the door. Gu Shengze sat quietly at the desk alone, hesitated for a long time, and then reached out and opened a drawer attached to the desk. When opened, you can see that at the bottom of the drawer is a medium-sized locking wooden box made of plain-looking logs. Gu Shengze reached out and picked up a thick English reference book that was padded under the wooden box, and found a key in the cover on one side.

Click.

Crisp, the sound of the lock opening.

Xu has been dusty for too long, and his voice doesn't seem to be as refreshing as when he first bought it. Yes, he hadn't opened the box for a full year. As if to prove that he had forgotten something, he never returned to this room, and naturally he never opened the box again.

When you open the lid of the wooden box, you can see a stack of Polaroids that have been neatly arranged and tied with transparent rubber rings. Among the protagonists of those polaroids, the two main people are him and He Chenxi.

First date ^^

Celebrate Inozawa's birthday at the café next to the school~

Valentine's Day gifts~

……

Untie the rubber ring, you can see the notes about these photos on the back of each polaroid, these words written with a marker pen are beautiful, probably can make everyone who sees them guess that the person who wrote these words will be a temperamental girl. Of course, she was indeed that kind of girl.

If he could do it again, he wouldn't let go of her hand so easily that she would disappear as far as he could see.

Smack.

A tear smashed so stiffly on the smooth surface of the Polaroid, just hitting her beautiful face, covering the whole face. Eventually, it gently slipped off the photograph and smashed into the inside of the box, blurring an area darker than the rest of the world.

"Let's break up, these things, can you please help me throw them away?"

On the day of the breakup, she brought a small plain white paper bag with all the memories about them.

He remembered himself at that time and vowed to hate her for a long, long time.

But he clearly remembered that he had gone crazy and found the paper bag that he had discarded in the trash can on a rainy night, which was no longer white. He was alone in the rainy night holding a paper bag that smelled peculiar, and the rain drenched him like a chicken in soup.

Then, the next day, he took leave to recuperate in the dormitory because of a fever and cold, and through the window of the dormitory, he clearly saw the boy who had been secretly in love with her for a long time walking side by side with her downstairs in the dormitory. It seemed like he was deliberately trying to explain something, or maybe it was because of a "coincidence", although he never believed in such a coincidence, anyway, she just reappeared.

Then that night, he was punished for fighting. The counselor vigorously defended him because he was a student with excellent grades in the class, so he was exempted from suspension and reflection. The review was sprinkled with thousands of words, and he also wrote it, chicly. As for the boy who was beaten, without his knowledge, he was sent away by the Gu family with a sum of money, and he didn't say anything to the school again, probably because he felt that it was not a loss to be injured. Ironically, I heard that the boy also defended him and pleaded for him. It's really a guy who eats his fist and doesn't know how many pounds and taels he has, he thought so at the time.

The paper bag he desperately rescued and the punishment he received were not exchanged for her in the end. I heard that she didn't get a new boyfriend, so she just went until she graduated. She was absent during the time when he was anxious about his graduation thesis and worried about whether to go to graduate school for a long time. But she had never been erased from his mind for even a second.

On the day of graduation, standing in front of the school library and taking graduation photos, throwing a bachelor's hat, she was surrounded by the crowd, and he was also surrounded by the crowd. At that time, he felt as if the distance between them had suddenly become larger, and there seemed to be no way to reduce it.

When we met again, it was because she came out to sell and was introduced to him by mistake. From that moment on, he was convinced that he had seen the wrong person, and for no reason he could, without even doing any substantive investigation. As if to prove that it would be absolutely unwise for her to leave him, he was convinced. Only now did he know how stupid he really was. But what is lost is still lost, just like the child who is gone, forever becoming a memory within a sad memory. And that's all.

If it weren't for Mu Chixiu beating him up, he probably wouldn't have known that the so-called "revenge" he did had actually hurt himself deeply on the basis of hurting her.

At this moment, there was a knock on the door of the room, and he suddenly realized that he had burst into tears.

"Sheng Ze, I've been waiting for you for a long time, are you okay?"

The person who tentatively asked questions at the door was Jiang Liyin, who was already sitting impatiently downstairs. She didn't listen to Mu Fanghua's suggestion to ask the maid to come up again, but walked up directly. She reached for the doorknob and found that the door to her room was unlocked.

"Did I let you in? Get out. ”

This is the only word Gu Shengze has said to her for so many days. A merciless sentence, a sentence that does not carry any other meaning, and is intended to be simple and direct. She froze for half a second, then closed the door again.

"I'll wait for you downstairs, you can have some refreshments with me, and I'll leave after eating."

Jiang Liyin put down all her self-esteem and said humbly. In front of him, she has never been a great daughter of the Jiang family with many titles, just a woman who humbly loves him. She had always understood this, but she thought that everything would be fine, after getting married. After all, marriage is such a sacred thing.

Just as she was about to turn around and leave, the door of the room was opened, and Gu Shengze walked out and gently hugged her from behind.

Her consternation and questions all melted away in this complex embrace, turning into pure surprise.

"Sheng Ze......?"

It's been so long, and it's always been her who takes the initiative to reach out and hug him, and she doesn't get any response.

"Just stay like that for a while, okay?"

It was as if a tired traveler had suddenly found a place to perch, and Jiang Liyin was now the place where he could rest for a while. She didn't need to know what he was thinking, she just needed to know that what she was playing at this moment was just a habitat.

"I'm tired, borrow your shoulder."

Like a constellation fan who had been waiting for the Leonid meteor shower suddenly saw the meteor shower that he had been thinking about for a long time, Jiang Liyin's heart seemed to suddenly explode clusters of fireworks, and the dull crackling sound in the air was ignored, leaving only the most beautiful fireworks recorded in his eyes and mind.

"I can lend you my shoulder for the rest of my life."

She said.

Lifetime.

These three words sounded too heavy to Gu Shengze, but when she thought about it carefully, she actually didn't make sense. But he snapped his eyes open and reached out to push her away. He used so much force that she fell down the aisle, and made a dull sound of a heavy object falling to the ground.

"You are not qualified to say it in front of me for the rest of your life."

He said coldly, and then walked around her and down the stairs.

Jiang Liyin hadn't recovered from the intense pain, just stared blankly at the indifferent back that disappeared at the end of the stairs. She bit her lower lip to keep her tears from flowing out of her eyes.

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