After waiting for a long time, no one in the carriage came down again, or there was no one in the carriage anymore.

Yu Jia's eyes were bruised, and where he was standing with his hands was no different from the appearance before leaving, but he was much haggard.

"You've lost weight."

It was Yu Jia who opened his mouth first.

"Hmm."

Lin Yu'an nodded and responded in a low voice.

"Wow......"

The child's cry broke the embarrassing situation, Lin Yu'an found an opportunity to turn around, pinched the handkerchief and pressed the corner of his eye, and hurriedly reached out to hug the child.

When Yu Jia saw the two children, her fingers couldn't help but tighten and loosen, loosen and tighten, and stood there, a little at a loss.

Lin Yu'an hugged her daughter, and without waiting for her to turn around, she heard Yu Jia say, "I'll go back and freshen up first."

He almost ran away.

As soon as Yu Jia left, the two children cried loudly, as if they were telepathic.

Lin Yu'an felt even worse when she heard this, she was angry and anxious, and gave the child to the nurse.

Yu Jia's footsteps were vain, and his steps were out of order, so he said: "Son, why don't you tell your wife about your hardships, if you hide it like this, you don't feel good in your heart, and your subordinates are worried about you when they look at it."

Yu Jia couldn't help but smile: "What are you anxious about, there are some things that you haven't married and won't understand."

Childe understands that as a result, he and his daughter-in-law have such a quarrel, and the wind is secretly slandered.

"Madam, that ......" Nan Yu saw that Lin Yu'an's mood was wrong, and hesitantly glanced at the direction Yu Jia left.

"Let's go back too."

Lin Yu'an shook his head, turned around and entered the Rongguo Mansion.

When I came back again, the grass in the yard was already green, and the withered grass was slanting in the sun, adding a bit of a sad atmosphere.

Rongxi had someone to clean it, but there was no dust, and when he entered the house, Lin Yu'an asked the nurse to put the child on the kang to play by herself, and then sent everyone in the house out.

She lay on the kang table and looked at the two children for a long time before retracting her gaze.

After Yu Jia finished washing, he changed into a silver-gray brocade robe, which was the previous clothes, and now he has regained his old clothes, and he has become a big circle.

Bunching up a piece of green silk, Yu Jia smiled at the corner of his mouth in the mirror, there were already many weeds growing outside the South Garden, and the house looked gray because it had not been inhabited for a long time, but this Fang Lin Yu'an's favorite glass mirror was still bright and clean because it was covered with a cloth, and it was so bright that people could see it.

"How long has it been since Madame has been back to South Park?"

"I heard from the next person that Mrs. has not stepped into the South Park since returning to the house, and took Xiao Shizi and Miss to live in Rongxi, and she also took care of the house's affairs for a period of time before."

"Hmm."

Yu Jia's tone was calm, and he walked out of the door step by step with his back hand, feeling the vicissitudes of old age.

Thinking of what happened in Yaorui, Feng couldn't help but shout to him, "Childe, your body ...... Why don't you take a break? ”

"It's okay, I want to go out for a walk, and I haven't been back for a long time." Yu Jia walked forward without looking back.

It's been a long time since he came back, so long that he almost forgot how to go to Rongxi Residence, so long that it's like he hasn't seen her in his life.

She looked a lot thinner, her face had faded from the green coquettishness, and she didn't have the shyness she used to have in front of him.

She looked at him as if she were looking at a stranger, her eyes so cold that she didn't have half an emotion.

Perhaps, she will never forgive him for the rest of her life.

In the evening, the sky was overcast, the clouds were thick, the air was sultry, and the wind restlessly swept away the dead leaves on the ground.

The South Park is remote, walk all the way from the South Garden, pass the flower wall full of autumn chrysanthemums, and look at the sparkling waters of Taiye Lake, and the autumn sky becomes very far.

When the plaque of Rongxi Ju appeared in front of Yu Jia's eyes, it was already the time of the palm lamp.

"Change the lantern over there, if the hole is out of the water, the master is frightened, you have to peel off the skin."

"Aunt Jinwei's lesson is that I'll change it."

"The pot here has been moved to the flower table in the corner over there, and the bottom of the pot has been cleaned."

"Madame, watch your step."

Lin Yu'an was wearing a light lake-blue Hangzhou silk shirt, a maid in dark clothes was holding a long-handled octagonal glazed palace lamp in front of her, and the nurse was holding the child and following aside, Lin Yu'an walked slowly to the shade rack in the courtyard.

At night, there are people coming in and out of the yard, like busy ants.

Yu Jia listened, but felt a little more smoky. I felt like a piece of ice, wrapped in warmth, but so weak that I couldn't touch everything around me.

"Childe, if you don't go in and sit down, presumably Mrs. also misses Childe."

Yu Jia waved his hand and walked back slowly.

"It's going to rain, let people say it, don't let Madame get drenched."

As soon as Yu Jia went back, Duan Wengong came to the study.

Yu Jia was half-lying on the circle chair of pear blossom wood, wearing a thin body, and waving his hands lazily and weakly so that Duan Wengong did not have to salute.

Duan Wengong nodded and sat down opposite Yu Jia.

Yu Jia stood up, personally poured a glass of water for Duan Wengong, sat up straight and said, "It's so late, I can't help but let Mr. Duan come over."

Duan Wengong leaned his body, bowed his hands, and said humbly: "The son is polite, it is Duan's honor to be able to share the worries of the son."

After that, the two cut straight to the topic.

Duan Wengong took a sip of water, and his face gradually became solemn, "Childe's body is not as good as day by day, and the beetle Gu is ready to move now because of the cold poison, if it weren't for Lingtang's life, I'm afraid that Childe wouldn't be able to survive at all." ”

Yu Jia's eyes flashed slightly, "Yes, I also know that my body can't last long, so there are some things I want to entrust to you." ”

Duan Wengong nodded solemnly, "Childe doesn't have to be too disheartened, after all, now that you have a successor, King Shengyang also has incense, if Gongzi goes west in the future, he is not afraid that there will be no one to take care of these things behind him." ”

"It's time to declare your identity, Mr. Duan, you prepare, you will enter the palace tomorrow."

Duan Wengong nodded yes, and changed his head and said: "The matter over there has been dealt with, and no one will know the true identity of the son, but about Madame, there is something that my subordinates don't know whether to say or not."

Yu Jia raised his eyebrows slightly, and hesitated for a moment, "Mr. Duan has something to say directly." ”

Duan Wengong then said: "Xiao Shizi and Miss, now they are not yet a year old, and they are just at the age when they can turn over, and the son has always been concerned about his wife, but he refuses to say, when that day comes, will he really be able to let go?"

Can you put it down? Yu Jia's heart was filled with bitterness, he misunderstood Lin Yu'an and Qi Mubei at the beginning, but he was distressed but still couldn't let go, in order to keep her alive, he had to stab her with a sword himself, he knew, and he knew clearly, if the sword deviated by an inch, now he would be a widower.

Whenever he thinks of this, he always feels that his heart is pulled together, and he can't imagine it.

But when he came back, why should he be estranged from her, if this life was to be over, he would not be able to compensate for the harm he had done to her for the rest of his life.

He still remembers her youthful appearance, and also remembers what she wrote, "Outside the post broken bridge, lonely and ownerless." It was already dusk and I was alone, and it was even more windy and rainy. has no intention of fighting for spring, and a group of people are jealous. Scattered into mud and dust, only fragrant as before".

She looked up at him innocently, her eyes facing each other, and there were thousands of stars.

Now, her eyes are like a pool of stagnant water, and no one can stir up waves.

If she really hated him, she could have strangled the two children with a bowl of abortion pills, but she didn't do that.

In the middle of the night, the pouring rain came as scheduled, but in the blink of an eye, a dense ding-dong sound sounded in the water tank under the eaves.

Yu Jia first came to Rongxi Ju three days after returning home.

"The Prince...... The prince of the world? Nanyu was stunned when he saw Yu Jia, and only came back to his senses after a while, and hurriedly saluted: "The prince is Fu'an!"

Yu Jia responded lightly, and the corners of her mouth hooked up a faint arc, "Madame, is it up?" ”

"Up, up!" Nanyu obviously hasn't gotten used to it yet, and when he saw Yu Jia asking, he replied a little hesitantly.

The smell of sandalwood in the room was very faint, and I thought it was the incense smoked last night. Yu Jia only came to Rongxi Residence when he was young, and now when he comes back, all the furnishings and utensils here are very unfamiliar, and they cannot overlap with the Rongxi Residence in his memory.

Behind the Suzhou embroidered screen splashed with ink, the figure looms, the room is very quiet, and the thrush hanging under the tree outside the house chirps for a long time.

The girl sat barefoot cross-legged in front of the rosewood dressing table, the glass mirror looked at the beaded makeup on the table, the girl drew her eyebrows in the mirror, and a small porcelain vase of lotus root pink was placed on the carved table.

"Your hands are really clever, but I'm used to not wearing these gaudy things, so I'll take them off."

Lin Yu'an stroked the cloud temples like a soft hand, and picked off the purple smoke Luo silk flowers that had just been hairpinned by the south wind.

Nanfeng was slightly stunned, "Madam, the prince is back, you can also dress up, it's okay to ......"

"Let Nanyu come in and serve, you go out first."

Nanfeng bit his lip when he heard this, nodded and retreated, and Nanyu entered the house.

"Why is the prince standing here and not going in?"

Nanyu looked at Yu Jia who was blocking the door, and said with some embarrassment.

Yu Jia didn't notice that he was in the way, and only when he heard the sound did he see Nanyu behind him, he knew that he must have been discovered, and when he looked back, sure enough, Lin Yuan was looking at him motionlessly.

The room was strangely quiet, and finally Lin Yu'an spoke first: "Come in and sit down."

Yu Jia didn't expect his wife to bow her head first, her face was slightly red, and she bowed her head like an untrained hairy boy and walked over.

"You're not mad at me anymore?"

Lin Yu'an smiled noncommittally, "Has the prince had breakfast?" ”

Yu Jia shook his head, he just got up and freshened up and went to Rongxi Residence, where did he have time to have breakfast. However, when he heard Lin Yu'an ask him, a burst of warmth rose in his heart for no reason.

"Mother Xu, add an extra pair of chopsticks, the prince is also there."

Lin Yu'an turned his head and instructed Mother Xu, who was watching the maid set up breakfast, and then casually wiped some Yingqi dew from the porcelain bottle, cleaned his hands, and walked to the table and sat down.

Yu Jia also sat down, but the atmosphere was inexplicably depressing, but Lin Yu'an had a calm and breezy look, which made people very helpless.

After eating breakfast silently, the two nurses came over with the children in their arms.

gave Yu Jia a salute, and the nurse carried the child to Lin Yu'an's soft couch that teased the child every day.

Lin Yu'an rinsed his mouth with tea, cleaned his hands with petal water, and then walked over to see the two children.

Ever since the two little ones would turn over, Lin Yu'an could always see the two little things looking at each other with curious eyes, and sometimes grabbing each other's hands and grinning.

"Dudu, have you eaten enough, our Dudu is so beautiful!" Lin Yu'an looked at the child, almost forgetting that Yu Jia was still here, gently teasing the child.

"Madam, Xiao Shizi has some diarrhea today, but Miss is fine."

As soon as the nurse's voice fell, Yu Jia asked eagerly, "Is it serious?" As if he had thought of something again, he turned to the wind outside the door and said, "Go and ask Imperial Doctor Chen from Tai Hospital to come over!" Go back quickly! ”

Seeing that his master was in such a hurry, he couldn't care about asking more, so he pulled out his legs and ran out.

Lin Yu'an turned his head to look at Yu Jia with a complicated expression.

Yu Jia also reacted that she was too excited, but she bowed down, and the hand stretched out to her son paused in the air, making the atmosphere even more embarrassing.

Who knew that Lin Yu'an suddenly said: "Your child, you can hug it if you want."

Yu Jia's eyes changed, and he was suddenly ecstatic, and with a turn of his hand, he hugged his wife into his arms.

Lin Yu'an's whole body stiffened, his friend Yu Jia hugged him, and he didn't say a word, saying that it was a lie to say that there was no half of the turmoil in his heart.

If you can whitewash the peace and pretend to be happy, it is also a good way.

Yu Jia felt that the person in his arms did not have the slightest enthusiasm, as if he was submissive and didn't care.

His heart condensed slightly, and he smiled: "I want to hug the child."

The nurse picked up the child and taught him how to hold the child, Yu Jia did not learn easily, but the smile on his face showed his joy.

"I really didn't expect my son to be like this, he looks like me, like his father, right?"

Yu Jia hugged and hugged him, and suddenly felt a chill on his back, he hurriedly handed the child to the nurse, and said with a forced smile: "I'm afraid that he will be uncomfortable after holding it for a long time, so I'll go back first."

Lin Yu'an frowned slightly, but he was quickly relieved, did not stay, and said lightly: "The prince of the world walks slowly."

Out of Rongxi Residence, Yu Jia suddenly stumbled and almost fell straight to the ground, but fortunately, Yu Feng's eyes were quick and caught Yu Jia in time, so as to avoid such a thing.

"Childe, why don't I carry you back."

Yu Jia was dizzy for a while, and it took a while before he came back to his senses, shook his hand and said, "No need, I'll go by myself."

In Rongxi House, Xu's mother just brought a few plates of pastries into the house, but found that Yu Jia had already left, she was stunned and puzzled: Why is the prince gone, this pastry has not been ......"

"Poria cake, Mother Xu made it herself, it's tempting to look at it."

Lin Yu'an smiled and picked up a piece of dim sum and put it in his mouth, revealing a look of satisfaction and praise.

"It's really excellent, and the food made by Mother Xu is even better than that of the chef."

Mother Xu listened, threw away Yu Jia's doubts about leaving suddenly, and said with a smile: "Madame, don't make fun of the old slave, where can you compare with the chef, but this Poria cake, the old lady liked it very much when she was alive."