"Release."

I opened my mouth and shouted Shi Xing, I wanted to persuade him, but when I saw the two lines of blood and tears on his face, the words that had already reached my throat were swallowed again.

"Mother, mother."

Shi Xing hugged the godmother in his arms tightly, put his face on the godmother's face, and gently closed his eyes: "Xing'er has grown so big, and she hasn't been spoiled by her mother." ”

As time passed, Shi Xing kept holding his godmother, closed his eyes, and fell into an indescribable state.

Because my back hurt so badly, I took off my coat with great difficulty, bit it with my teeth, and tore it into small pieces, and then tied it to my back as a temporary hemostatic bandage.

After doing all this, seeing that Shi Xing still closed his eyes and didn't say a word, I just slowly lay on the ground, at this time the rain had stopped, because of overwork and excessive damage to yang energy, I lay on the ground for a few minutes, and the whole person fell asleep.

It's still that dream, it's still the little nine-tails.

Only this time she looked a little angry, she pointed to my nose, hated iron and steel, and said, "I told you not to stay overnight and you didn't listen!" ”

In the dream, I opened my mouth to explain something, but I was surprised to find that I couldn't speak in the dream, so I could only open my mouth and look at the little nine-tails dryly.

"I know what you're trying to say." Xiao Jiuwei took a breath of relief: "You guy, you always have a knife mouth and a tofu heart, by the way, do you have the necklace I bought for you?" ”

Because I couldn't make a sound, I could only grab the necklace around my neck and shake it desperately at the little nine-tails.

"You, you, when will you grow up?"

Little Nine-Tails glared at me, suddenly walked up to my side, reached out and touched my head: "Stupid, don't try too hard. ”

Not desperate? How can you do it if you don't work hard! If I hadn't searched for the Corpse King's Claws, the Nine Yin Demons, and the Hundred-Year Soul within three months, I might never see the little Nine-Tails for the rest of my life!

Seeing that I was jumping up and down in a hurry, Little Nine-Tails seemed to understand what I wanted to say, her face changed, and she suddenly held my face very gently.

"Fool, promise me, you must not save me!"

Don't go to save her? Could it be that something happened to the little nine-tails? I shook my head desperately at the little nine-tails, impossible!

"Actually, me." Little Nine-Tails paused at me: "Actually, I've already been." ”

Before he finished speaking, the damn black hole appeared behind Little Nine-Tails again, sucking Little Nine-Tails into it.

"Actually, what's wrong with you? You told me! ”

In a hurry, I actually spoke, but the little nine-tails had already disappeared in front of me, and I was once again left alone in my dream.

I stood on the empty ground, and my heart was full of all kinds of questions: Why didn't Little Nine-Tails let me save her? What the hell happened to her?

The more I thought about it, the more clueless I became, and my heart became more and more irritable, I slammed my fist on the ground and yelled at the sky: "What the hell is wrong with her!" Tell me! ”

"Idiot! If you want to know what happened to her, you can call the old man Sun and ask him to let you talk to Little Nine-Tails, can't you ask everything clearly? ”

Yang Jian didn't know when he appeared in my dream, but this time he wore a black robe, and his expression was very solemn.

I glanced at Yang Jian, and suddenly felt that the Taoist robe on his body was very familiar: "Why are you dressed like this?" ”

"So?" Yang Jian stretched out his hand and touched the Taoist robe on his body: "What you have, I have it, no, you see." As he spoke, Yang Jian took out a necklace from his neck that was exactly the same as the one on my neck and shook it at me.

"Do you think my dress looks familiar?" Yang Jian stretched out his hand and tucked the necklace back into the collar, and said to me with a very lonely expression: "Since she is your godmother, that is, my godmother, she sewed a set of white robes for you, and naturally I also have a set of black robes, the two of us are black and white, and we are mutually restrictive, understand?" ”

Yang Jian's words suddenly brought my mood that began to calm down into sadness again.

"Yes, godmothers are so good." I squatted on the ground, but my heart was not a feeling, it was very uncomfortable, I wanted to cry but couldn't cry, I wanted to shout, but I didn't know what to shout.

"Actually, at first, I just wanted to help Shi Xing reconcile with her mother." Seeing Yang Jian also squatting beside me, I suddenly muttered to myself: "But I didn't expect it, it was just a casual complaint from me, and I didn't even care about myself, but my godmother heard it in my heart." ”

"It turned out that I got up the night before yesterday to pee and found that my godmother's room was brightly lit.

I reached out and touched the white robe on my body, and when I touched the small line of words on the collar, I began to speak again.

"Since I was a child, the first time someone made me feel mother's love, it turns out that having a mother is such a feeling, as long as you complain, as long as you are coquettish, there is nothing that my mother does not agree to you."

As I spoke, I clenched my fists tightly, and my tone suddenly became very painful: "But why can't God see me at all?" In the past, Master loved me, and God took him away; Later, Bao'er cared about me, and God made her seriously injured; This time my godmother cares about me, and God is going to joke with me! ”

I suddenly stood up and yelled at the sky, "Do you think I'm not miserable enough?" Do you think it's fun to play with me! You say! ”

"Why, why are you reluctant to give me a little warmth?" I sat down on the ground weakly: "Am I that annoying you?" ”

"No, God is fair to everyone."

This time, Yang Jian didn't joke with me, but looked at me with a serious face: "God is very good to you!" ”

"Nice?" When I heard Yang Jian's words, I suddenly sneered: "Heh! Is that good? ”

"You shouldn't complain, every time an important person leaves, it's your own choice, right?" Yang Jian said to me seriously, not caring about my tone at all.

"Oh?" I raised my eyebrows at Yang Jian: "My own choice?" ”

"Yes, your own choice." Yang Jian took out two cigarettes, lit them himself, and handed one to me.

"For the first time, if it weren't for your fear, your master wouldn't have come; The second time, if it weren't for your weakness, Little Nine-Tails wouldn't have been seriously injured; The third time, if you hadn't taken over this business, my godmother wouldn't have died. Yang Jian took a hard puff of his cigarette: "Actually, you can avoid these three times, but at every fork in the road, you choose a heavier road." ”

"Then God is still good to me?" I grabbed Yang Jian's collar and yelled at him with a hideous face: "You say! You can't say one, two, three today, Lao Tzu is not finished with you! ”

"Let go!" Yang Jian coldly knocked my hand off: "I didn't expect you to be so stupid!" ”

Seeing that my face was getting more and more ugly, Yang Jian explained to me.

"For the first time, you were supposed to die, but your master appeared, not only eliminated the jumping corpse for you, but also paid off your debts for you, isn't it good for you?"

"The second time, you couldn't deal with the hooked snake, but the little nine-tailed memory recovery, bought you enough time, gave you the opportunity to use the * trick, and let you understand in your heart, what kind of feelings you have for her, isn't this good for you?"

"The third time! Originally, you had never felt mother's love, but your godmother appeared and not only spoiled you! And when the monk has been sacrificed, he will still stand up for you, so that you have time to contact me! Isn't this good for you? ”

Speaking of this, Yang Jian had already begun to roar: "God gives you a chance every time, but you don't fucking cherish it!" When the important people are gone, you're going to complain! You only think about how God treats you, how you live, how you don't think about your own faults? ”

Yang Jian's words were like a basin of cold water poured into my heart full of resentment and unwillingness.

Yes, I always complain that God is unfair, God is reluctant to give me any bit of warmth, but I never thought that in fact, God has given me many opportunities, but I didn't grasp it.

Or rather, I didn't choose the right path.

"I see." I whispered to myself, "Yes, Master left me the secret technique of the Dao Gate, Bao'er left me the necklace around my neck, and Godmother left me the Dao robe and Bai Zexin. Wait a minute! Bai Zexin? ”

I reacted suddenly, and information about Bai Zexin instantly appeared in my mind.

Bai Zexin, the heart of the ancient divine beast Bai Ze, can be reincarnated in life and death, flesh and bones!

"Have you figured it out?" Yang Jian suddenly stood up and kicked on me: "If you think about it, get out!" Don't stay here and bother me! ”

"Me, me!" I couldn't say anything excited, just a strong me, me, me.

Yang Jian sneered at me: "Finally, I will give you a word, the people who leave will leave, you can only miss and inherit their thoughts, but if there is still a chance, don't give up the living people!" See what I mean? ”

I nodded vigorously at Yang Jian!

Yes, I'll go back and find Bai Zexin now, maybe I can save my godmother's life!

"Got it, why don't you get out of here?" Yang Jian scolded me: "Don't stay here and disturb my rest!" ”

As he spoke, Yang Jian kicked me with one kick, and after I fell, I didn't fall to the ground like before, but kept falling down.

"Damn Yang Jian!" As I fell, I cursed him in my heart: "I want to have three long and two short, I'm not done with you!" ”

"Ahh I snapped my eyes open and saw that it was already daylight.

I jumped up with a carp, and pulled the wound on my back, and I bared my teeth in pain.

But there's no time! I turned around and ran towards the meditation room of the temple, shouting to Shi Xing behind me as I ran: "I have a way to save my godmother!" ”

Shi Xing, who had been holding his godmother, suddenly raised his head and shouted at my back, "What way?" ”

"Bai Zexin!" I turned my head and shouted at Shi Xing: "If you give Bai Zexin to my godmother, my godmother will be able to come back to life!" ”

Originally, when he heard that I had a way, Shi Xing's eyes were already full of all kinds of hopes, but when he heard me say Bai Zexin, Shi Xing's eyes dimmed again.

"No, it's useless."

"What? What are you useless for? Do you know the effect of Bai Zexin? ”

"It's been too long." Shi Xing turned his head to look at the godmother in his arms again: "Bai Zexin can only save the people who just died, my mother has been gone for too long." ”

"Boom!"

This sentence was like a thunderbolt that struck my hopeful heart.

Could it be that the price of surviving this time is really so great?