Chapter 964: 99 times is retention, and 100 times is abandonment (2)
It turned out that he didn't go on a business trip; It turned out that the words of the front desk lady who were so smooth that they couldn't be smoother were ordered by him in advance......
She was still struggling with whether to make the 100th call, but he had already given up on her.
Actually, she already had a hunch, didn't she?
It was she who deceived herself and did not want to face it until she saw it with her own eyes......
She also thought that he was the noble person in her life, the one who could pull her out of the quagmire, but in fact, it was just a little bit, as long as he didn't give up on her, wait a little longer, wait a little longer, and she might really come out...... But he let go, and let her fall deeper into the mire.
Leng Nuan clearly felt some sour heat in her eyes, she raised her head and looked at the sky.
She tried to raise the corners of her lips, and then raised the corners of her lips, making the smile on her face deeper.
Many things, she didn't know if he remembered, the fire in the hot spring resort, the voice of him shouting her name; In the artificial snow at Christmas, he stood downstairs with a broom and swept the floor; He counted one car after another with her on Chang'an Street, and that day, although he was gambling with him, he never knew that whether the car was even or odd, she wanted to be his girlfriend......
Also, she is very afraid of men, but she has been working very hard to get used to him in the past six months, and even she thinks about telling him about the past, wanting him to know more about her, and also wanting him to know that the girl he likes is not as beautiful as he sees, and then let him make a decision whether to be with her or not.
But these thoughts were in vain after all.
She and he were still separated......
Actually, that's fine, isn't it? Save her from always being scared, and suddenly remembering that terrible nightmare at night, she began to be afraid, afraid that he would not want her if he knew the truth, and now it is a relief, she no longer needs to be afraid, she no longer needs to think of him when he is so good to her, she will feel infinitely guilty, she no longer needs to look at him excellent, she can't help but feel so inferior......
She finally returned to the past, not to talk about the old days of love, hatred and hatred.
He's so good, she doesn't deserve him in the first place, so it's good, it's really good......
It's obviously a very happy thing, why is she crying? What is there to cry about......
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Leng Nuan sat stupidly on the side of the road for a long time, until the vehicles in front of her gradually decreased, she got up, walked to the side of the road and stopped a car to go home.
Sitting in the back seat, Leng Nuan stared out the window the whole time.
In the past, she thought that the night view of Beijing was very beautiful, but today, all the scenery she saw under her eyes has lost its color.
Lu Ben lived not too far from her rented house, but it was past Beijing's bar district.
As the car drove past the MIX, she saw a familiar figure through the window.
It was Lu Ben, who seemed to be drunk, standing on the side of the road and vomiting at the trash can.
His secretary and driver didn't know where they went and didn't follow him.
Leng Nuan subconsciously asked the driver to stop the car, and before she could get to Lu Ben, Lu Ben fell on the street, looking unconscious.
In the end, it was the driver who helped Leng Nuan stuff Lu Ben into the car.
When I arrived at the community where Lu Ben lived, the security guard on duty on the first floor helped Leng Nuan to help Lu Ben into the elevator.