Chapter 209: Unique
Obviously it was just an ordinary glance, but Zheng Xichen felt that the place that Quan Ye was staring at seemed to be about to burn. Her face suddenly turned red, and her mouth began to murmur unconsciously.
As if to alleviate the awkward atmosphere, Zheng Xichen casually talked about a topic: "Quan Ye, how do you feel that you are very familiar with this place, have you been here before?" ”
Hearing this, Quan Ye replied calmly: "Well, I've been here." At this he paused, as if to ponder whether to say the next sentence.
Zheng Xichen's eyes suddenly widened, and he looked at him with dog-like eyes.
Quan Ye was stunned for a moment, and said the next sentence with a little hesitation: "I've been here with Yan Yi before." ”
Zheng Xichen was a little depressed in an instant and lowered his head.
Sure enough, I came with Yan Yi, and I was delusional that Quan Ye would like me a little, but Quan Ye really didn't care about lying.
Seeing this, Quan Ye didn't know why he felt a little unbearable, he continued: "Not in the future, only with you." ”
However, Zheng Xichen still felt unhappy, and the greater the expectations, the greater the disappointment.
As long as he thought that Quan Ye would come here with Yan Yi, eat with her, go shopping with her, and kiss fiery by the Danube, Zheng Xichen's heart was like a knife.
I thought I had a privilege, but in fact I was just following the path that others had taken.
And Yan Yi's music level is also very high, they should be a good match in the eyes of others, golden boys and girls and the like, how can they not compare?
Quan Ye looked at Zheng Xichen's dim eyes, and felt like he saw a cat that was still coquettish and cute at his feet, and suddenly gave himself a slap, and then ignored people, feeling a little anxious in his heart, according to his character, he didn't like such a temperament of gains and losses.
But Quan Ye couldn't bear the pair of jade-like pupils that expanded into dust and became foggy.
So he explained softly, "Kissing, reciting poetry, it's all done to you alone." ”
In fact, he also kissed Yan Yi, but in his current opinion, those are not real kisses, they can only be called touching, because they are not soul blending, but just simple kisses.
If there is pure physical connection, but there is no soul communication, how long can it last, and how can it be called love?
Kiss Yan Yi because he thinks they should have a kiss.
And kissing Zheng Xichen is because he simply feels that he wants to touch Zheng Xichen's lips and teeth, wants to mingle with her soul, wants to enter her heart, comfort her unhappiness, and soothe her pain, this is the real kiss.
A kiss is a request from the soul, and it is a proof of love between two people, not for the sake of proving that love exists.
When Zheng Xichen heard this, his heart moved slightly, and then he raised his head suddenly, and his eyes lit up all of a sudden, shining like a brilliant diamond.
"You mean to say, I...... Is it different? ”
Quan Ye looked at Zheng Xichen, pulled her to sit down in his arms, and then picked up the towel on the bedside table and said to the stiff Zheng Xichen: "Your hair is still wet, I'll help you dry it." ”
Because Quan Ye had a lot of strength, Zheng Xichen had to sit down facing Quan Ye with her legs apart, her white and tender face was flushed with shame, but she still insisted on asking, "Then you tell me first, right, am I different from her?" ”
"Yes." Quan Ye said helplessly, his voice full of pampering.
Zheng Xichen felt his heartbeat pause, and couldn't help but look forward to it, and the words he said also carried a little expectation: "You... Is this coaxing me? ”
Quan Ye's hand shuttled between Zheng Xichen's black hair, wiping it with a towel unhurriedly, and for a long time, just when Zheng Xichen thought he wouldn't answer, a deep "um" came from his head.
The warm breath kept hitting the top of Zheng Xichen's head, Zheng Xichen's heart became very gentle, and his movements were a little slower, as if he was searching for the warmth of this moment.
Both of them didn't speak for a long time, until Quan Ye helped Zheng Xichen dry his hair, put the towel aside, and then lowered his head and kissed Zheng Xichen, Zheng Xichen suddenly laughed.
It's not that she hasn't been in love before, but she hasn't felt the existence of "love" as much as she does now.
It can be said that it wasn't until she met Quan Ye that she seemed to have met her true self, and she knew that if there was no Quan Ye, even if she had loved ten or a hundred people, it was like she had never experienced love, and her soul would always be trapped in the abyss of childhood, and she couldn't live in fear.
But Zheng Xichen was very lucky, she had that luck, she met Quan Ye, and she was finally pulled back to the world by him.
For Zheng Xichen, Quan Ye is different, unique, happy, and joyful.
"Concentrate." Kwon Ye narrowed her eyes dissatisfiedly, then warned, bowed her head and began to kiss her lips again.
Zheng Xichen just smiled and took the initiative to hug Quan Ye's explosive muscles with his hand.
Being kissed so hard by Quan Ye, feeling Quan Ye's strong and powerful body, Zheng Xichen felt as if a fire was burning in her chest, a flame that was about to burn her soul, and she didn't know if it was Quan Ye's words that ignited the fire that had been extinguished in her heart, or if it had never been extinguished in the first place, and it was only now that it was a prairie fire.
This deepens her liking for Quan Ye, every time she slacks off on liking Quan Ye, and wants to give up when Quan Ye suddenly reveals his own tenderness, which is completely irresistible, it's so cunning, bastard!
She couldn't help but think of the letter Van Gogh wrote to his brother that she had read in college.
Everyone has a fire in their hearts, and those who pass by see only a cloud of smoke. But there is always one person, there is always one person who can see this fire and come over and come with me. I walked out of breath with my passion, my indifference, my rage, my mildness, and an unwarranted belief in love. I stammered and said to her, "What's your name?" Starting with what your name is, later, there is everything.
----------- "A Letter to Timo"
So, Kwon Ye, are you the fire in my life?
At the end of the kiss, Zheng Xichen stared at Quan Ye deeply, as if he wanted to lock this person by his side with his gaze, so that the two could never be separated again.
Zheng Xichen closed his eyes and lay on Quan Ye's chest, feeling the strong beating heart in Quan Ye's chest, as if he was constantly telling his love for her.
One, two, three...... She counted Kwon Ye's heartbeat, and her breath beat to that warm rhythm, as if two people were one, just like one person.
Xu is her expression was too obsessed, and Quan Ye glanced at her again and again, but still did not speak.
He coughed softly and said to Zheng Xichen, "I'm going to take a bath, go to bed early." As he spoke, he walked into the bathroom.
Zheng Xichen touched the corners of her mouth with her hand, there was still the breath of Quan Ye on her mouth, she had just witnessed the intimacy of the two, she seemed to be a little uncontrollable, and her tone was also full of expectation: "Quan Ye... Why are you coaxing me?! ”
Quan Ye went straight forward, didn't reply when he heard the words, and calmly replied as if he took it for granted: "Because you're not happy." ”
Zheng Xichen seemed to be encouraged by this sentence, and there was a villain in his heart who seemed to say: Look, he cares about you, and he will coax you because you are unhappy.
She suddenly spoke: "Shouldn't you leave me alone and wait for me to be okay, why did you suddenly coax me today?" ”
As soon as these words came out, her heart was like a rabbit in her hand, and she kept jumping.
With Quan Ye's character, he shouldn't care about his own little emotions, and such a small fight is simply unreasonable for Quan Ye, he should turn around and leave.
So does this mean that Kwon Ye has also changed for him?
This realization made Zheng Xichen's heart beat like a drum.
Say, you like me a little bit too.
Say that you feel the same as me, that you kiss me with a heart that loves me, and that you also feel the pleasure of liking.
Hearing this, Quan Ye was stunned, turned his head and glanced at her meaningfully, and said unhurriedly: "You're in a good mood today, so you should also be in a good mood." ”
With that, he scratched Zheng Xichen's nose, then walked into the bathroom and gently closed the bathroom door.
Zheng Xichen's rising little flame was a little hit all of a sudden, she thought that Quan Ye also liked her, so she would pay attention to the changes in her emotions, but she didn't expect that she was thinking a little too much.
Zheng Xichen sighed "sigh", lay on the bed, thinking back to getting along with Quan Ye during this time, the corners of his mouth still inadvertently showed a smile, and then he seemed to think of something distressing, and wrinkled his little face.
Zheng Xichen felt that his mental journey during this period of time was really full of twists and turns, he figured out his mind, and then he was devastated by Yan Yi's existence, and then he was moved by Quan Ye's behavior of caring about him, and Quan Ye poured a little cold water on himself.
What is this, alas.
Zheng Xichen turned over, looking at the sturdy body of the frosted glass behind the night shadow, her heart was a little tired, tired as if she had walked ten kilometers, she was so brave to abandon everything to pursue the person she loved, but the person she liked was still standing far away in the sky, separated from her by a distance of 108,000 miles.
She sighed again, feeling that she had to take that step no matter what, come on, Zheng Xichen, take out your medical exam and Yan Yi in your heart, it is just a little place, it must be much worse than you, you still have a chance, excellent people are always difficult to chase, you can't give up.
After all, Zheng Xichen believes that two people who love each other must meet often to maintain the freshness of love, and since Yan Yi herself has given up the right to the night, get out of the way, she is not afraid!