Lin Yu'an was also in a very heavy mood, but he didn't want to think about it anymore.

Sister Shu'er is in a very good mood, although she can only lie on the mattress of the carriage, but Lin Yu'an will let people hold her and sit in front of the carriage every day, and she is always very happy at this time.

Lin Yu'an's mood gradually improved, and it turned out that the new scenery could really dilute the sadness caused by those things in the past.

Lin Yu'an planned to take the children to Hudi to have a look, the road was quite peaceful, even if there were some incidents, it was just a small fight.

Ji Shu's mood has changed a lot after seeing the mountains and lakes outside.

From not liking to talk at the beginning, he is now willing to put his arms around Lin Yu'an's neck and say: "Mother, I like these mountains and rivers very much." ”

When she listened, she always felt that the fatigue along the way had also diluted.

Brother Sheng is very happy, he snuggles up with his mother and sister, and the mood is very wonderful.

Stop-and-go, it took almost a quick time for Lin Yu'an and his party to arrive at Hudi.

It's already October.

The snow flies in August, and now the land is already snow-white.

Looking at the endless snow white, the children laughed happily, and the khan of Hudi couldn't help but be surprised when he knew that it was Princess Jingnan of the Great Zhou.

Then he asked people to invite Lin Yu'an and his party to the place where the Khan royal family was stationed, and set up a banquet to entertain them by killing cattle and sheep.

Wei Feng said to Lin Yu'an with some vigilance: "Madam, be careful in everything. ”

Lin Yu'an nodded, and imperceptibly tried the food with a silver needle.

She just wanted peace of mind, she knew in her heart that if this Hudi Khan had any thoughts on them, they would not be able to escape from this realm.

Sometimes since you have chosen this path, it is better to be calm, some things are blessings or curses, and disasters cannot be avoided.

The so-called blessings and misfortunes depend on some things, and there are certain numbers in the dark.

Brother Sheng was generous to Lin Yu'an's expectations, and he and Hudi's eight-year-old Zuo Xianwang quickly got together.

Lin Yu'an is very pleased, she likes the children to be happy, have no scruples, and be able to learn the way to the world in the things they have experienced.

She abandoned the traditional methods of education, and she was not tied down because of his father.

This is one of the reasons why she came out with her children.

After going through so many things, she feels that many things are not so important anymore, and the voice of a person is really like a mayfly, in this vast world, why bother to stick to that corner and struggle for the so-called power.

Hudi Khan's gaze fell on Lin Yu'an's body from time to time.

At the beginning, the four princes of the Great Zhou Dynasty rebelled, and they all knew that the King of Jingnan led the troops to go forward, so that the world of the Great Zhou Dynasty was peaceful.

When the news of King Jingnan's death came, the old khan sighed, it was a pity that such an outstanding figure would die like a meteor.

And for the widow of the Jingnan Palace, they have also heard of it.

"I have long known that King Jingnan respected his princess the most during his lifetime, yes, in your Central Plains words, what are you talking about...... Knots, knots......"

"Khan, it's a wife."

The Great Clan smiled and relieved the Khan.

"Oh, yes, it's a wife, I heard that you Central Plains people pay attention to the first wife......"

Worried that the Khan would make another fool of himself, he smiled and diverted the topic.

"I heard that the little prince has now been sealed, and you can still come to our Hudi, which makes us happy from the bottom of our hearts."

Da Yan said, smiling at the Khan.

Khan is only in his thirties now, and I heard that the child who is now crowned King Zuoxian is from the current Da Yan clan, and after the death of the previous Da Yan clan, there is the current Da Yan clan.

Lin Yu'an pursed his lips and smiled, "The hearts of the Khan and the Great Clans are as wide as this grassland, which is also admired by the people of the Central Plains. It was also a great honor for me to be entertained by the Khan and the Great Clan. ”

Hearing her call herself "I", Khan and Da Yan glanced at each other, and they both showed the same smile, and looked at Lin Yu'an's eyes a little closer than just now.

"Don't worry, I also admire this person of King Jingnan very much, since you have come to my realm, relax, you are here for a day, we have always treated you as a guest!"

Khan was born like a typical prairie man, with a beard, a rich and hearty voice, and even the Da Yan clan also exuded a sassy and heroic posture, which made people feel very good.

Far away from the rights and wrongs of the capital, Lin Yu'an felt as if he had been reborn.

If you can, let her be reborn once again and meet that boy in another way.

At night, torches rose on the grassland, and Lin Yu'an, Feng Feng, and Brother Sheng danced around the fire with the children of the grassland.

There is roast mutton on the fire, sizzling with oil, the oil star falls on the fire and raises a small flame, and the mutton is soaked with pepper, and the aroma is compelling.

There are stars in the sky.

This is the first time Lin Yu'an has seen Xingzi so close to him, as if he is close at hand, and he can touch it with his hand.

She suddenly remembered the sentence "The dangerous building is a hundred feet high, and you can pick the stars with one hand".

If Yu Jia was so good at this time, she would be able to lean on his shoulder and say to him, "Now, I want that star!" ”

Tears are like dew drops on lotus leaves, rolling down her cheeks with crystal clearness.

She couldn't help but crouch down, hugged her knees and cried.

I don't know when, she heard the voice of the Great Clan.

"I miss King Jingnan."

Lin Yu'an raised his head slightly, and Da Yan sighed softly: "There are many things in this world that cannot be consummated, you gave birth to three children to King Jingnan, this is already your fate, sometimes pursuing too much, it will only make people feel closed, forget where they are, and lose their original state of mind." ”

Lin Yu'an looked up at the stars in the sky and let out a long breath.

The initial state of mind?

What was her initial state of mind?

There is a sudden loss that spreads in her heart, since when did she start to be gone.

Was it the things that made her who she is?

She had to admit how much of an impact the Qi family had on her life.

A big reason why she has become what she is today is also because of the harm that the Qi clan did to her.

Sometimes. This person is like a road, forced to go farther and farther, and when he stops again, he is surrounded by completely different scenery.

This is one of the reasons why she fled the capital.

"Da Yan, have you grown up on this grassland since you were a child?"

Lin Yu'an turned his head to look at the Da Yan clan.

In the night, she found that Da Yan's eyes were particularly good-looking, bright and starry, and she had an intuition that this was a very smart woman.

Da Yan smiled at her, and bowed slightly: "Yes, I have lived in this grassland since I was a child, I learned to ride a horse with Eji, I Eji said, the girl on the grassland should go to Gesang as gorgeous and clean as a flower, I Eji will tell me under the starry sky at night, when I Abu was young, how good hunting was, Aha and Ebu would also crowd around Eji, and then I married Khan, such a time is gone, but I always feel that it is already a gift from God, I am grateful, just like every star in the sky, It's a gift from heaven, you can like it, but you can't keep it for yourself. ”

"Like stars in the sky?"

Da Yan nodded, her face in her twenties was very clean in the night.

Lin Yu'an has never been so pure.

She suddenly felt a sense of enlightenment.

She was very envious of the life of the Da Yan family when she was a child, what a simple happiness.

After listening to Da Yan's words, Lin Yu'an's mood was like the sky after the rain, and it also became clean.

She said to Da Yan very sincerely: "Da Yan, thank you for being willing to say these things to me. ”

Da Yan showed a bright smile at her, "My Eji said that the tears of my daughter's family are shooting stars in the sky, and they can't fall easily, they are precious. ”

Lin Yu'an sneered and stood up, "Listening to your words, I thought of a sentence in our Central Plains, which is called listening to your words, which is better than reading for ten years." ”

Da Yan didn't understand it very well, but he also understood that it was Lin Yu'an praising her.

"You are the princess of the Great Zhou, and you are also the first princess who dared to bring her own children to the grassland, in fact, I am very confused, why did you come all the way to our grassland with the little prince and the little county lord who have been canonized, isn't the emperor of the Great Zhou objecting?"

Lin Yu'an took two deep breaths again, and said to the Da Yan clan: "Da Yan clan, do you believe it, there are some feelings in this world that you can never give up, it is like a big tree that has taken root in your heart, and when you touch it, you will twitch all over in pain, if you don't leave that place, you will be difficult to calm down." ”

There was a moment of silence between the two men.

Da Yan said with some regret: "I'm sorry, I haven't experienced the kind of thing you said, there is no way to empathize with you, but I know that the grassland will be full of Gesang flowers every year, every year is very beautiful, the sun will rise every day, whether we are happy or not, we are moving forward." ”

Lin Yu'an was a little surprised by what the Da Yan clan said.

The envoy came over there and said, "Da Yan, Princess Jingnan, the roasted mutton over there is ready, do you want to send some over?" ”

After staying here for a while, Lin Yu'an said to the Da Yan clan: "Let's go over, I have long heard that roasted mutton is the most delicious to eat on the grassland." ”

Da Yan also laughed twice, and his voice was very free and straightforward: "I agree with what you say, the roasted mutton on our grassland can't be eaten elsewhere." ”

Together, the two returned to their seats by the campfire.

The female envoy came up with an iron plate that was shoulder-width apart, and the sliced roasted mutton was still steaming, and Lin Yu'an was really hungry at this time.

She forked a piece and put it in her mouth, and it tasted so delicious!

The lamb is crispy on the outside and tender on the inside, and when you bite into it, there is juice inside, which makes people want to eat it without stopping.

Seeing the wine on the table, she stretched out her hand and poured a full glass, and the wine and the roasted mutton complemented each other perfectly.

Cup after glass, finally a hand went to stop her: "Princess, wine hurts your body." ”

Feng Feng frowned, looking very much like Yu Jia at this time.

Lin Yu'an looked at him in a daze, and Wei Feng knew that she was drunk, so he said to the Khan and the Great Clan: "Khan, the Great Clan, the princess is not strong enough to drink, I will send her back first." ”

The Da Yan clan stood up with some worry and pointed to the two female envoys, "You accompany Princess Jingnan back." ”

Feng Feng was a little uneasy, and personally helped Lin Yu'an back to the tent.

The two envoys looked at each other with an ambiguous smile on their faces.

"If you can be so close to this princess, you won't be the minister under the skirt of this Jingnan princess, right?"

Wei Feng is a person who practices martial arts, and his ears are outstanding, and when he heard the words, the red glow on his face couldn't help but burn to the root of his ears.

But Lin Yu'an hugged him, shouting the name of the prince in his mouth, and he didn't let go.

"Princess, I'm Feng Feng, you let go first."

Lin Yu'an's slender arms were wrapped around his neck, drunk and misty.

Feng Feng couldn't help but blame himself, the wine on the grassland was stronger than that in the Central Plains, he was so careless that he let Lin Yu'an drink three glasses.

While he was remorseful, he tried to find a way to get Lin Yu'an to let go of him.

"Yu Jia, Yu Jia, don't go, you said you want to be white-headed with me, Yu Jia ......"

At this time, Lin Yu'an was obviously drunk and confused, and began to talk nonsense.

Seeing that "Yu Jia" was about to pull her away, she was anxious, and hugged her tighter, as if her ears were burning.

He thinks that he is not a person who sits still, if it weren't for the woman in front of him who is his master's woman, he is afraid that he would have ...... long ago

He just wanted to leave quickly.

But at this time, you can't call someone in to help, otherwise such a scene will be known, and I'm afraid that the words of the two female envoys will be confirmed.

He was on fire, and Lin Yu'an's face suddenly turned up.

Feng Feng almost fell backwards, and in desperation, a knife fell on the back of her neck.

Lin Yu'an snorted and fell down softly.

That night, Lin Yu'an spent the night in the tent that Da Yan asked people to help them pack up.

Brother Sheng was very happy, he was reluctant to come back at night after playing with Zuo Xianwang, and Sister Shu was also very happy, although she couldn't walk on her feet, she felt an unprecedented happiness when she could see these different scenery.

It seems that the depression of not being able to walk because of the disability has also faded a lot.

I heard that I was sleeping with my mother and sister tonight, Brother Sheng thought for a while and said to Lu Feng: "Brother Feng Feng, it's okay for me to live with you, I'm so old, and I still live with my mother, I will be laughed at." ”

Yu Feng had a rare idea of making fun, and asked him with a smile: "Lord Wang, who dares to make fun of you?" ”

Brother Sheng said with some surprise: "King Zuo Xian said. The men on the grassland are all iron-blooded men, and they don't flinch when they see wolves, and if I let them know that I'm six years old and still sleeping with my mother and sister, they will laugh at me. ”

Feng Feng laughed, but laughed and laughed, and his eyes became a little sour.

How nice it would be if the prince was still there, his children were all cute.

My heart was like a lump of cotton, and I was a little breathless.

The prince is gone, so he will protect the little masters, and he will definitely protect them for the rest of their lives.