Chapter 555: All his life, he was full of regrets.
"The louder the quarrel, the more bravado and the more you like it, the more you will gain and lose, and I don't really want to force her in this way...... But I can't help it...... It's not going to be the most painful thing in the world, you know? As long as I can be with Qiao Youxia well, even if I am only given 10 years of life, I am willing. ”
Bo Siyu said that the sourness on his face was distressing, he seemed to have been drained of his soul, and he didn't have any spirit, and looked at Li Beiche with empty eyes: "Ah Che, I hope that your other half in the future will love you, not what you love, otherwise you will be like me, you won't get anything, nothing, and throughout your life, not only delay each other, but also be full of regrets." ”
"......" Li Beiche didn't say anything, he just felt that love was a thing, and he really didn't dare to touch it.
What is love?
He didn't know, because he had tried.
But I only know that loving someone is a big gamble with a low winning rate, and nine out of ten bets are lost.
Some people win bets, not necessarily happy, and not necessarily committed to permanence.
Some people lose their bets, and they are tied up all their lives, in the dark, and they draw the ground as a prison.
You see, is it true that feelings have never let anyone go......
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Qiao arrived in Yunguo in the summer, from the most basic training to the beginning of the mission, every day was full and lonely, busy and sad.
She desperately arranged all the time to not let herself be idle, because once she was idle, her thoughts would hurt madly.
During the day, she worked hard.
At night, she cries bitterly while holding a photo, or holding something in a daze......
Sometimes I hide in the corner and drink, and I seem to have fun with my friends, but why do I start to cry again?
But in the place where Qiao Youxia couldn't see, Li Qiancheng personally saw that there was someone who had been following Qiao Youxia.
At the celebration banquet, she was drunk, and a figure carried her back to the room and lightly imprinted a kiss on her forehead.
When on a mission, when encountering danger, Qiao Youxia will always turn the danger into a disaster when it is most dangerous, while the other person is seriously injured.
Finally, she became the supreme conductor, and at the celebration scene, someone looked at her side face with the corners of her mouth slightly raised, and her eyes were sour.
Hot and cold alternate, spring goes to autumn, and heavy snow falls.
With the constant change of seasons, in the blink of an eye, seven years.
The weather was very good, and the sun shone on Qiao Youxia's fair face, which looked gentle and quiet.
But this ray of sunshine can't find Qiao Youxia's heart no matter what.
Because of her, she was sick.
Cancer.
The doctor explained the disease to Qiao Youxia on the computer and encouraged him, but Qiao Youxia lost his mind.
The doctor sighed and said, "Miss Qiao, you are only in the early stage of leukemia, fortunately, it was detected early, and there is a high chance that it will be cured, don't be afraid, you must have confidence in yourself, you know?" ”
Doctors say so, but there are some things that people can't control.
No one is not afraid of cancer.
Qiao Youxia's hands trembled slightly, and he looked at the doctor and asked, "If I don't succeed, how long do I have left?" ”
"This can't be said, everyone's physique is different, it's like some people will die if they have cancer, and some people will be cured, everything is unknown, so Miss Qiao, you have been diagnosed with cancer now, but it doesn't mean that you won't be cured, so you must have the confidence to cooperate with the treatment, you know?"