Chapter 386: Pain with You

Bing Xiuzhe held Qian Rou's hand, and nodded at her after thinking twice: "I'll go home with you, but I want to go back to our home." ”

When she heard him say this, Qian Rou burst into tears of joy: "Okay, go back to our home!" ”

When she hugged Bing Xiuzhe's arm again, Qian Rou felt that everything was like a world away, and that joy could not be erased.

No matter which house Bing Xiuzhe is going to, as long as he is willing to be with him, it is already a great luck for Qian Rou, at least she doesn't have to worry that Bing Xiuzhe will go somewhere to end his life or torture himself.

Qian Rou felt that she really didn't want anything to happen to Bing Xiuzhe before the child was born, and she couldn't afford the pain of losing the child and Bing Xiuzhe.

Nianyi's existence is a new beginning for Qian Rou and Bing Xiuzhe, if this child has any accidents, Qian Rou doesn't know if she can forgive herself or forgive Bing Xiuzhe.

"What's wrong?"

Bing Xiuzhe looked at Qian Rou a little stunned, and held her shoulder a little nervously, thinking that he had made her unhappy: "I, me?" ”

"It's fine!"

Qian Rou smiled and kissed his face, and winked at him playfully: "I just think we haven't been home for a long time, and there is a lot of dust in the house!" ”

"I'll clean up!"

Bing Xiuzhe patted his chest with his hand vigorously, and grinned at Qian Rou: "I'm a man, I have the obligation to do that!" ”

"Nonsense!"

Qian Rou knocked his head with her little hand: I am pregnant with a child now, even if I want to help you, it is impossible, so I naturally ask you to work hard. However, I can't do menial work, but I can help you with other things!

The moment they opened the door, they were frightened by the scene in front of them: Shangguan Mu, Chenchen, Kang Yan and Momo were all here, and they were all arranging something for this home, the ground had long been wiped spotless, and looking at their dirty faces, they knew that they must have rushed back to arrange it on the way back just now.

"Ahh

Momo stretched out her hand to wipe the dirt off her face, but the more she wiped it, the darker it became, which made Bing Xiuzhe laugh.

When she saw her brother laughing, Momo didn't feel embarrassed at all, but felt warm in her heart: I finally made you laugh, do you know how difficult it is to make you happy.

Walking to Momo's side step by step, Bing Xiuzhe wiped away her tears with his palm, and then imprinted a kiss on her forehead: "Sister, brother has worried you!" ”

Dislike! Why do you do it if you know I'm worried? Do you have to provoke me to shed tears? Didn't you say that girls can't cry, Jin Doudou is very valuable? Why are you doing this to me again? You're so nasty!

Bing Xiuzhe glanced at Qian Rou behind him with some embarrassment: "I, did I say something wrong?" ”

Qian Rou shook her head helplessly: Please, are you comforting people or making people cry like this? One will be gentle and the other will be rough and unbearable, thanks to Momo, who grew up with you since childhood, otherwise, it is still a question whether her heart can stand it.

"What are you doing in a daze?"

Qian Rou rolled her eyes at Bing Xiuzhe, reminding him that everyone else was cleaning the house for them, and now that he was back, he should clean up with them.

"Oh, yes, yes, yes!"

Bing Xiuzhe nodded vigorously, and after pushing Chenchen and Qian Rou, two pregnant women, to the master bedroom to chat, he and Momo began to organize everything here.

Although everything here is not as luxurious as the Bing family, Momo feels that such a place is like a home: not necessarily the bigger the place, the more comfortable, if a place lacks love, then no one will feel comfortable even if it is big, because it is cold.

If a place is small, but it has a lot of love, then people feel that they will be happy for a lifetime.

After what happened to her father, Momo felt that she didn't want to live in the Bing family anymore, because she and Kang Yan already had the Kang family's villa, and that was where they should live.

The Bing family is an indelible pain for all of them, and if they can, they really want to uproot everything so that everything can be over.

However, after all, the root is there, and if you want to pull it out all at once, it will also scarred you, just looking at her brother, Momo knows that he can't let go of the pain in his heart, so he will become like this.

Looking up at the sky, Bing Momo felt that she wanted to cry: Mom, if you had never had a difficult birth because you gave birth to me, wouldn't Dad have become like that?

Kang Yan reached out and wrapped Momo in his arms, gently kissed away the tears that remained in the corners of her eyes, and held her little face with his palm: "I will protect you, Momo, I will protect you and my son." ”

Hearing Kang Yan say this, Momo nodded vigorously, and then followed everyone to start cleaning up the house.

After a tiring day, everyone had no energy to stay and chat, so they got up and said goodbye, saying that they would come back to visit the next day.

Bing Xiuzhe and Qian Rou watched them leave before closing the door.

Looking at the warm wallpaper in the whole house now, Bing Xiuzhe couldn't suppress a smile on his face, reached out and hugged Qian Rou in his arms, and kissed him vigorously: "I love you!" ”

Qian Rou glanced at him and put his hand on his stomach: "What about him?" ”

Bing Xiuzhe smiled, bent down and squatted down and stuck it on her stomach: "Of course I love him too!" He is our baby, the child who represents our love! ”

Hearing Bing Xiuzhe say this, Qian Rou breathed a sigh of relief: Great, I thought he didn't like children. In that case, I really don't know what to do.

Thinking about it carefully, although Bing Xiuzhe is sometimes sober and sometimes confused, his concern for himself and his children has really not decreased, and he has worked hard to save each other's love every time.

It can be said that Qian Rou felt that the person who changed their happiness was the hateful Ice Drink Decision: what my brother said was right, if you want to grow old with Xiu Zhe, the first person to eradicate is the Ice Drink Decision. It's not a bad thing that he's killed himself now, at least he won't be able to hurt my family in the future.

Reaching out and touching her abdomen, Qian Rou felt that this child was lucky: I will never let you have any unpleasant feelings in your childhood, I want to make you happy every day!

The big and small turmoil in life will make people feel unbearable, but as long as there is love, then everything is worth it.

When a love has a definition, everything is different.

True selfless love is to set the other person free, so that the other person can do what he wants to do freely, even if he knows that this will hurt him, as long as he is happy.

Qian Rou would not say anything special to comfort Bing Xiuzhe now, because she wanted to give this man a little time to adjust himself.

It is always better to heal the pain in her heart than to use the strength of others to make the pain disappear, which Qian Rou knows very well.

There may be many uncertainties in the future, but as long as you believe in the future, everything will be different.

For anyone, the taste of happiness cannot be replaced, that taste often invades people's hearts, and then slowly melts a cold heart little by little.

Many times people often think that it will be difficult to try to tolerate a person, but often people who think this way are wrong, because happiness is simply a simple thing, as long as you give a little way, then everything is the sea and the sky.

I'm afraid I'm afraid that I'm too stubborn, so that everything loses its original simplicity.

When a love becomes complicated, it is not easy to let the other party understand his true heart.

Qian Rou knew that the relationship between Bing Xiuzhe and herself was so delicate now, a little hard work would make it possible to love each other more, and if you gave up a little bit, you would never be able to find the same feeling as before.

She doesn't want love to wither here, so what she needs to do is to keep changing the original cold relationship between them.

Bing Xiuzhe also felt that Qian Rou cared more about him and blamed him less, and he could also know that this was a concession made by Qian Rou.

At this point, he is really not unmoved, and he is really not without gratification.

It's just that what remains in his heart now is the fear of killing, as if he will strangle Qian Rou with his hands in the next second.

What Bing Xiuzhe can't control is not to hate anyone, but to control the murderous obsession in his heart.

He felt that it was not Bing Drink's fault, it was what he subconsciously wanted to do, but that Bing Drink had helped him, it was his own problem.

He was afraid that the better he was to Qian Rou, the easier it would be to hurt her, so now she didn't dare to get close to Qian Rou easily, and only dared to maintain a relatively flat relationship with her like this.

It's just that he didn't expect Qian Rou to care about these at all, even if she didn't say thank you to her, she still cared about herself.

Bing Xiuzhe is not a cold-blooded animal, he can see Qian Rou's gentleness, and he can also feel her tenderness.

However, even if he could feel it, Bing Xiuzhe was afraid to face it: if I hurt her unintentionally, I would never be able to forgive myself for the rest of my life.

As long as Xiu Zhe remembered that Qian Rou's first child was killed by himself, he felt that his judgment was correct, and he was indeed a supporter of violence.

But he didn't think that there was a cause to have an effect, he hurt Qian Rou because he saw Qian Rou kill an innocent pregnant woman with his own eyes, and he wanted to be with Chenchen.

There are many reasons why he treats his children so cruelly, but if he didn't have anyone else he liked in the first place, it would not have been possible.

Now Bing Xiuzhe is in a dead end, and he feels that everything is his fault, it is because of his own children that he is like this, and his own women are so painful.

However, if you think about it carefully, if it weren't for the fact that the two people didn't cherish each other, would there be such a situation?

Bing Xiuzhe is wrong, how can Qian Rou be right? No matter how you look at it, this is a mistake that the two of them will make because of their anger, and losing the child is God's punishment for two people, not for one person.

You can cry when you're sad, and laugh when you're happy. But whether it is sad or happy, they all need to be accompanied, not a child, but they also need to be coquettish like a child.

Bing Xiuzhe knew very well that he should tolerate everything in the past, and he also knew that he should also be a little tolerant of himself, at least so that he could change.

However, his mind was always haunted by the killing and pain, and each time he thought of only the things that irritated him.

Whether the child is male or female, Bing Xiuzhe will like it, but he will definitely not get close to the child too much, because he doesn't want to hurt them, even if he wants to hold the child all the time, he must be patient.

It is not an easy thing to make a decision, after all, Xiuzhe loves children very much.

Looking at Qian Rou's abdomen with a little red in his eyes, Bing Xiuzhe sighed again: I'm sorry.

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