Qu Shuangshuang looked at the snow-white ceiling with wide eyes, she had been awake for a while, and the oncoming small truck was constantly replaying in front of her, and the shock of the impact seemed to have not dissipated.

What did he say?

Qu Shuangshuang tried hard to recall, and when everything became gray, she seemed to hear what Qiu Shaoqing said.

In the face of powerless accidents, Qiu Shaoqing's smile was exceptionally sunny, and he completely lost his appearance of being a hanger. Qu Shuangshuang's eyes widened, and tears flowed down the corners of his eyes.

It was a long and terrible moment, as if she was still in the car, but it was impossible to describe the scene.

She only remembered that Qiu Shaoqing's hands were covered with blood, and she held her hand and told her not to be afraid. Blood gushed from the corners of his mouth as he spoke, staining a large patch of his shirt red.

She told him not to speak, and he said......

I like you.

Why do you have to say something like that at that time? Why save her and put yourself in danger.

If she insisted on drinking and not driving, this would not have happened.

There was only the sound of the clock ticking in the quiet ward, Qu Shuangshuang couldn't feel the pain in his body, he reached out to hold his movements, his laughter, he said don't be afraid, there is ...... I like you...... Over and over again, it's as if pressing the repeatable play button, there's no end.

"Shuangshuang?"

Pushing the door into the ward, Yan Danyan saw Qu Shuangshuang lying on the hospital bed crying.

Suddenly distressed, she stepped forward to hold Qu Shuangshuang's hand, and Yan Danyan gently wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes with a tissue.

"Silly girl, what are you crying about, it's nothing."

Yan Danyan shook the handle of the bed, making Qu Shuangshuang sit up in half.

"Little Smoke ......"

It wasn't until Yan Danyan sat in front of Qu Shuangshuang again that Qu Shuangshuang couldn't help but hug Yan Danyan and cried on his shoulder.

The overwhelming fear, the powerlessness of seeing death coming, and the unwillingness to the future, stirred in the bottom of my heart, making people's emotions uncontrollable.

What made Qu Shuangshuang even more uncontrollable was that Qiu Shaoqing deliberately turned right and protected her with his body.

"It's all right, Shuangshuang."

Seeing that this lively and cheerful little girl was crying breathlessly, Yan Danyan patted her shoulder distressedly and comforted her. If you tell her Qiu Shaoqing's news again, I really don't know if I can bear it.

Qu Shuangshuang lay on Yan Danyan's shoulder and sobbed for a long time, she was full of worries about Qiu Shaoqing, but she kept hesitating and didn't dare to ask.

She was afraid of hearing bad news, then she would really blame herself for the rest of her life.

It's not a way to hide it, Yan Danyan glanced at Qu Shuangshuang worriedly, and felt that he still had to tell her. And this matter can't be hidden.

"Shuangshuang, how could you go out with Sanshao at that time, didn't you go to work?"

After Yan Danyan decided, he first found a topic to pave the way. And Qu Shuangshuang, a workaholic, basically doesn't do anything else during work hours, let alone absenteeism.

There must be some reason why Qu Shuangshuang will follow Qiu Shaoqing out. These two people have been fighting and fighting, and their respective minds have long been on the surface, and they can be seen through at a glance. It's just that these two people have never known it.

"Qiu Shaoqing seemed to be in a bad mood, so he dragged me out, so I had to be absent from work." Qu Shuangshuang choked up and said, until now she still doesn't know why Qiu Shaoqing is in a bad mood. "Eat, go shopping, and go to the bar."

Speaking of this, Qu Shuangshuang paused, and his voice became thicker and thicker. "It's all my fault, I didn't insist on not driving. After a little drinking, I said I couldn't drive, and the guy said it was fine. ”

"Xiaoyan, if I insist on not driving, there will be no such thing."

Qu Shuangshuang looked up at Yan Danyan, and his tears couldn't stop falling as he spoke. Yan Danyan saw Qu Shuangshuang's self-blame in his eyes, this incident was not directly related to Qu Shuangshuang, but it happened, it was a hurdle in the hearts of people, and it was all up to him to take a step in the past.

"I hate myself to death, maybe if I hold on a little longer, Qiu Shaoqing won't be able to drive!"

Qu Shuangshuang slapped his head angrily.

Yan Danyan hurriedly grabbed Qu Shuangshuang and comforted. "Shuangshuang, it's not your fault."

Qu Shuangshuang shook his head and burst into tears.

"Qiu Shaoqing has never been so obedient to me, if I say one more word, I won't drive away, and if I don't drive, I won't have a car accident! It's me, it's me who should hold on a little longer! ”

Alas, Yan Danyan sighed, not knowing how to persuade Qu Shuangshuang again, she fell into her own thoughts and couldn't extricate herself.

"Little Smoke...... Is Qiu Shaoqing seriously injured......"

Qu Shuangshuang hesitated for a long time before he asked out loud. It was so violent, and he bled a lot...... It's really a lot of blood......

"Yes."

Yan Danyan was silent for a while before nodding. Qu Shuangshuang wanted to ask several times, but then he said it, he should be mentally prepared.

"Still in the operating room."

“……”

Qu Shuangshuang leaned back on the bed, staring blankly ahead, his gaze unfocused.

Still in the operating room...... Qu Shuangshuang's heart was pounding, and suddenly there was an urge and desire to look at him. Qu Shuangshuang moved. Pain in the right ankle.

"Shhhh

Qu Shuangshuang couldn't help but gasp, and his lips, which had just been blood-colored, suddenly turned pale again because of pain.

The pain made Qu Shuangshuang's impulse regain a trace of his senses, even if he went, he couldn't see Qiu Shaoqing, and she couldn't help anything, and it would only add to the chaos.

It seems that it was just such an instant, Qu Shuangshuang's whole person has grown up, with messy short hair, and still that cute baby face, but his eyes and the temperament of the whole person have become very calm.

"Xiaoyan, are Qiu Shaoqing's parents here?"

Qu Shuangshuang looked at Yan Danyan seriously, without the fragile appearance he had just been in pain. She knew that because of her own mistakes and because of saving herself, Qiu Shaoqing would fall into such a situation.

Whoever it is, you should say thank you and say sorry.

"Shuangshuang, let's go again tomorrow."

Yan Danyan frowned, Qu Shuangshuang had just woken up, and his physical condition was not particularly good. And looking at Qu Shuangshuang, he had the intention of waiting for Qiu Shaoqing to come out.

Qu Shuangshuang shook his head, his eyes were very firm.

"Xiaoyan, you should understand my feelings."

Understand? Yan Danyan once felt the pain of worry and self-blame, gnawing at people's souls, they have struggled out of hell, and I believe that these two people will too. Definitely!

Qu Shuangshuang endured the pain and sat in the wheelchair, as long as she moved, she felt dizzy in her mind, and then she couldn't help but feel nauseous. She had nothing in her stomach but retching. Tears welled up in my eyes.

There were no clothes in the ward, so Yan Danyan had to cover Qu Shuangshuang with a blanket and wrap her tightly.

"Are you alright?"

When Qu Shuangshuang's discomfort looked better, Yan Danyan pushed the wheelchair and walked slowly to the upper floor.

At night, the hospital was a little quiet, and occasionally two or three people were in a hurry to run, bringing a cool breeze. The snowflakes on his body have turned into ice water, revealing mottled water stains.

"Is it raining?"

Qu Shuangshuang coughed a few times, then retched again and asked.

"Shuangshuang, it's snowing."

pushed Qu Shuangshuang into the elevator, there were only the two of them, and the whole elevator was empty.

"Oh."

Qu Shuangshuang answered, and never spoke again.

Yan Danyan looked at Qu Shuangshuang distressedly, she was holding on to her discomfort. Yan Danyan was distressed to see.

"Shuangshuang, don't hold on if you're uncomfortable. Let's talk to the doctor and use some medicine. ”

"Yes." Qu Shuangshuang made a nasal voice, looking at his own silhouette reflected on the elevator door. There was still gauze wrapped around his forehead, and a little red oozed out, but it was nothing.

"How did you get here?"

As soon as Gu Xijue looked up, he happened to see Yan Danyan pushing Qu Shuangshuang towards this.

Yan Danyan glanced at Qu Shuangshuang, Gu Xijue suddenly understood, frowned slightly, Qu Shuangshuang's approach was right, but from the perspective of Qiu Shaoqing's family, it was undoubtedly another sprinkling of salt on the wound.

Gu Xijue wasn't quite sure what his aunt would do to Qu Shuangshuang. Although the daughter of the wealthy mansion is an advanced intellectual, she still retains some outdated ideas in her concept of her son.

Qiu Shaoqing's thoughts can be seen through at a glance, but Qu Shuangshuang's identity is ...... I'm afraid it won't end well.

"Why did you get up?"

The first to break the calm was Lu Ming, who had never entered again since he just came out. In either way, he was not suited to the operating table.

Qu Shuangshuang still has some impressions, although they are all skin injuries, but now that he is active, he will definitely induce symptoms such as dizziness and vomiting, and if the concussion is not good to rest, it will also cause serious consequences.

Hearing Lu Ming's voice, everyone's eyes were focused on Qu Shuangshuang's body.

"I'm sorry."

Qu Shuangshuang stood up suddenly, bowed ninety degrees to Qiu Shaoqing's parents who were sitting on the bench and waiting, his body swayed, and Yan Danyan and Lu Ming hurriedly supported him.

"Girl, there is no need to apologize, it has nothing to do with you, my son did the right thing, no matter who is in the car, he should do it. I, as a father, am proud of him. ”

Qiu Shaoqing's father's eyes were also red, and he comforted the girl in front of him.

The relationship between Qiu Shaoqing and his father has always been a bit deadlocked, one is too pedantic, and the other is very sloppy, and each is not pleasing to the eye. But this time, this middle-aged man who is over half a hundred years old is distressed and proud at the same time.

"Sit down."

Yan Danyan supported Qu Shuangshuang, she was already thin, but now she was even more fluttering, as if a gust of wind could blow it away. pressed Qu Shuangshuang on the wheelchair, although he was worried, he didn't dare to leave with Qu Shuangshuang strongly.

Many times, it is the mother who understands the son's mind best.

Qiu Shaoqing's mother looked at Qu Shuangshuang a few times, knowing her son's temperament, knowing that it had nothing to do with this girl, but she couldn't help but feel strange emotions, after all, it was she who was sitting safely and sound, not Qiu Shaoqing.

Qu Shuangshuang was uncomfortable to look at like that, but she couldn't find a reason to justify herself, because even she was blaming herself.

On a cold and silent night, a group of people waited at the door of the operating room. Yan Danyan was worried about Qu Shuangshuang's condition from time to time, and even Lu Ming's many advices, Qu Shuangshuang turned a deaf ear.

"Smack-"

The lights in the operating room were finally extinguished, and it was already two or three o'clock in the morning, and the snow outside the window had accumulated a thick layer, which was the purest and most beautiful white.