"My life is just a burden, there is no meaning." Growing up, no one could tell her why she wanted to live, because it was too tiring to live.

Qiao Shaoyu held Mu Xi's shoulders and said, "What do you mean meaningless? Xiang Huanan Xiang eldest brother, he has no relatives with you and no reason, why does he give you money to study and raise you as an adult? Because he treats you as his daughter, why did I, Ou Yang and Chen Zhuang risk going to you and save you? Because you are our friend, someone who has different meanings to us, isn't that the meaning of your life? Can't I, I, be your reason to live? Or ......"

Qiao Shaoyu didn't say it, this time Mu Xi also took the risk because of saving the white dragon, is the white dragon the reason for her to live?

"Really? Am I important? "From childhood to adulthood, I have been a monster in the mouth of others, and I am discriminated against by my peers. After her father was taken away, she was lonely and helpless, and she gave her a warm home to South China, so is she important to his family?

"Yes, you're important, very important." Qiao Shaoyu touched Mu Xi's head, "You are unique Mu Xi, whether it is an angry person, a calm person, a laughing you, or a crying you, it is very important to us, you know?" ”

Looking up at Qiao Shaoyu's gentle eyes, he remembered the appearance he couldn't help but smile when they met for the first time, and the smile on his face was her favorite appearance.

In the early hours of the morning, the night sky was dotted with stars, watching the vehicles coming and going, Muhi sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows of the hotel, and under the gorgeous exterior of the city, how many people suffered the same thing as her?

"Shaoyu, have you ever lived on the street?" Mushi asked.

Qiao Shaoyu was behind Mu Xi, looked at her somewhat thin back and said, "No."

Muhi smiled lightly and said, "We go to bed at 11 o'clock every day now, you don't know how beautiful the sky is in the early hours of the morning." I remember that in summer, the moon is beautiful at night, and there is the vast Milky Way, and occasionally if you are lucky, you can meet meteors! When I was a child, I had to wait for the meteor to pass before I went to bed, because I wanted to make a wish, I wanted my mom to come back to me, I wanted my dad not to gamble, I wanted to grow up quickly, and I wanted to have a cute Barbie doll......" Mu Xi paused, "I only know when I grow up, meteor wishes are all deceptive, my mom can't come to me, dad has been arrested." Lovely Barbie, it will never belong to me. ”

"Mushi, can you tell me your story?" Qiao Shaoyu sat directly on the ground next to Mu Xi, he wanted to understand her, although he knew that her story would definitely make him very distressed.

"My story...... Well, I'd like to think about where to start. ”

Mu Xi tilted his head, thought for a while and said: "I have a very traditional grandmother, she is patriarchal, although she gave birth to two sons, but the eldest son is afraid of his wife, and the second son loves to gamble, so she is not at ease before she dies." She didn't like me because I wasn't a grandson. She always scolds me for being a wild seed, do you know why? ”

Mu Xi seemed to ask Qiao Shaoyu, and seemed to ask herself, without waiting for Qiao Shaoyu to return, she continued: "I have a mother who I have never met, but I heard that she is not a good person. My dad spent 2,000 yuan to do a paternity test with me, and then spent 5,000 yuan to buy me back from that woman, hehe, this is my life experience, I don't know what the meaning of my life is. "This is how she was bought back by her own father, so how unbearable is her mother?

Qiao Shaoyu looked at Mu Xi's soft side face, her beautiful lips were slightly open, the corners of her mouth were slightly downward, and her face was full of sadness.

Qiao Shaoyu didn't know how to comfort her, wanted to share it for her, wanted to soothe her sadness, but found that he couldn't do anything else except be able to accompany her. For the first time, I felt so incompetent, if I grew up, would I be able to protect her from harm?

"My dad ......" Mushi raised his head, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, "he is a bad person, he is recognized as a bad person all over the world, he is addicted to gambling, and he gambles with usury." The home can only be described as a homeless wall! And to be collected by loan sharks every day, that kind of day...... It's really scary! I was afraid to hide in Tibet every day, afraid to see my father beaten. I'm also afraid of being beaten. Muxi seemed to see the old days again, seeing his father being beaten all over his body every time, but he was just as dead.

It was as if I saw my grandmother hiding on the corner of the street, hiding in an Internet café, as if I saw that dilapidated home, where a group of people were wantonly smashing and destroying everything that could be seen, and the whole house was as suffocating as a garbage dump.

"Mu Xi ......" Qiao Shaoyu looked at her distressedly, there were tears rolling on her long eyelashes, her eyes were so empty, so lonely and helpless, Qiao Shaoyu's heart hurt like being pricked by a needle, how much he hoped that he could help her carry these pains.

"He's not a good man, and he's not a good father. But he also felt sorry for me, and he would buy me cute dresses and beautiful umbrellas. When others beat me, he would hold me tightly in his arms and protect me with his body...... I hate him, and I love him......" Mushi tried to keep his eyes open so that the tears in his eyes did not fall. "Will you hate me?" Mu Xi asked Qiao Shaoyu.

Qiao Shaoyu stood up, lowered his head and touched Mu Xi's head, and said, "I'm still afraid that you will dislike me!" I'm still afraid that you don't like me, how dare I dislike you? ”

Mu Xi looked up at him, only to see Qiao Shaoyu's face full of grievances, Mu Xi, who wanted to cry, sneered, Qiao Shaoyu squatted down and said, "Let's study abroad together, okay?" Get out of this land of right and wrong. ”

In fact, Mu Xi has this plan, but she plans to apply to go abroad after going to college, because if she is in college, she can get a scholarship to study abroad, which can reduce the burden of going to South China, so she didn't want to leave so soon.

"Leave here in your third year of high school, okay?" Qiao Shaoyu knew that Mu Xi was hesitating, "You don't have to worry about the visa, I will ask my father to help you get it, as long as you want, we will leave together, okay?" ”

Mu Xi has had enough of the bumpy life since she was a child, and she also knows that unless she is incognito or secluded in China, Ni Hongliang will dig her out and bury her. Because of his father, he accidentally killed Ni Hongliang's only son. Qiao Shaoyu's words were very attractive to Mu Xi, if he could leave, he could leave with Qiao Shaoyu, what a happy thing it was.

"I'll go back and ask Brother Xiang, if he agrees, I will go abroad in my third year of high school." I heard that the tuition fee for studying abroad is more than 200,000 yuan a year, and all this money needs to be sent to South China, is he willing? Will you be able to pay it back in the future?