The scenes of my childhood became extremely clear in my head at this moment, and I kept replaying and looking at it, Zhou Haijun's old face and the scars on his hands, I remembered the memories related to those scars, and the pain in my heart and the tears flowed unconsciously.

When he thought that he had been haunted by his mother's affairs, but later there was a gap, and then when he met someone he liked and was opposed by his father but was unwilling to give up, Xiao Yu really felt that he was so stupid.

Why are you staying away from your estranged father, you are already so romantic, and you don't have much time for company, but because of your little temper and that bit of dignity, the relationship between the two has gradually become estranged.

Although even now I still understand regret, but what is the use of regret, if it will not be useful in this world, then there will not be so much sadness, and people will not have so many tragedies.

There is nothing in the world that can be repeated, a mistake is a mistake, and it will not be given to you again, and the second chance, you will not have the opportunity to correct it again, because it is all doomed.

What is missed is missed, even if Xiao Yu regrets it, it is useless, looking at Zhou Haijun's face blankly, imagining his childhood WeChat, and unconsciously smiling on his face, but when he came back to his senses after recalling, when he saw Zhou Haijun lying on the hospital bed, he still frowned, and when he saw his father, his face full of vicissitudes of time was the traces of time.

I only felt deep self-blame in my heart, and I didn't accompany my father when I was the loneliest.

"Okay, I know, the patient needs to recuperate, you can't stay here anymore, the patient's emotions are already a little intense..."Zhang Jing looked at the platform and device in his hand, and said with a slight brow.

"Maybe you are the most special to Zhou Haijun, and you are also the most likely to influence him, but now it seems that you have returned to the light..."

Zhang Jing looked at Zhou Haijun on the hospital bed with a complicated expression and slowly opened his eyes, when the sunlight pierced Zhou Haijun's eyes again, when he saw Xiao Yu crying in front of his bed, as well as the tear stains in the corners of his eyes, and the tears that kept flowing, he only felt a pain in his heart.

"Xiao Yu, don't cry, don't cry, isn't it okay? Don't worry, I'm just too tired, just rest for a while, just rest for a while! Zhou Haijun's birthday was 10 minutes low, and his voice was a little hoarse, I don't know if it was because of the influence of his physical condition, or because of the torture of illness, the whole person was weak and very tired, and it seemed that he had exhausted his whole strength when he wanted to say these few words.

Zhou Haijun's life instantly pulled Xiao Yu's thoughts to reality, when he saw Zhou Haijun open his eyes and look at himself, his eyes instantly became red and swollen, his eyes were full of worry and sadness, looking at the familiar person in front of him, he had a thousand words in his heart that he wanted to say, but in the end it was summarized into one sentence.

Father!

When Zhou Haijun heard Xiao Yu call his father again, this sudden voice made Zhou Haijun fall into a stupor, and then his eyes became red and swollen somehow, although he was blinded by tears, he still kept blinking, and he actually dried his tears, wanting to take a good look at his daughter's appearance, but the tears never stopped, and kept dripping and moistening Zhou Haijun's eyes.

It's been so long, well, being called dad by Xiao Yu again, which made Zhou Haijun even feel a little unreal, thinking that he was dreaming, and Zhou Haijun had been staying away from Xiao Yu all along.

I was afraid that one day if I left, Xiao Yu would be very sad and very painful, but I didn't expect that in the end, I couldn't leave quietly, and my physical condition was finally known to Xiao Yu.

In the past 5 years, Xiao Yu has been avoiding and deliberately creating contradictions between the two sides, and Xiao Yu has not called Zhou Haijun a good father for so many years.

And after so many years, hearing that familiar and warm voice again, Zhou Haijun, who originally wanted to show his strength in front of Xiao Yu, burst into tears, and the embankment could no longer stop it.

Although it has been far away for the past five years, missing has never been a unilateral mood, coupled with the life and death tribulations of childhood, the family relationship between the two sides has already reached a very special point.

Time can prove everything, he will make some things slowly fade, once thin, then you will gradually forget, but some things keep superimposing with the increase of time, until they crush a person.

That's missing...

No matter what, Zhou Haijun would not be able to let go of his daughter, but such a unilateral distance also made Zhou Haijun forget that how could his daughter let go of herself so easily, in fact, the Eastern Navy has always known that Xiao Yu has been looking for various ways to make up for the relationship between the two sides, but often because of his own non-cooperation, it finally ends in failure.

In fact, every time he saw Xiao Yu's efforts, Zhou Haijun wrote some promises and reconciliations many times, but in the end he survived, but in the end...

Xiao Yu's father made the thoughts and suppressed emotions that had been suppressed in the past 5 years burst out.

"Huh!" Zhou Haijun smiled, printed it with all his strength, and then tried desperately to reach out and touch his daughter's face, but he couldn't lift it no matter what, and his whole hand was trembling.

When Xiao Yu heard Zhou Haijun's response, the whole person was also a little stunned, and then he reacted with a surprise smile on his face instantly, and then he saw the hand that wanted to be stretched out, and instantly stretched out his hand, held up Zhou Haijun's old hand, put it on his face, and then looked at Zhou Haijun.

"Dad! I will always be your daughter, always will be! ”

"Hmmm! How's the whole Hope Base now, are you okay now? ”

"It's all so reassuring, they have all grown up, and they are all commanding steadily in their respective positions, even if you are not there, they are not in a panic, and they are all doing their own work in an orderly manner!

They can't come to see you because of something..."

"It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay... I'm tired, I'm tired...

Everything is fine, so it's fine, I can also sleep well, I can have a good rest, the whole base has you, with you young people to support, I will be relieved! You can sleep well..."Zhou Haijun's face was also relieved, he laughed, the tiredness on his face became more and more obvious, and his scalp and eyelids became heavier and heavier...

"Well, don't worry, the base is with us, nothing will happen, we will definitely live well, we will definitely live! Father! Rest assured! ”

heard the voice, maybe because of the reassurance of the base, or maybe because of his daughter, the last father, Zhou Haijun closed his eyes at the moment when the last voice landed, very peaceful, very calm, no pain, no regrets.