Chapter 719: It's addictive
Xia Ning didn't expect that this Jom would learn so badly now, and even a sentence could be misinterpreted like this, so he had to take advantage of it.
For such a rogue dialogue, she can only adopt a three-no policy - ignore, do not listen, and do not respond.
Xia Ning simply shut up, no longer bothered him, and pretended to be angry.
In this way, Jom immediately surrendered, and pulled the corner of Xia Ning's clothes softly, "Okay, don't be angry, I'll accompany you to participate." ”
"Really?" She turned her head suddenly, her eyes sparkling at him, and she didn't have any angry expression at all.
Only then did Jom realize that he was being put on a role by Xia Ning, but he was willing, nodded, and resigned himself: "Yes, who told me to like you." ”
When Xia Ning heard this, she felt that her ears were burning, and she quickly turned her head and pretended to look at the scenery outside the window, as if she hadn't heard it.
Sometimes she also feels that she is despicable, and she feels that it is really unbearable to use Jom's feelings for him like this, but she often can't help it, and often puts herself in a dilemma. I know that this is not good, and I know that if I can't respond, I shouldn't use it anymore, but I always think of him when it is critical, and I still ask him.
Maybe people are like this, just like the lyrics in that classic song - "What you can't get is always in turmoil, and what you like is fearless." ”
She and Jom have such a relationship, except that he doesn't get it, and she's the one who is favored. She knows that she is lucky, how many girls hope that Jom will appear in their lives, bring happy love, and live a happy life. And she, just a divorced woman with children, is not worthy of Jom at all, let alone his love.
But why, along the way, she has never been able to leave him ruthlessly? His goodness seems to have become a part of her life, like a habit, and has been by her side all these years. She couldn't imagine what would happen to her if one day Jom didn't treat herself like this, or give it to other women.
Will she really be comfortable wishing him to find his own happiness? She didn't know. When she thought of this, Xia Ning felt that her breathing was stagnant for a moment, and her heart was also a little painful. I don't know what's wrong with me, I just feel very uncomfortable.
Always talking about wanting Jom to be happy and asking him to leave herself, but if he really leaves, completely leaves, will she really be happy? Xia Ning didn't dare to think about that answer, because maybe it was already coming out.
Why is she so selfish, so selfish to take advantage of Jom's kindness to her, why is she so selfish to let Jom always be good to her, unconditionally agreeing to any of her requests? You know, no one is obliged to be good to another person all the time, not even parents, let alone a friend who is more than friendly?
She didn't dare to think about anything else, because she knew she couldn't do what promised him, and it was destined to be too heavy for her and Jom. Moreover, there are some things that cannot be spoken. Once you open your mouth, you will be dried by something, and you will never return to your original appearance.
She knew she couldn't, and she knew Jom's struggles and suffering, all of which she had caused herself. But why, why did she make everything so bad? Why make Jom sad, knowing that there is no way to get it, but he has to always be by her side to bear a lot of things for her that he shouldn't bear and face.
It's so unfair to him. She's so sorry for him! But she is selfish, although she knows that this is unfair to him, knows that this is hurtful to him, and even delays his life, but she still thinks of him at a critical time, and still hopes that he will be good to herself.
Jom's goodness is like poison, it's addictive. Xia Ning felt that in her life, she was afraid that she would never meet someone as good to her as Jom. But she could do nothing, give him nothing, and could only make herself a friend and be as good to him as possible.
Although she knows that she is not as good to him as one ten-thousandth as good to herself, she will try her best to do it. If one day, Jom also asks her, she will definitely not hesitate to help anything.
But the truth is that Jom never seems to have any problems to worry about, but she, whose life is full of unsolved mysteries and countless problems, always asks him to help and act as her guardian angel. So much so that she was used to his existence, and she didn't know how to face it alone without him.
Xia Ning knew that she shouldn't be like this, but Jom was too considerate, and he would do everything very thoughtfully and gently, with a warmth that people couldn't ignore. With such a person, coupled with such a dazzling and splendid appearance, how many people can refuse? She is not a saint, nor is she a good person, she is always greedy for his good, but she can't give him anything in return.
In fact, she is also afraid that what will happen to Jom if one day she finds out that she is not as good as he imagined, finds a lot of her unbearable, stays away from her, and even hates her. Always trying to push Jom away before this happens, to keep him away from him, but he is always reluctant to let him leave him.
It was all like a mess that was constantly circling and tangling in her mind, making her feel uneasy.
"Xia Ning, what's wrong with you? Something unhappy? Jom looked at Xia Ning's uneasy expression on the side, and finally couldn't help but ask.
He didn't like to see her frowning, he didn't like her unhappy, and he always wanted to do everything in his power to make her happy. But she always felt that no matter how hard he tried, she couldn't be truly happy.
Jom knew that she still had that person in her heart, and no matter how hard he tried to make her forget, the figure of that person would always be in her mind, and she would still be sad to remember it for a long time. But even so, he wanted to be by her side, which gave her some comfort and would not fall into loneliness alone.
However, why is it that even if he is always by her side, making her laugh and giving her happiness, she is still so sad and always unhappy?
Jom felt discouraged, but he still wanted to stay by Xia Ning's side. Maybe a lot of feelings are like this, there is no way to explain clearly, but I just can't let go. There are people you don't know what's good about her, but no one can replace her.
Perhaps, in Xia Ning's heart, that person's status is also like this. Although she always said that she would forget, he could see that she could not forget. People who really want to forget will not always talk about forgetting, nor will they always force a calm appearance of forgetting.
But Xia Ning is different, she is too stubborn and obvious, but it exposes the deepest care in her heart. This may be a kind of torment for her, but for herself, why not?
Jom never thought that she could forget Yuan Chen, but she always had a small expectation in her heart, hoping that she could care more about herself, think Yuan Chen less, and let herself have more or less a place in her heart.
He knew she had herself in her heart, but he found that he was getting more and more greedy, and he wanted more. So he'd leave and come back, not just for her, but for himself. In order for his silent protection for so many years to have a result, even if the possibility of the ending he wants is very small, he still came.
Drifting across the ocean, just to watch her, accompany her, and ask for a result that I don't know if it will be. This kind of love, I never thought that I would meet it, but it was so natural for him to meet. Without warning, I met her like this, and I was out of control from then on.
Xia Ning was pulled back to her thoughts by Jom's question, and immediately came back to her senses, "Ah, it's okay, I'm thinking about what we will wear tomorrow night." ”
Jom's turquoise eyes flashed, and the corners of his mouth were smiling, "Well, it seems that you have to think about it, and you must be a good match." He said meaningfully.
Listening to her say this, although she knew that she was not sincere, she still had a little joy and satisfaction in her heart.
Although the two of them didn't say anything along the way, the situation was much better than before, no longer that dull speechlessness, but a tacit silence.
Because Xia Ning was discharged from the hospital, she asked her mother to take Duoduo to Xia's house for dinner, which can be regarded as picking up the wind for Jom.
Duoduo pounced happily as soon as he saw Xia Ning and Jom, "Mom! Uncle Jom! ”
Afraid that Xia Ning would be tired, Jom hugged Duoduo one step ahead of her, and held her in his arms and shook her a few times.
"Did you miss me?" Jom asked by kissing her chubby pink cheek, gently rubbing her little face with his little scum.
Duoduo pouted, turned his head to look at the sky, "Hmph, don't think about Uncle Jom, Uncle Jom won't come to see Duoduo when he's gone, you don't like Duoduo!" ”
This little girl was so cute when she got angry, so Jom's heart melted, and she quickly turned into a cute uncle to apologize to her, "It's Uncle Jom who is not good, and my uncle won't be able to do it in the future, and my uncle will often come to see Duoduo in the future and take Duoduo out to play!" ”
Duoduo didn't buy it, and tilted his head with his mouth open and snorted: "I'm going to play with Uncle Shuai in the future, don't want Uncle Jom!" ”
Listening to her solemn announcement, Jom couldn't help but be stunned and smiled, "What handsome uncle?" ”
Xia Ning's heart tightened, knowing who Uncle Shuai was in Duoduo's mouth, but she didn't open her mouth to explain.
"Uncle Shuai is, Duoduo met my mother in the hospital, Uncle Shuai likes my mommy very much!" Duoduo said without any jealousy, looking at Jom seriously.
Jom was stunned for a moment, his expression was a little abrupt, but it only took a few seconds to regain his smile, and he rubbed his face affectionately at Duoduo, "Is that handsome uncle more handsome than Uncle Jom?" ”
Duoduo frowned slightly as if he was very serious, thinking seriously about this question.
Xia Ning didn't wait for Duoduo to speak again, and was about to go and pick up Duoduo from JOM's hand, but Jom wouldn't let him.
"Let her tell me!" He looked at her pitifully and pleaded, with a pair of large, beautiful emerald green eyes like a lake.
Xia Ning was at a loss, shook his head, and walked towards the gate first.
Jom followed, hugging Duoduo and continuing to ask, "Hasn't Duoduo come up with it yet?" ”
"Well, that's a question worth pondering, let me think again." Duoduo fakely touched his chin, as if he was touching his beard.
Jom was amused by her small appearance, and laughed loudly, and every time he saw Duoduo, he liked it, wishing that she was his daughter. Although I know that this is impossible, I always hope that I can be by their mother and daughter's side for a little longer, a little longer, so that he can always protect it.
Finally, he nodded his little head, looked at Jom seriously, and said in a milky voice; "I think you should be tied for the best in the world."
Jom pretended to be unhappy, "Why is it tied for number one in the world?" Shouldn't Uncle Jom be the number one in the world? ”
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