I stared blankly at the car in front of me and the woman in it, forgetting the pain in my body for a moment.

When I was bored, I used to think about what it would be like if one day, Su Xiaoyue and I met again.

I thought about it a lot, but I never imagined that I would meet her in such a situation.

The car she was sitting in looked high-class, it was a Mercedes, and the fat boy standing next to me looked very rich, dressed in a famous brand, with a thick gold necklace around his neck and an Apple phone in his hand.

I pursed my lips, not knowing what to say, and Su Xiaoyue in the car didn't recognize me, maybe because I had painted something on my face.

Actually, it's okay, I don't know what to do when we meet in this situation, it won't be a good thing for her or for me.

The fat man next to me saw that I didn't speak, so he reached out and pushed me: "You were hit stupid?" ”

I glanced at him and didn't speak, because I was worried that as soon as I opened my mouth, Su Xiaoyue in the car would understand that the madman standing in front of her was her original lover.

For Su Xiaoyue, I have always felt guilty in my heart, and there is a trace of attachment, this kind of feeling is completely different from the little nine-tails, because until now, I don't dare to face the little nine-tails, I am afraid, I am afraid that I will forget Su Xiaoyue and like the little nine-tails.

It's just that I know in my heart that Su Xiaoyue and I are already people from two worlds, just like the yellow rain, but Su Xiaoyue doesn't know what I do.

"That's fine." I whispered to myself, "It's better to leave a good influence on her than to let her know." ”

The fat man next to me heard me start talking to myself, and his face turned pale with fright, probably thinking that I was stupid by his car.

Seeing that the fat man was about to speak again, I shook my head at him and tried to lower my voice: "It's okay, I'll just sit on the side of the road." ”

After saying that, I didn't care about the fat man next to me who looked surprised, walked to the stone ridge on the side of the road by myself, and sat down, but I didn't dare to look up at all.

I didn't dare to look up at Su Xiaoyue, although my body was painful, but I didn't dare to make any sound, I was afraid that as soon as I raised my head or made a sound, I would be recognized by Su Xiaoyue.

In fact, I don't know why I'm afraid of being recognized by Su Xiaoyue?

It may be the pathetic self-esteem in my heart, I don't want to lose face in front of my former lover, after all, I am a duangong, in the eyes of many people, the profession of duangong is feudal superstition, and it is a god liar.

The fat man stood where he was, and when he saw me sitting on the side of the road and looking down about things, he didn't leave, but walked up to me and whispered to me, "Are you all right?" Or I'll take you to the hospital. ”

"No, you don't." I tried to shorten the opportunities for myself to speak, and I kept my voice lower and lower, hoarse.

"Not really?" The fat man squatted in front of me: "I know! There's a camera here, and as soon as I leave, you're going to say I've hit someone and want to run! Hmph, I'm not that stupid! ”

Hearing this fat man chattering in my ear, I suddenly became anxious, you said you damn fat man, since I said it's okay, you can go by yourself! What else are you going to do here!

"I'm fine." I gritted my teeth and shook my arm: "Look, I can move." ”

"That's it." The fat man squatted beside me and thought, "Then I'll give you some money?" ”

Who scarces your stinky money!

Seriously, I've never been in this situation in my life, my ex-girlfriend sitting in someone else's car, and her current boyfriend actually said he was going to give him money, which hit my fragile and ridiculous self-esteem again.

"No, you don't." I replied to the fat man angrily: "You go, don't bother me." ”

"Huh!" When the fat man heard what I said, he stood up suddenly: "I was kind enough to give you money for medical treatment, but not only did you not appreciate it, but also told me not to bother you!" Boy, you're looking for a beating! ”

At this time, Su Xiaoyue, who had been sitting in the car, saw her boyfriend roaring at the injured person who was hit by the car, and also got out of the car and walked towards us.

As she walked, she asked the fat man, "Fatty, what happened?" ”

When the fat man saw Su Xiaoyue coming over, he turned his head and smiled at her: "It's okay, I met a madman, I don't want him to pay for a doctor." ”

"Don't?" When Su Xiaoyue heard the fat man's words, she walked to my side with a sigh, and when I saw that she was about to come over, I hurriedly reached out and wiped two handfuls of ash on the ground, covering my face indiscriminately.

When Su Xiaoyue saw my thing, she was even more curious, she gently squatted in front of me, and persuaded me very kindly: "Are you okay?" Why don't we take you to the hospital first? ”

When I heard Su Xiaoyue's words, I didn't feel good at all, and she didn't recognize me until now, should I be happy or angry?

I was lowering my head and thinking about how to answer her, Su Xiaoyue suddenly reached out and lifted my face, I felt the familiar touch appear on my face, and hurriedly twisted my face, I looked like that at that time, as ugly as I was.

"Did you hear me?" Su Xiaoyue saw my face and couldn't help but be cold, maybe she didn't think that at all, who would paint her face like this at night.

I looked at Su Xiaoyue in front of me, desperately suppressing the impulse in my heart, I was afraid that I would not be able to help but tell her who I was.

In the end, my ridiculous self-esteem still overcame my impulse, and I copied an unfluent Sichuan dialect and smiled at Su Xiaoyue in front of me: "Miss, I don't have anything to do, I'm just tired of walking, take a rest in this place, why don't you go." ”

Su Xiaoyue heard my answer and pursed her lips at me: "Okay then." As she spoke, she took out a thousand dollars from her handbag and handed it to me: "You can take this money and check it." ”

"No, no, no!" I hurriedly stretched out my hands and pushed away the money handed over by Su Xiaoyue, and stood up and jumped at them twice: "Look, I don't have anything to do, so don't break the bank." ”

With that, I turned around, ready to flee from the place where I felt infinitely embarrassed.

"You!" Su Xiaoyue wanted to say something, but the fat man beside her stretched out his hand to stop her: "Forget it, let him go, I think this person is a psychopath, you look at the things painted on his face, and he is also wearing a Taoist robe, he really thinks he is one of those immortals on TV!" ”

When I heard the fat man's words, I felt as if there was a fire burning on my face, and my steps quickened a little.

When I was about to reach the fork in the road, I suddenly heard Su Xiaoyue's voice behind me: "Fatty! People seem to be mentally flawed! Can you please not laugh at people! Look how pitiful he is! ”

"Pathetic?" The fat man sneered: "Look at the way he walks, just like a dog!" ”

"Fatty!" Su Xiaoyue seemed to be a little unhappy: "Besides, I'm angry!" ”

"Good, good! I won't say it! Seeing that Su Xiaoyue was about to get angry, the fat man hurriedly coaxed her: "Did I say something wrong?" Let's go to my uncle's house, I heard that something happened to my sister. ”

"Hmm." Su Xiaoyue answered the fat man, followed the fat man and walked back to the car, she opened the car door, but she froze for a moment, and then turned around and shouted at me: "Hey! Wait a minute, that friend! ”

My pace, which had been slowed down, stopped with Su Xiaoyue's coquettish voice, I didn't dare to look back, I just stood in place, waiting for Su Xiaoyue's next words.

"That's what my boyfriend says, don't take it personally." Su Xiaoyue shouted at me: "I have a thousand yuan here, I'll put it on the side of the road, you can come and get it yourself later, I see that you are dirty, use this money to buy yourself some clothes to wear, and then go to eat something delicious!" ”

In an instant, my nose soured and I almost burst into tears.

"Alright, alright!" The fat man started the car: "I really don't know, why are you so kind!" That's just a neurosis! Do you need that? ”

I turned around and saw that Su Xiaoyue had already gotten into the car, and as the car left, I vaguely heard her say to the fat man in the car: "He reminds me of a person, a person who used to be very important to me." ”

walked to the side of the road, reached out and picked up the thousand yuan on the ground, but Su Xiaoyue's last words kept echoing in his ears.

"Someone who was once important to you." I said softly in the direction of Su Xiaoyue: "Maybe I'm really like what your boyfriend said, I'm a bad dog." ”

Holding the money in my hand tightly, I waved my hand lightly in the direction of Su Xiaoyue: "Goodbye, I hope you have a good time." ”

With these words, I couldn't hold back the emotions in my heart anymore, I don't know why, I just want to run to the bar and have a good drink by myself.

Maybe then I can numb my ridiculous self-esteem.

"A defeated dog, a defeated dog for the rest of his life, will not become those noble famous dogs." I stood there and pursed my lips and whispered to myself, "Do I really walk like a dog?" ”

I don't know when the tears have slipped from my eyes, and I realized that no matter how important and precious the person was, as long as you let go, there will be no day back.

"Really." I reached out and wiped a handful of tears: "How old are you, you still pee cat at every turn." ”

Standing where I was, the night wind blew through my body, bringing up the corners of my white robe, and at this moment, the whole world was so quiet, only the sound of tears touching the ground.

And the soft sigh of some unsuccessful fellow.