Chapter 12 Return
Things are so impermanent, there are always all kinds of twists and turns, or people are caught off guard, or people are powerless......
In the past few days since he returned to the United States, Xiao Jinghan has been tormented in his heart, and he has been waiting for Xiao Yilin.
His parents and older siblings were busy with work, so they only came to see him occasionally, and he was the only one who waited silently in front of the hospital bed.
Looking at his grandfather who was unconscious on the hospital bed, Xiao Jinghan had to talk about things when he was a child from time to time, but tears rained down as he spoke.
In the memories of the past, there are laughter, sadness, and sighs, and the scenes are like yesterday and like a world away.
It was also through this passing life and death that he realized how important his grandfather was to him, so he had no way to take into account his feelings with Xie Junlan.
What's more, Xie Junlan's mother didn't know what to say to him, so he directly cut off the contact between the two.
His red and swollen eyes were not caused by crying, but by worry caused by a lot of emotions.
said that she cut off contact because she was afraid of seeing her sad, but in fact, she was still thinking about that person in her heart.
Then Xie Junfeng's mobile phone rang again, Xiao Jinghan didn't even look at it, and got up directly to return the phone to the person outside the door.
Unexpectedly, as soon as he handed the mobile phone to Xie Junfeng, the mobile phone fell silent, so his heart began to feel sad.
He was afraid that Xie Junfeng would let him watch that video, and he was afraid that something would happen to his beloved girl, so he could only raise his feet and prepare to leave under the entanglement.
"Jing Han!"
Xie Junfeng suddenly shouted, a little anxious and a little expectant: "I'm leaving the day after tomorrow, don't you really plan to go back with me?" ”
Xie Junfeng tightened the mobile phone he was holding, and he loved to laugh and laugh on weekdays, but his eyes leaked a rare sadness.
"Even if it's not for Lanlan, what about our team and the Asian Traditional Skills Conference in two years......"
Fate makes them get together, fate makes them separate, fate gathers and fate scatters sometimes, there are still people who are unwilling!
Just like Xie Junfeng, who is sad now, came all the way to the United States, in addition to his own affairs, another thing is to persuade this junior brother.
Although Xiao Jinghan wants to go back no matter what, the meaning and purpose of going back are different.
As early as when Xie Junfeng shouted Xiao Jinghan, he dropped his raised footsteps on the ground, and at this time, hearing Xie Junfeng mention the team and the game, the past came one after another, so the young man's body trembled.
In the past, under the influence of Xiao Yilin, Xiao Jinghan was still skeptical of Chinese culture, and he didn't think that there was anything worth nostalgia for in China, not to mention that in his heart, only the land under his feet was the motherland.
Because there is no sense of identity, there is no sense of belonging, although he is a descendant of China, he is like a rootless duckweed, flowing with the waves on the other side of the ocean, even if he will wear Hanfu according to his grandfather's requirements.
For a freedom-loving man like him, these are the shackles that his grandfather has imposed on him.
Even if you know where you came from, you don't know where you are going......
But when I met the students of Huaxia Academy of Arts, everything changed!
His whole person has changed from cool and handsome to humble and polite, and his once restless heart has begun to calm down, and his life in the Huaxia Academy of Arts has made him know his grandfather's heart.
He learned a lot in the land of China, learned a lot of Chinese history and culture, learned what a gentleman's friendship is, learned the way of life, and learned a lot of things!
He not only met friends and relatives that should be cherished in this life, but also met his most beloved girl!
It's just that now things are wrong, grandpa is still lying on the hospital bed, and he hurt her again......
Everything came so suddenly, he was unprepared, and besides, he was not hard-hearted, how could he not feel it......
An indescribable pain burst from his heart, touching every nerve in his body, as if ten thousand needles had pierced every inch of his body's skin!
It made him even breathe a little short!
This is heart-wrenching......
But Xiao Jinghan could only endure these pains in his heart, and after a long time, his two thin lips moved: "I'm sorry ......"
After speaking, he rushed into the ward in a hurry, leaving Xie Junfeng who bowed his head and sighed.
Xiao Jinghan desperately suppressed his urge to cry and tried to move the stone that was pressing on his heart away, but his throat told him that he couldn't do it.
So he slowly crouched down, covered his lips and sobbed softly.
There are mountains of thoughts that come to you, and there are waves of sorrow that come like a surge, so tears also fall in torrents.
Looking at his grandfather who had not yet woken up, thinking of Xie Junlan who was far away, the lovely master and sister, when he was his brother's S· T· The boys of the Y men's team, as well as the competition he wanted to participate in on behalf of China, all pressed on his heart, and all made him cry!
If it weren't for the fact that Grandpa was still around, if it weren't for Xie Junfeng still outside the door, I am afraid that he would have cried loudly.
So he could only bite the back of his hand and let the tears wet his clothes......
Xie Junfeng's eyes were full of disappointment, and his heart was even more sad, so he raised his hand to check the information on his phone.
At a glance, he saw the message from Su Min's mobile phone number, and he knew that the content of the message was written by Wang Zicheng at a glance.
Not long after watching the video, tears suddenly hit his eyes.
So Xie Junfeng clenched his hand into a fist and couldn't help scolding: "Silly sister...... It's my brother who is useless, my brother who is useless! ”
Although he had long seen that Xie Junlan and Xiao Jinghan had a great relationship, he did not persuade them, but let the two of them fall in love with each other.
He once said that he would protect his sister, but he didn't expect that this time it was Xiao Jinghan who was so decisive, and he was powerless as an elder brother......
Xie Junfeng glanced at the closed ward door, and there was even more pain in his eyes, so he forwarded a copy of the information in his mobile phone to Xiao Jinghan.
When he first found Xiao Jinghan, Xiao Jinghan avoided him, which made him puzzled.
If it weren't for his dead face and saying that he had something to look for, and he had an operation by the way, I was afraid that Xiao Jinghan would never talk to him in his life.
Later, he knew that something had happened to Xiao Yilin, and his mother intervened in the relationship between Xie Junlan and Xiao Jinghan, and he was a little overwhelmed at that moment.
But until now, he still has a hope in his heart, even if this hope is very slim.
Because he believes that Xiao Jinghan is not such a ruthless person, not to mention that he is his junior brother and one of the men's team players he selected.
And after Xie Junfeng saw that there was a missed call in the video, he knew that Xiao Jinghan had actually seen this message.
But he knew that Xiao Jinghan didn't choose to click on it, and he knew that he still had some worries in his heart, so he was sure that Xiao Jinghan had something unbearable in his heart, so he sent the video to him.
He's ready to go home empty-handed, so this is his last effort......
The latter choice will be left to Xiao Jinghan himself......
So he straightened up and disappeared at the end of the hospital corridor.
No matter what Xiao Jinghan decides, he can only silently choose to accept it.