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I lay in bed, tossing and turning, and couldn't sleep. The moon was so disturbed by me that she couldn't help but hit me on the shoulder, and asked me in a low voice:

"Why don't you sleep at night? What, do you want Cao Yunxiao? ”

"Of course I miss him, but because he can't sleep, it seems unlikely."

Although I didn't think about how to speak, I felt that if I wanted to know what the moon really thought about Xiao Su, now should be the best time, so even though I hadn't thought about it yet, I still decided to bring the topic to Xiao Su.

It's not that I really want to help Xiao Su, but after all, there is indeed a misunderstanding between him and the moon, and the misunderstanding is also caused by me. I think it's necessary for me to clear up this misunderstanding anyway, and it has nothing to do with whether or not I can't help.

The moon didn't know what I wanted to say to her, but when she saw that I had something to say, she started to gossip, and looked at me with blazing eyes in the dark, and saw that I was a little weak-hearted.

"Why, could it be that you empathize so quickly? Let me guess, I'm afraid you don't like Fu Chengwen! ”

"Stop, what kind of brains are you, how can I like him, I want to beat him."

I didn't expect the moon to have such a conjecture, and I couldn't help but roll my eyes at her. Seeing my attitude, the moon pursed her lips and continued with a little disappointment:

"It's over, I can't watch the fratricidal drama I want to watch."

"Stop, brothers are still killing each other, how is this possible. Eh, you said what you were thinking about all day, how could you be more nonsense than what I wrote. ”

"Life always needs some fun, and this kind of plot reversal is exciting. You, it's just too lacking in passion, you have to experience life more, so that your talent is more real, fuller, and more emotional, so that people can read it. ”

"It's your turn to educate me again, isn't it? Just having one Fu Chengwen is enough for me to stand it, and now that you have started, why is it so difficult for me to live this day. ”

I pretended to pat my forehead exaggeratedly, and then pinched the bridge of my nose to show my helplessness and pain. Seeing this, the moon rolled over with a "whoosh", lay on the bed, turned to me and said:

"Xiaobai, in fact, I have always wanted to ask you, why did you choose Cao Yunxiao between Cao Yunxiao and Fu Chengwen?"

There was a particularly sincere light in the moon's eyes, so bright that one could not bear to refuse her question. But the question she asked was really hard for me to answer, because I really didn't know how to explain it to convince her. After thinking about it for a while, I looked her in the eye and replied seriously:

"If you want to ask this, to put it simply, Cao Yunxiao loves me, and he is willing to give everything for it. I feel very happy when I am loved, I feel that everything fits perfectly, so I love him too, and I am also willing to give everything for him. ”

"But according to your logic, are you sure you really love Cao Yunxiao? If Fu Chengwen can also do this, you can't afford to love Fu Chengwen, this logic doesn't make sense. ”

"Do you think Fu Chengwen didn't do it? If this kind of thing can be calculated cumulatively, then Fu Chengwen and I have known each other for more than ten years, and his kindness to me is really countless. But we both know very well that in each other's eyes, we are indispensable family, and I don't love him, and he doesn't love me. Love has nothing to do with the time they spend together, some people seem to be in love every day of their lives, some people are in love, and some people are together all their lives but they are calm and quiet as if they have never loved. Between us..."

"Wow Xiaobai, what you said is too profound, I can't understand it, I can't understand it, this is not the scope that high school students can understand at all."

Before I could finish speaking, the moon gagged my ears and interrupted me, trying to shut me up. I could only smile helplessly at her like this, and then swallowed back what I wanted to say, bringing the conversation back to my original thoughts.

"Okay, you don't want to hear it, then let's change the subject. Then why don't I ask you, what kind of feelings do you have for Xiao Su, if there is no Nini, will you accept his kindness to you? ”

"Hey, Xiaobai, you're too inauthentic. I know I'm having a hard time because of this now, and you still have to mention this kind of thing. If there are so many ifs in this world, don't give me hope, okay? ”

As soon as the moon heard Xiao Su's name, the whole person collapsed. I watched her lying on the pillow with a muffled voice, as if she was faintly crying, and I had some consideration in my heart, so I turned over, propped my head with my arms, looked at her seriously, and said to her:

"I know you're sad, but no matter what, you have to give an explanation to the story at the beginning or end of a relationship, and you can't just end it so unclearly."

"Otherwise, is there still a breakup ceremony? I have to cry with tears and tears with snot to tell people how much I like him and want to be with him, but he, who has no conscience, has failed me, so that it can be regarded as a complete breakup? ”

The moon turned her head and glared at me with a little redness in her eyes, and I was so choked by her words that I really didn't know how to reply, so I could only smile at her awkwardly and try to explain:

"No, I didn't mean that."

"And what do you mean?"

"I..."

"Okay Xiaobai, you're really not suitable for comforting others. Let's stop there, okay? ”

Moon spoke in a bad tone, rubbing her hair a little irritably, and then lay back on the bed. When she said this, I didn't know what to do, so I had to lie down again like her.

A long silence ensued, but I knew neither of us was asleep. After a long time, when I had almost given up talking to the moon again and getting ready to go to bed, the moon suddenly spoke:

"Xiaobai, I know, if you ask me so today, something must have happened to Xiao Su. You may tell me that what we saw that day was a misunderstanding, but it was not like that. But even if there is a misunderstanding, so what? You know that I am extremely insecure, after I know that there is such a girl around Xiao Su, how can I accept his feelings again? I really can't help but wonder if something will happen to the two of them without me knowing, and I will guess when Xiao Su will betray me because of this girl. I really don't want to live with this suspicion every day, I'm going to be crazy, I'm going to be crazy. The latest chapters of "One Hundred Plating" are a book on paper, and the latest chapters of "A Written Claw Book House" are free to read for the first time.