Even though I said that, I knew in my heart that if the medicine didn't cure him, he would die tonight.

Zhaoyou was calmed down by me, then buried his head in my arms and cried bitterly.

"What ...... to cry about"

He was aggrieved: "I thought you wanted me to die." ”

I thought it was funny and asked, "Why do you want to die?" ”

Zhaoyou: "Because I'm dying, it's useless......"

I hugged him: "Then you have to try to live well." ”

……

The effect is evident after taking the pills.

Half an hour at the beginning of the period, I will have abdominal pain. Zhao You exhaled in pain, grabbing the sheets and tearing them. When the abdominal pain is over, the whole person begins to sweat, sweating like pulp. I wiped his body frequently, and asked Xia Shufeng's outer room to help boil several pots of water. He was so thirsty that he ran out of water that I had intended to wipe him in.

After this level, he said that his muscles were extremely sore, as if he had been hit by a series of critical hits.

He grabbed the hem of my clothes and was dying: "I'm so uncomfortable...... You might as well let me die......"

I held him in my arms and whispered, "I have said this to the person I love the most." ”

Zhaoyou: "......"

Me: "Shortly after the death of my mother, I thought that everyone had betrayed me and was depressed in the palace. In the middle of the night, I always think about self-defeat. It was a sense of powerlessness over what could be done. It seemed like I should have done something, but nothing I did could change the situation...... The mother queen was forced into the palace by the imperial sister and killed, she protected me before she died, and blocked the secret door with her corpse to prevent me from being discovered by the imperial sister. I didn't know that I was pregnant, the fetus was already unstable, and after the royal sister abused me, I slipped the fetus. I thought Han and Master had betrayed me...... That despair is as strange as the whole world falling apart...... At that time, I was hoping that a demon would escape from here, even at the cost of decades of life...... However, this world is not as in the script, there are no demons, and there are no gods. ”

Zhaoyou: "I believe ...... The gods are there ......"

Me: "Maybe." In the temple, the priests felt the bottom of the heavens, explored cause and effect and the way of heaven, and preached charity. People are mediocre, pinning their faith in God, often hoping that luck will come to them. But in fact, this wonderful world was created by other people, not gods. ”

Zhaoyou: "I never thought about this ......"

Me: "Officials are in their positions, and they are in power." Jiuliu does its job well and maintains the operation of the whole world. It's not just reproduction, it's also these subtle reincarnations. Merchants and guests, exchange money for money, one sells the item, the other reaps the item. What exactly has increased? ”

Zhaoyou: "They all got ......"

"Yes, to each according to his needs." I nodded, and after a little emotion, I went back to the topic, "The people can rely on the officials, the officials can rely on the emperor, and the emperor must in turn rely on the world." No matter who you are, you need to work hard and compete for ...... And when I found out that the gods would not sacrifice themselves to save me in times of crisis, I knew that I was responsible for all decisions. I'm glad I had the people I love the most by my side during my most difficult times. And now, I will accompany you through this crisis......"

"Ah Shuang......" Zhaoyou looked up at me, his eyes seemed to ignite some fighting spirit, and said, "I'm not hungry, but I should probably eat something......

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