went far, and the road of love went farther and farther.

The flowing rain accompanies the lonely person, and the heavy rain whispers to me, and to whom do I complain, burying the pain that has been buried deeply. Wet the lonely figure, you also wet my heart.

Is it okay to shout and cry? It hurts the most if you can't cry tears!

I was lucky enough to be able to take the rain as tears, flowing over my head, my eyes in the dark night, sometimes I almost couldn't breathe, and I was full of moisture, looking up, hugging my head and crying, at this time, I cried!

I know that she knows, and the rain will listen, and the bits and pieces will soak into the mobile phone that has slipped and fallen to the ground, and gradually the screen will flicker and lose its light.

Me: Hi... girl

um...

I found her from a list of only one friends, exclusive to her, but never dared to talk to her, remarked "C" instead, and if I saved it for a long time, I typed it and deleted it, and I typed it to delete -

Finally, I clicked send nervously and waited for her to reply to the message.

She/Hi

Did you eat too much, or did you make a mistake

Ding dong

It seems like centuries have passed, full of expectations and fear of rejection. I know that she is a person who has been injured, in fact, I have already guessed the result, continue to confess, or ......

/no

.beautiful

Vomiting blood, let's talk normally.

/ I don't think it's normal, too

/ Alas, I don't know how to say it

And then......

.you

Will you stop

now

It's the stupidest way to confess, the tenth time I confessed to the girl I liked, mixed with buckled English, clumsy but able to express my love for her. If you like a girl, you should be bold in love, isn't it, what you want to say is rotten in your heart, and she will never know.

/ Don't be kidding me,

/ Today is not April Fool's Day

I thought about it for a long time

.about.you.

and......

/embarrassed

/.，now... stop，.you

Would.. it

/ I haven't passed CET-4 yet

/ the past, now I just want you to stop, I like you!

Would you like to

/ Too suddenly!

/…… tornado

/ I think friends last longer, what do you think?

/

There is no way back,

It's not sudden, it's been "premeditated" for a long time, join the plan.

that's.beautiful

/ Makes me too sudden

/waiting.you

Okay?

/no

I don't want that right now

/ Join this crazy party......

.past，now... stop.

Unfortunately, you have the right to refuse for many reasons.

/ I only used one reason

/.

/ It's crazy, isn't it given, how do you think it's a game.

/ If you could stop......

/No

Can't stop

/……

i，catch，you

/……

/ The most important thing in life is to take that step

It's hard though, it's not a game, it's hard to be so far and so close, and the "words" are inside me.

- After that, I realized that "words" can tell about love, and if that person doesn't understand you, it's, to put it bluntly, she can't fit into my speech mode at the beginning, his English, I'm afraid she will think I'm a psychopath, and "words" become an obstacle to love, it's better not to say anything.

/ Forget it

Read well

/ A thief ship...... Request to board, Captain! Ask me to be the fisherman on the boat

/ Your talent, I ......

/ Inadvertently, I want to hold you who want to fall, shoulder to shoulder, and walk together. why！ why！ Time cannot be frozen.

/？？？

I can't remember that I'm going to wrestle.

- During the eleventh day holiday, it was boring to stay in the dormitory, so the boys and girls made an appointment to go to the picnic in the dormitory.

Ring Road, long line of motorcycles, she sat on the motorcycle in front of me.

Away from the dusty and noisy city, gradually walk on the yellow mud road without red lights and bumps, face the cool wind, smell the forest and the sea, and finally reach the picnic spot.

I saw her laughter and sorrow in my eyes, facing the sea, roaring and chasing.

The world of flowers, lavender, roses, paths, wooden bridges...... Suddenly, she stepped on the virtual place and almost slipped, and at that moment, I really wanted to step forward to help her, take her hand, and walk down step by step with peace of mind.

/ Feet in the air.

/ Maybe I didn't notice.

/All right

/ You know it, let's be friends.

/……

/ I don't want these things right now

……

Why? Why should I be such a fate, "fate", hehe, what kind of world is this, it is difficult for a girl who pursues dreams and dreams, maybe this is the end - dreams, girls of dreams.

/

/ You can go to level 4

/。。。

/ To you, I can only apologize

/…… Hmmm【smiley】

/ Don't talk about that, let's rest!

University, the 10th confession failed!

Summary: People are ugly and read more

I chatted casually with a high school classmate, she posted a wedding photo in the space, and I asked if she was married, and it turned out that it had been more than a year. No one told me that she could only answer my mistakes, and she was scathing between the lines.

There is no need to chat, flip through the list of friends, in addition to relatives and people around you, the rest are passers-by, Taobao sales, alliance boosting, high school, junior high school How many people are often contacted? This is another kind of grief and indignation, especially like a retard!

After all, people are social people, free from money, employment and life, confused, the opposite sex, what I want is freedom, beyond the shackles of material, break it, rush out of the cage, like a wild horse galloping in the field, tired and stop to eat grass and drink water, the stream and the sun are the most loyal followers.

One day I went to northern Alaska to wander and accept the ten tests of nature, deserts, glaciers, seas, 、、、 although alone. The most primitive desires, conquests, with a society full of heads, plunge headlong into it and never return. You can give each mountain a warm name, care about vegetables and grain.

The rain came suddenly, standing in place, with nowhere to hide, at a loss, where should I go? A child who loses his beloved toy will always get another, and he wonders if the heartache will heal.

Late at night, sleepless night, rain still falling, hiding in a damp and dark corner, the lonely soul has nothing, wandering is the best destination......

On April 7, the sixth day of April Fool's Day, I walked out of my university dormitory without a penny, ID, food and communication tools, and only extra clothes in my backpack.

"Look, that's weird, it's like a dog."

Goodbye, my loved ones and loved ones who love me!

Everyone has a choice, and I don't.

——

Bitterly begging, the love of the modern era

It's like you're in heaven and I'm in hell

Unable to show true nobility or dirtiness

And it just so happened that I was alone

- Lonely Soul

April 7, 2017

A book

Finding a good book is like making a good friend, and it can often change your outlook on life, worldview, and value orientation, and benefit people for life. There are many books I like, such as Shen Congwen's "Border City", Mo Yan's Frog, Transparent Carrot, Yu Hua's "Alive", Kafka's Metamorphosis, and Tagore's Flying Birds, and my favorite is Lu Xun's collection of reminiscence essays. The original name of "Morning Flowers and Sunset" is "Old Things Revisited", which takes the life experience of adolescence as a clue, and truly and vividly describes a group of life experiences from the countryside to the town, from the family to the society, and from home to abroad, exposing all kinds of ugly and irrational phenomena in the semi-feudal and semi-colonial society, and at the same time reflecting the difficult process of aspiring young intellectuals in the vast dark night of old China, fearless of hardships and dangers, and the difficult process of finding light, as well as expressing the author's nostalgia for relatives, friends, and teachers in the past.

Alone

One word