Chapter 52 Falling Flowers Intentionally Flowing Ruthlessly
Ruan Meiyan lay on the bed, tossing and turning without any sleep. She sat down at her desk, opened the book of Tagore's Poems, and read it.
Flipping through a paragraph, she opened her phone and sent it to Lan Yuehui.
"There are thousands of floating worlds, and I love three. The sun, the moon and the qing, the sun is the morning, the moon is the twilight, and the qing is the twilight of the dynasty. ”
Ruan Meiyan liked this passage very much, just like what Lan Yuehui meant to her. She doesn't want to say that she hopes to be with him in the next life, she only wants him to be the morning and twilight, as the great sage said: 10,000 years is too long, just seize the day.
Rabindranath Tagore also said, "If you weep because you lose the sun, you will also lose the stars." ”
Although Ruan Meiyan lost her biological parents, she now has parents who love her, and this is enough. She will no longer be distressed by the earthquake, and she will no longer be immersed in the cry and grief of losing her biological parents, but she will cherish the people around her who are good to her now.
The next day, Ruan Meiyan followed her parents to the grave of her biological parents and sister, she knelt down and kowtowed, "Dad, Mom, sister, forgive me for coming to see you now, I think of everything now, I will take your wish, work hard, live well, my current parents are really good to me, and I hope you can live happily over there." ”
After leaving the cemetery, Ruan Meiyan was relaxed, as if the nightmare knot that had accompanied her for many years had finally been untied. In the future, she doesn't have to worry about nightmares, she no longer has to hide from the news of the earthquake because she is afraid, she needs to be brave, she must be strong, and she will face these things that she once dared not touch.
Wen Yang's family, Wen Yang was shocked.
"What?! You said Mei Yan and Lan Yuehui were together? He couldn't believe it.
"yes, they were together on the day they graduated." Nambo said as she ate ice cream.
"On the day of graduation...... Wen Yang should have known, the two of them went to class together and went home together, in the past three years, Lan Yuehui could tutor her with her homework, but she was a scumbag and couldn't help her at all.
Wen Yang stood up and was about to go downstairs, Nanmeng hurriedly asked, "Hey, why are you going?"
"Buying something."
After a while, Wen Yang came back with two large bundles of bottled beer, and Nanmeng was surprised, "What are you doing!" ”
"Would you like a bottle?" Wen Yang opened it and handed it to Nanmeng.
Nanmeng looked at the wine bottle in his hand and took it, "I'll drink it with you." ”
Wen Yang drank it in front of a bottle, and Nanmeng hurriedly snatched it over, "I said you're a girl, isn't it just that she's with someone else, so many girls in the world ......"
"She's different! I liked her for three years! Three years! You know what! Wen Yang looked at Nanmeng.
Nanmeng sat down when she heard him, didn't speak, picked up her beer and started drinking.
I don't know how long I drank, Nanmeng suddenly saw Wen Yang crying, she had known him for more than ten years, and it was rare to see Wen Yang crying, looking at Wen Yang, her heart also began to ache faintly.
"Wen Yang, don't cry, you still have me with you."
"You know what? I never believed in love at first sight, but the first time I saw her in high school, I couldn't forget her, I didn't know how to attract a girl's attention, how to please a girl, so I deliberately wore some cool style clothes, deliberately talked loudly where she was, deliberately bought milk and snacks for her, and deliberately stayed every day to listen to Lan Yuehui give her a lecture. I pay attention to her QQ every day, visit her QQ space, and want to know her mood every day, I don't even have the courage to chat with her. ”
Wen Yang stopped, took a few sips of wine, and continued: "Yes, I'm a scumbag, and I can't give her a lecture, which makes me basically not know what common topics to talk to her." I could only stay with her silently. I'm not afraid of Wen Yangtian or the earth, but every time I face her, I can't look like it. I really like her so much, during the first year of high school, I finally mustered up the courage to confess to her, but she refused. In order to alleviate the awkward atmosphere, from then on, I pretended not to like her and got along with her in an ordinary way that could no longer be ordinary friends. Finally, after some time, everyone was back to the way they used to be. It also proves that I can't show any affection for her. ”
Wen Yang wiped his tears, "I'm not stupid, of course I can see that she likes Lan Yuehui, and Lan Yuehui likes her, but I don't want to give up, really." ”
Nanmeng patted him on the shoulder, "Maybe I'll be relieved slowly." ”
"Relieved, then let me ask you, the boy you said you liked before, are you relieved now? You don't like him anymore? Wen Yang looked at Nanmeng.
Nanmeng was stunned, she didn't answer, picked up the wine bottle and began to drink, and drank the whole bottle of wine in one gulp.
Wen Yang looked at Nanmeng, he picked up the wine bottle and began to continue drinking. Nanmeng turned on his phone and played a song, Xue Zhiqian's What else do you want me to do.
"You're parked on this familiar street
Read all the lines you've prepared
I'm still lying and talking
There's no way to block the direction you're going
At least when we parted, I was generous
I would have chosen to go around that street later
I wish I could meet them on another street
I miss it and refuse to forget
Blame me for not being able to follow the direction you are going
If you love more, the more passive you are, the more you have to be generous
What else do you want me to do?
Your sudden text message is enough for me to grieve
I can't forget, you don't have to remind me
Even if that's how it ends
What else can I do, what else can I do
In the end, it's not the position of a lover
You never think why should I do this
I slowly returned to my own circle of life
I also started to have access to new candidates
Love you to the end, no pain, no itching
The message is in the calculation of who has loved one
I'm left with a picture that I don't regret
What else do you want me to do?
You must not be at my wedding
I listened to the song you love and got in the car
It's worth loving you
I don't want you to do anything, I don't want you
You can't forget the road I walked with you
Because that's my happiest time
Later, my life was quite ideal
I didn't end up alone for you
One night I had a dream
You have gray hair, and you said to take me on a wandering
I still didn't hesitate to go to heaven with you
No matter what, I can stay with you until dawn."
This song, Nanmeng has been listening to it since it first came out, and now, it has been more than two years, and she likes the lyrics of this song too much, just like portraying herself, describing her feelings for him vividly and appropriately. No matter what he did to her, no matter how long it took or how far he went, as long as he stretched out his hand to her, she would not hesitate to hold him.
Soon, the results came out, Ruan Meiyan's grades were a full hundred points different from Lan Yuehui, and on the day of the exam, they met in the school's computer classroom to apply for the exam, and the teachers sat on the side to instruct. Lan Yuehui sat next to Ruan Meiyan.
"Don't be afraid, I said it before, where you go, I go."
Ruan Meiyan nodded, and the two of them chose a university in W City together, which is also a key university in the country, recruiting a total of 10 people. Lan Yuehui ranked first, and Ruan Meiyan dangled back and forth around 7 and 8.
Ruan's father and Ruan's mother were frightened on the sidelines, staring at the ranking, just like that, when there were still dozens of seconds before the end of the registration network, Ruan Meiyan's noun stopped at seventh, and then the website was closed.
Lan Yuehui and Ruan Meiyan looked at each other and smiled, and hugged tightly. They can finally get an admission letter from the same school.
After the end of the exam, Nanmeng's mother couldn't come back from a business trip, Ruan Meiyan Lan Yuehui and Wen Yang accompanied her to apply for the exam, and she chose to choose and choose, and her grades were not enough, and she didn't want to go too far, and in the end, she chose an ordinary university in W City.
Wen Yang patted her on the shoulder, "I just checked, your school and my sports school are next to each other!" ”
Nanmeng was overjoyed, "Really?!" ”
Wen Yang took out her mobile phone and clicked on the map to show her, Nanmeng's tears of excitement came out, she actually went to W City because Wen Yang was there, but she didn't expect it to be so close, she was really favored by God.
Ruan Meiyan said happily: "I didn't expect that after going around and around, the four of us ended up in the same city!"
Wen Yang was also very happy, "Let's go, let's go out to dinner and celebrate!" ”
"Let's go!"
This is probably the happiest time for the four of them to get together after graduation, because starting from today means that they will continue to move forward together on the next road of life, will not be separated, will not be strangers, but will still be in the same city, with their own dreams, continue to move forward.
Time seems to pass by like a white horse, when the school starts, Ruan Meiyan's parents must accompany her, and Lan Yuehui is alone, so these four people seem to have become a family, riding together, eating, and reporting.
Mom and Dad are about to leave after everything is done for Ruan Meiyan, this is the first time she has left her parents when she is so old, she hugged her parents at the school gate and cried, and finally let go and watched her parents leave.
"Hello classmates, I would like to ask how to get to the 9 dormitory buildings? I'm a road idiot, and I forgot about it as soon as I came out. A short-haired girl came over and asked Ruan Meiyan.
When Ruan Meiyan heard this, she responded politely: "It just so happens that I also live in Building 9, let's go over together."
"Really! That's great. ”
The two girls walked side by side, and when they arrived at the bottom of the dormitory, Ruan Meiyan asked, "What floor do you live on?"
The girl replied: "Don't mention it, I really accepted my dormitory number, what did you say about the whole thing, but let me live in a 250!"
Ruan Meiyan smiled, "My God! I'm also 250! We're roommates! ”
The girl was pleasantly surprised, "Wow! You're 250! Then the two of us are too fateful! ”
Ruan Meiyan nodded happily, but after thinking about it carefully, why didn't this sound a little wrong?
"My name is Shen Yue, what's your name?" The girl asked.
Ruan Meiyan replied: "Ruan Meiyan."
"Flattering?"
"My mother wants me to be beautiful, so according to that poem, I look back and smile at Bai Meisheng, and the six palaces are named after the six palaces of pink and delicacy."
"Yes, poetic."
The two of them entered the dormitory, a girl was lying on the table crying, and a girl was comforting beside them, Ruan Meiyan and they walked over.