I was almost speechless when Moon said this, and I opened my mouth several times to refute it, but in the end, I realized that I had no idea what I should say.

She's right, these are facts, and they're all facts that I strenuously deny.

It's just that I can't accept it, and I don't have anything to do with him. If I hadn't denied it, if I had accepted his growing success and distance from me, I wouldn't be so troubled today.

But I can't accept it.

I have always thought that a relationship that is really suitable for love is when two people are evenly matched and can work together for the future, rather than one person constantly moving forward and the other person enjoying the success, not to mention that one person is far ahead, and the other person can't catch up with each other no matter how hard they try. Cao Yunxiao and I may have been barely evenly matched at the beginning, but now, I know that no matter how hard I try, I can't reach his height.

We were already far away, and the red rope that held us was already too tight, and I was really afraid, afraid that if we tried harder, we would only end up falling apart.

I don't want to leave him, and I don't want to ruin our relationship for so many years, but do I still have a choice?

"Moon, did you think I did something wrong? Shouldn't I have promised Cao Yunxiao to be with him in the first place? ”

I lowered my head and muttered, tears beginning to form in my eyes. When the moon saw me like this, she sighed and said to me:

"Feelings are such things, at the beginning, no one can control themselves. It's like I know that Chen Yong is a scumbag, but I still like him so much and am willing to give everything for him. Otherwise, do you think that the word can't help is just an exam word? This is all based on reality. Besides, it doesn't mean that everything has to be right or wrong. And the road ahead is so long, why do you always think about it so much? Accidents and the future may come first, what's the use of worrying so much here, a good day is a day, and having fun in time is the king, don't always think about those who don't have it, and add to your own blockage. You see that Cao Yunxiao is wholeheartedly devoted to you now, isn't this good, where do you say that others go to find such a good boyfriend, now that he is yours, you can steal the fun. ”

The moon looked indifferent, and after finishing speaking, she exaggerated her waist and didn't bother to look at me. I was so disturbed by her words that I completely lost the ability to judge right and wrong, I only felt as if I was in a fog, all my thoughts were blurred, and I couldn't figure out a clue, and the only thing left was that I would never be able to do it so freely as the moon.

It was only after a long time, when I finally understood the true meaning of the moon's words, that I realized that the moon had been full of despair about the world so long ago.

It's a pity that at that time, when she needed us to understand her and comfort her the most, we were all running for our respective feelings, and no one noticed that the moon, who seemed to be the most smiling and lively, actually suffered more harm than any of us, but always chose to be silent.

In the end, the discussion with the moon did not come to any of the results I wanted, and the lunch break was about to pass, so I did not continue to debate with the moon, and agreed to go to Cao Yunxiao together in the evening and then went back to class.

I spent the whole afternoon trying to concentrate so that I didn't think about these messy things, and finally stayed up until the end of class in the evening, and before the class bell rang, I packed my things and prepared to rush to the gate to wait for the moon. And the moon didn't disappoint me either, and when the two of us met, the school army was still far away, so the two of us left the school without any obstacles.

When we were on the road, Moon and I kept calling Cao Yunxiao, but it kept being turned off and didn't connect. When the two of us ran to Cao Yunxiao's place, no matter how we knocked on the door, no one answered. In desperation, we could only knock on Cheng Zexin's door and wanted to ask about the situation, but unexpectedly, Cheng Zexin's parents were not at home. Fortunately, we all knew the nanny at home, and when she saw that it was the two of us, she took us into the house and told us about the situation yesterday afternoon.

According to the nanny's statement, Cao Yunxiao should have gone home before the evening class, and then I don't know why, after he went home, there was a very serious quarrel in the house, it should have been about half an hour of arguing, Cao Yunxiao should have been taken by his parents to another place, and he has not come back until now.

At this time, Moon and I realized that something had really happened, and the seriousness of the matter was much higher than we had imagined, so we immediately said goodbye to our aunt and turned around and went back to Fu Chengwen's house.

The time of Cao Yunxiao's accident happened to be the time when Fu Chengwen left, which means that Fu Chengwen must have been involved in Cao Yunxiao's affairs. Fu Chengwen didn't want to tell me, and Fu's mother also helped him hide it from me, which means that the matter must be very serious. In that case, it is even more unlikely that I should have done anything like this.

I don't care if they're doing it for my own good, I just know that I have to get to the bottom of the matter.

Even if this truth will force me to make the choice I least want to make.

The moon is afraid that when I am impulsive, she will ignore it and drill the horns. So when we were about to go downstairs to Fu Chengwen's house, she stopped me:

"Xiaobai, before we go up, we have to make three chapters of the law."

"When is this, what the hell is the third chapter of the law, you are stupid moon."

I frustrated and shook off the moon to stop my hand and tried to continue upstairs. But the moon held me again, and said to me almost stubbornly:

"It's getting late now, and maybe my uncle and aunt are ready to go to bed, so no matter what happens, you have to control yourself for a while, and don't be impulsive and yell at the neighbors."

"Moon, you're really more and more like Brother Jili, really, when have you been worrying about this."

I rolled my eyes in anger at the moon's words, but the moon didn't care about my reaction at all, and continued to say to me:

"Don't take it seriously, I know your temper, no matter what you say for a while, you have to control yourself, you are in a hurry, that is Fu Chengwen and his parents, no matter how close they are to you, no matter how good they are to you, you can't spread your temper on them. When you see Fu Chengwen, it's best to bring him out and talk about it. The latest chapters of "One Hundred Plating" are a book on paper, and the latest chapters of "A Written Claw Book House" are free to read for the first time.