Lin Yu'an touched his son's sack and nodded his nose with a smile, "Say that our brother Sheng is young and smart." ”

Brother Sheng couldn't help but laugh "hehe" when he saw his mother praising him.

In the blink of an eye, ten years have passed.

It was March, when the grass grew and the warbler flew, and a child ran across the long street with a kite, leaving behind a string of laughter.

In an inconspicuous small courtyard, the smiling eyes of the girl, the upright posture of the young man, and the needle and thread in the hands of the mother are all like old wine in the depths of the years, exuding an intoxicating aroma.

"Mother, you can rest, there are children and mothers who make clothes, your eyes are not as good as before, be careful not to hurt again."

The girl walked to the woman under the eaves on crutches, one foot high and one foot low.

The woman's expression was tranquil, like a faint light on the wall in the long street, still maintaining her former appearance in the rising sun and setting moon.

"How can Tong's mother do the same as what my mother does, I can now make one more piece of clothing for your two brothers and sisters, then make one more piece, I can't be idle."

Qi Shu's eyes were red when she said this, and she almost let go of her hands to snatch the needle and thread in her mother's hand.

Lin Yu'an's eyes are no longer good because of the blindness when he was young.

is only thirty-eight years old, and he looks extraordinarily vicissitudes.

Brother Sheng came out of the house, and when he saw his sister's crutches crooked, his heart tightened, and he stepped forward to grab his sister in two steps.

"Sister Shu!"

Lin Yu'an was startled and reached out to pull her daughter, but failed.

Brother Sheng was scared enough, and he was relieved to know that he had grabbed his sister's hand.

"What's the matter, Lang Zhong said, you can't fall anymore."

Brother Sheng picked up his sister and put her on the chair on the side, just like when he was a child, every time Sister Shu fell, he helped her up like this.

Lin Yu'an saw that her daughter was fine, so she frowned and got up and threw the needle and thread in the basket.

"Sister Shu, you didn't fall."

She felt a little uncomfortable.

Sister Shu bit her lip and shook her head, "No, mother, don't worry." ”

The elm buds on the head swayed in the wind, sifting out the mottled light and shadow on the ground.

As before, at that time, the girl's eyebrows were delicate and sparse, and her bright and moving figure was as attractive as a peach blossom in spring.

It's just that there are peach blossoms in Nanshuizhuang, but there are no peach blossoms in the capital, and now, there are no peach blossoms in Daliao.

The spring in Daliao seems a little plain.

In the flashes of light, time is just a snap of a finger.

How fast, time passes like water, and I realize it later.

Lin Yu'an's eye circles were pantothenic, and tears slipped from the corners of his eyes.

"Brother Sheng, it's time for you to go back to Da Zhou."

Brother Sheng looked very much like Yu Jia, and his eyebrows seemed to be printed out of a mold, but Lin Yu'an's vision was blurred, and she couldn't see it clearly.

Brother Sheng'er's body has been standing for a few years, and he has grown into a person who can rely on him.

Lin Yu'an rubbed his son's shoulder, he followed the style of martial arts, and did not have the burly posture of those martial artists, Brother Sheng'er had an even figure, about the same height as his father.

Lin Yu'an sometimes can't help but be in a trance.

often sees his son's back as Yu Jia, who has been dead for many years.

The son is sixteen years old.

It's time for him to go back, she knows that her son has ambitions, and she can't keep him by her side because of her own selfishness.

Sister Shu'er's body was shocked, and tears burst into her eyes.

Her brother is leaving, but her mother is going to stay here, and she is reluctant.

Both were her flesh and blood relatives, and she didn't want to leave either.

The thought of wanting to meet my brother in the future is like a migratory bird, and it is not known whether I can see him once a year.

Over the years, her brother has always protected her in front of her, and he said that his sister can only be bullied by him, and no one else.

But my brother has never bullied her, he will always look like a hen protecting her chicks, protecting her and not letting people bully her.

The more she thought about it, the more sad she became.

"Brother!"

Sister Shu cried "wow", Brother Sheng was most afraid of his sister crying, and hurriedly stepped forward when he saw this, "Okay, don't cry, I'm not leaving, I will never be separated from you and my mother." ”

Sister Shu'er's tears couldn't be stopped, and they fell down as if the floodgates were opened.

Lin Yu'an couldn't help but have a sour nose, Sister Shu'er went back, it would affect Brother Sheng'er, her body was not as good as before, and she didn't want to go back to that sad place, so such sadness was unavoidable.

In May, it's time for Brother Sheng to set off for home.

Sister Shu slept with Lin Yu'an at night, and cried again at night.

"Mother, I can't bear my brother, can I see Brother Sheng again in the future?"

Lin Yu'an rubbed her daughter's head and comforted her: "Sister Shu, in this life, there are always some unsatisfactory things, and what we can do is to adjust our mood, because we love them, so we can't help but give up some things." ”

Sister Shu knew everything, but she still couldn't help crying.

"Mother, I can't bear to ......"

Her body trembled and sobbed, crying so sadly.

Lin Yu'an was also infected by her daughter's emotions.

All her life, she has been constantly making forbearances, and she seems to have forgotten how sharp she was when she first entered the capital.

She quietly played with Mrs. Fang's mother and daughter when she was in Nanshuizhuang, and after she first entered the capital, she rebelled against Wang Xuanrou, counterattacked the British princess, and then the restaurant was unforgiving to them.

In the recovery of Qi's damage with a fatal counterattack, those things were so profound, but now, it was like a lifetime, since when did her edges and corners be polished so smooth, and she gradually lost her former light.

She taught her daughter, who couldn't help her, so that she understood what it meant to give in and what it meant to be a lover.

But I forgot that I also had a sharp appearance.

Isn't a daughter worthy?

After her daughter's accident, she made up her mind that no matter what her daughter had become, she would never dislike her.

She believes that now that Yu Jia is still there, she must feel more sorry for this daughter than her, but she let her daughter tolerate it everywhere.

Lin Yu'an suddenly felt that she was too much of a bastard, why did she think that Sister Shu would be a drag on Brother Sheng'er?

Sister Shu became like this, all because of her negligence, but she ...... Lin Yu'an didn't dare to think about it anymore.

She shouted to Tong's mother: "Pack up the cage for Miss, and tomorrow morning, Miss will return to Beijing with the young master." ”

Sister Shu was startled, her tears fell halfway, and she looked at her mother with a surprised face.

"Mother, what about you? Aren't you going back? ”

The joy that had just risen in her heart was extinguished in an instant, and she bit her lip and looked at her mother.

"Mother can't leave, you just follow your brother back, there is still your younger brother in the capital, after you go back, go and put a pillar of incense on your father, tell him, mother will not go back, but mother will not forget him, never."

"Then the mother is left here alone?"

Lin Yu'an smiled, "How come, there is still your Uncle Gongwen." ”

Wei Feng has now changed back to his original surname, and after arriving in Daliao, Lin Yu'an once persuaded him to marry a daughter-in-law, so as to leave a bloodline for himself.

But Gong Wen said: "What kind of blood is left, what are the fears of people coming and going in this world." ”

After many persuasions, Lin Yu'an gradually stopped thinking about it.

Now, she has taken over all the houses in this catkins lane, and Gong Wen is also old, so she lives in the courtyard next door, training a group of new subordinates, he said: "When I am gone, the prince will not worry if he is underground." ”

Lin Yu'an suddenly realized that from beginning to end, Wei Feng guarded them regardless of life and death because of Yu Jia.

In the final analysis, maybe Gong Wen loves Yu Jia more than her.

Sometimes she thinks that her thoughts are a little ridiculous, but there is an emotion that is so inexplicable.

Just like when Qi Mubei chased Da Liao and wanted to persuade her to go with him, she was still unwilling, so Qi Mubei told her: "Are you interested in Feng Feng?" Do you think it's because of you that he swore to the death? You must know that he loves Yu Jia more than you. ”

But so what, Lin Yu'an just smiled faintly, she was only attracted to Wei Feng because he and Yu Jia were too similar in temperament, but it had nothing to do with men and women/love/love.

I heard that Qi Mubei did not return to Da Zhou, as for going there, she still had a little news at the beginning, I heard that she went to northern and southern Xinjiang, and then there was no news about him.

There are only two kinds of people in this world, one is to stay together for the rest of their lives, entangled until they die, and some people, maybe one turn around, is forever, never to see.

Qi Mubei, when he was in the country, it wasn't necessarily for her.

He just needed an excuse to convince himself.

Perhaps, when he was in the Wang family, he didn't recognize himself at that glance.

Maybe......

There are so many maybes, but they can only be maybes.

She stayed awake all night and opened her eyes until dawn.

The Big Dipper is hidden in the sky, and the dawn breaks through the darkness.

As soon as I got up, I heard the sound of someone walking in the yard, and when I went out, Gong Wen was setting up for breakfast.

"I have to go out today and eat more, or I will be hungry on the way."

Brother Sheng stepped forward and gave Gong Wen a bear hug.

For the man in front of him, who is already old and has wrinkles in the corners of his eyes, Brother Sheng not only regards him as a master, but also treats him as a father.

And for Gong Wen, how could it not be?

His eyes were a little red, because Brother Sheng wanted to eat the fritters that only Da Zhou had, so he pondered about it, and got up early this morning to make this table early.

He also knows that if he says goodbye here and see each other in the future, it will be far away.

Brother Sheng couldn't help but be happy when he knew that his sister could go back to Da Zhou with him, but when he heard his mother say that you two brothers and sisters should take care of each other on the road, he couldn't help but be stunned.

"I'm not going, I told Sister Shu, my mother's body can't stand the bumps, although the fallen leaves are the best, and the day I go to the west, your brothers and sisters can take Brother Jiu'er to see me, and I will be content, don't worry, there are so many people around my mother, I will take care of myself, I just don't want to take the carriage, the bumpy bones are going to be scattered."

Brother Sheng didn't know how many words were true and how many were false, but he felt depressed.

"Mother, I'm not going back, I'm not going back."

He knelt on the ground, no longer caring about "men don't flick when they have tears", and lowered his head to cry.

Lin Yu'an raised his head, afraid that he would shed tears again.

"Nonsense, since you have great ambitions, you shouldn't live in a corner like a hermit in the mountains, since you have the ambition to be a big husband in the world, then don't have so many worries, go to dinner, it's time to set off after eating!"

Speaking of the back, her voice couldn't help but go cold.

Brother Sheng wiped a handful of tears, took a breath, the pain in his knee came, and he stood up with one hand on the ground.

"Sister, let's eat first."

The mood has calmed down a lot.

Lin Yu'an turned sideways and quickly wiped away her tears.

"You eat first, I'll go see if there's anything left unloaded."

Lin Yu'an said, turned around and walked into the house quickly, but at the steps, he almost fell.

She walked too quickly to see clearly.

But he quickly came back to his senses, pretended to be careless, and raised his feet and entered the house.

Gong Wen's gaze retracted from Lin Yu'an's back, and a worried look flashed in his eyes.

Maybe he didn't really understand what kind of person Lin Yu'an was at the beginning, but after so many years, he didn't know much about her character.

She just felt uncomfortable, and she was reluctant to say it, for fear of causing the children to be sad and delay the trip.

"Eat quickly, I'll go and fill you with eggs, which I cooked for you last night, and eat them on the way."

Brother Sheng and Sister Shu, the two brothers and sisters, lowered their heads and didn't dare to speak, but their throats were choked with panic.

No matter how reluctant he was, Lin Yu'an still waited until Brother Sheng'er's carriage was far away, and then wiped away his tears.

In the past two days, she has almost dried the tears of this life.

"Madame, you haven't eaten breakfast yet."

Gong Wen pursed his lips and smiled, Lin Yu'an sat down at the table in the courtyard, but it was not a taste when he ate something in his mouth.

"Since Madame has decided to let go of her hand, she should know how distressing it will be."

Lin Yu'an naturally knew, but on this day, she still couldn't help but feel heartbroken.

She didn't want to listen to what Gong Wen said anymore, she just wanted to be quiet.

Mother is still alive now, and when Brother Sheng'er and Sister Shu go back, she should be able to comfort her a little.

She felt as if something had slipped in her heart, and she was distressed, but she couldn't talk about it.

"Eat more."

Lin Yu'an raised his head and glared at Gong Wen.

The two of them said no more.

That's fine, the two people who regard Yu Jia as their beloved in their lives seem to take care of each other and talk about the world, and they have nothing to do with Fengyue.

Dreaming of juvenile things in the middle of the night, there are many plantains in Liaoguo.

At night, the spring rain falls slowly, and the sound of dripping under the eaves makes people sleepless.

The person on the couch tossed and turned, dreaming into the depths.

As the night progresses, the heavier the rain.

The lotus root soup made by her mother lingered on the tip of her nose, and she didn't want to wake up again.

If this is true, let her always be like this, feel that kind of youth......

"Daddy, shall we go to the long street to sell sugar gourds?"

"Okay, our sister An is greedy, come, daddy carries you."

"Buy sugar gourd, buy sugar gourd......"

The eye slipped down the corner of the eye, and some things decided the ending from the beginning.

And she is as happy as she is.

I met and never regretted it.