(136) I want to jump off a building
I was almost deprived of oxygen to my brain by the smell of gunpowder between the two men, and if the two of them had said a few more words, I had a feeling that I would probably die on the spot. And Fu Chengwen didn't seem to expect Yu Bing to express himself so bluntly, although he didn't speak again, but when he looked at Yu Bing, there was suddenly a layer of meaning in his eyes that I couldn't understand at all. Fortunately, Yu Bing didn't continue, just looked at me deeply, and then turned back to the podium.
This farce ended without a beginning or an end.
As soon as Yu Bing left, I immediately collapsed on the chair, Fu Chengwen was unusual, and began to write his homework without saying anything, as if this incident had never happened.
I haven't sorted out my own mood yet, and I really don't have any extra energy to care about Fu Chengwen. And when he came back, I didn't have to worry about my homework anymore, so I just lay down on my desk for a whole class.
When it was time for class to end, Xiao Cheng, who was not afraid of death, immediately ran in front of me and asked me very gossipy:
"I said Xiaobai, this situation seems to be a little wrong now, what's the matter, did you know our homeroom teacher before?"
When I heard this question, I didn't raise my head, I lay on the table and pulled out an exercise book, and slapped it on Xiao Cheng's head. Xiao Cheng didn't have time to hide, so he was really beaten by me. I used almost eighty percent of my strength this time, and Xiao Chengzhi grinned in pain. He rubbed his head vigorously, and then said to me with a sad face:
"Look at you, if you don't want to answer, don't answer, why are you beating me......"
"Don't ask what you shouldn't, keep your mouth shut."
"Aren't I just curious, don't you know? There's no one in the class who isn't curious about your relationship. Seriously, this Yu Bing's attitude towards you is really too strange, I think about it, if I had to describe it in one word, um...... Ambiguous...... That's right, it's ambiguous! Wow, Xiaobai, don't you want a teacher-student relationship! ”
"Teachers and students love you big-headed ghost, and if you talk nonsense, the old lady will sew your mouth shut."
Xiao Cheng's sentence "teacher-student love" was like a brick, smashing on my heart, I felt a burst of horror at the time, as if I had done something unseemly, "whoosh" straightened up, and put on a righteous appearance. Fu Chengwen, who had not moved, snorted coldly when he saw me behaving like this, then put the pen on the table and set his eyes on me.
"Liang Xiaobai, pay attention to yourself, I have done everything I can to help you, and you can only solve the rest by yourself."
"No, Fu Chengwen, what are you talking about? I don't understand it at all. ”
"Are you leaving your IQ at home? Can't understand such a simple question? ”
"Does this have anything to do with my IQ? You said this brainlessly, where can I guess what you mean? ”
"Do you understand associations and imaginations? How do you learn Chinese? Do you still want to write at this level? ”
"Fu Chengwen, are you finding fault? Is there something wrong with you? I didn't mess with you, why are you doing? ”
I looked at Fu Chengwen's face and felt that he was very underbeaten, and he was already very depressed, so I really couldn't help it, so I yelled at him. Fu Chengwen didn't think about me at all, pushed Xiao Cheng out, and then continued to say to me:
"I'm just kindly reminding you what you should do."
"Do I need your kindness? Who are you? Why should I listen to you? ”
"Liang Xiaobai, you have to touch your conscience when you speak, I am doing this for your good."
"Can't you just say it for my good? Do you have to be lukewarm, do you have to roar? ”
"Can you listen to me?"
Seeing that Fu Chengwen and I had a tendency to fight, Xiao Cheng, who originally wanted to watch the excitement, immediately chose to withdraw from the battlefield. It probably turned out that he was in such a hurry that he tripped himself on the stool without paying attention, and then he failed to balance himself, and the whole person rolled over the stool and threw himself on the ground.
Maybe the height of the stool from the ground is really a little high, when Xiao Cheng threw himself on the ground, it really made a very loud noise, Fu Chengwen and I were still arguing, but he was like this, and both of us stopped.
Then the class burst into silence and burst into a loud burst of laughter.
I swear I was really angry, but, I don't deny that Xiao Cheng's fall was so funny, so I didn't hold back at all, and just laughed. As soon as I laughed, I naturally couldn't quarrel anymore, so Fu Chengwen sat down, picked up the pen again and began to write his homework. I was too lazy to continue discussing the issue with him, so I sat down and got to work on my own homework.
In the days that followed, neither of us had any more heated discussions about this matter, as if it had never happened, and even the two of us did not mention anything about Cao Yunxiao, as if Cao Yunxiao had just disappeared from the world of the two of us.
But I know he didn't, and even though I never said it, I have to admit that I spend almost all of my free time thinking about Cao Yunxiao. Even so, I never texted him again or tried to contact him.
It's not that I can't, but I don't dare, I'm afraid that the cold female voice will still be the same after I call, and I'm afraid that the messages I sent will not get any response like a stone sinking into the sea. I'm not that strong, and I can't make it to the end alone. So if I can keep myself from being disappointed, then I won't do anything that gives me hope.
Fu Chengwen has always said that I am so pessimistic that it is infuriating, and I have no deny this. Not only that, but I never wanted to make any changes in the past.
There's nothing to change, and since you can't expect anything good, just don't keep it going.
Fortunately, Yu Bing didn't make any more misleading moves in the past few days, and I gradually relaxed my mind. Occasionally, when I listen to his chemistry class, I think he is much better than our old homeroom teacher, but unfortunately, despite this, I still can't get any interest in chemistry.
Therefore, my chemistry grades are still miserable, and it is no exaggeration to say that if my Chinese score can be the first in the whole grade, then my chemistry score can be the last in the whole school year.
So as a responsible class teacher, Yu Bing took the initiative to take on the responsibility of making up lessons for me when he saw that my grades were so worrisome.
I'm sorry, I want to jump off the building.