Chapter 113 Bereavement Work
Now I understand that love does not need to be denied, love is love, and this does not affect me to love others in the future. This love will remain in the past, and you don't have to force yourself to forget it, which will only add to your own pain.
When the heart that has eliminated the pain becomes suddenly brighter, you can accept a new love and a new love. It turned out that I didn't want to accept it before, but it was also because this love for Bai Mo still occupied the bottom of my heart.
Now, sweeping it into the corner, the heart naturally makes room, and the whole person is as relaxed as if reborn.
"Did you sleep?" Suddenly, Ou Cangming's voice came from the earphones in his ears, which had my own private channel with him.
I put my phone next to my pillow: "Not yet." "I put my hands behind my head.
After a long time, there was no sound in my ears.
"Do you have something on your mind?" I asked.
There was silence again.
"It's okay, see you tomorrow." In the end, he still didn't say anything.
I knew he had something on his mind. Because Ou Cangming has always been an outspoken man, he has always wanted to say it to me. He will bluntly say that he likes Bai Mo, will directly say that he thinks your genes are good, sell him to let him create a descendant directly, and will not be afraid of death to point out that I still love Bai Mo.
Such an upright straight titanium alloy straight man, today, said that he was fine, which shows that he is in trouble. But what he didn't want to say, I don't think, no matter who it was, couldn't get him to speak.
The next day, Fang Datong's family came, which meant that Fang Datong's case was officially over.
Xinyan has been applying for Fang Datong's bereavement work all along, and this is the only thing she has taken the initiative to withdraw and ask for the consent of the Star Clan Alliance after she came to the task force.
Xinyan has never asked for anything from the alliance and the task force, because she Xinyan never asks for help, but this time, for the sake of Fang Datong, she made the first compromise in her life.
This touched me and others. Even Lun Hai, he didn't say it, but he was also moved by Xinyan in his heart.
However, it didn't go well. Because Xinyan is a spy of the Shadow Troupe, and she is still in the review period, StarClan initially rejected Xinyan's application.
In the end, it was Ou Cangming and Lun Hai who were the guarantors, and Ou Cangming was accompanied by Ou Cangming, that the alliance agreed to Xinyan's request.
Xinyan looked a little nervous in front of the mirror. When did her Blood Queen ever get nervous? Whether it's when she assists White Ink in raiding the Black Lair or in the Push Tower Race that affects her life, she's never been nervous. And at this moment, she was nervously breathing deeply.
She looked at me, "How's it going?" What do you think I should wear? She took out a bunch of clothes, "Are you wearing this Zhuang point?" Or is this one a little more relatable? ”
I put down the clothes in her hand and straightened her task force's uniform: "Fang Datong is a Star Clan police detective, so it is best for you to face his family members as a soldier, because they will have a special affinity for soldiers." ”
Xinyan nodded: "You're right. With that, she pulled up all her long hair, making herself look more and more energetic.
When we walked out the door, Ou Cangming and Lun Hai were already waiting outside the door.
Xinyan walked in front of them and glanced at Lun Hai: "I owe you a personal favor." ”
Lun Hai lowered his face and smiled, his face was more relaxed. It seems that it is not until today that the estrangement between him and Xinyan has finally been eliminated, so that he no longer tightens his scalp at Xinyan and avoids it.
Xinyan looked at Ou Cangming again, not as casual as scanning Lun Hai, but as serious as she had never been: "Thank you." She said those two words earnestly. Don't look at this thank you is simple, but it is not easy to say it from Xinyan's mouth.
Ou Cangming still didn't have any expression on his face, just nodded to Xinyan, and then took us to the specially arranged meeting room of the task force.
Usually, the bereavement work of a police detective like Fang Datong is done by the police station to which he belonged before his death, but this time, because of Xinyan's strong request and the guarantee of Ou Cangming and Lun Hai, it was agreed to let Xinyan carry it out.
Among the reasons why the Alliance and the Task Force did not pass in the first place may also be the suspicion that Xinyan will not appease the hero's family, after all, Xinyan is a member of an extremist organization like the Shadow Regiment. Such terrorist people to appease the families of heroes? From a certain point of view, it is also impossible.
However, if the Alliance and the Task Force saw Xinyan's outfit today, they would realize that they were wrong. Because today, Xinyan is a member of the task force, a real task force. Whether it is the uniform on her body, or the tattoo on her neck that she erased in order to prevent Fang Datong's family from feeling that she is not serious, or the look on her face, you will feel that this is a female soldier full of righteousness!
In the reception room, Fang Datong's wife and his six-year-old daughter had already arrived, and in order to appease the child, the task force also gave her a special doll from the task force, a cute white dove wearing a task force uniform. It is said that this image was inspired by a white dove policeman in a very old cartoon called "Sheriff Black Cat".
The little girl was so happy that she had received a special white dove doll, and she didn't seem to know that her father had died.
Fang Datong's wife sat there with a solemn face, and the nurse uniform on her body had not yet been taken off. The personnel in charge of pacification had not yet arrived, but her eyes were already moist.
In Xinyan's hand is Fang Datong's urn, and the metal box engraved with the Star Clan emblem is covered with the national flag of *. She stood at the door, but there was no way to push the door open, her expression became heavy, it seemed that at this moment, the sky was not afraid of the earth, the devil blocked the demon, and the god blocked the heart of the god, but suddenly became cowardly, and lost her courage in front of the wife and children who thought she was a hero.
Ou Cangming walked to Xinyan's side with Fang Datong's only remaining relics, glanced at her, and opened the door directly, at that moment, Fang Datong's wife immediately looked at him.
"Let's go inside." Ou Cangming said to Xinyan in a rare tone that was a little soft but not hard.
Xinyan settled down, and followed Ou Cangming into the reception room with her head held high.
Lunhai and I stood outside, looking inside through a single viewing glass.
When Xinyan gently put the urn in front of Fang Datong's wife, Fang Datong's wife instantly broke down, hugged Fang Datong's urn tightly and cried.
Lunhai and I stood outside, and even when the speakers were turned off and we couldn't hear anything, we could feel the heart-rending sadness and pain inside.
When the six-year-old girl saw her mother crying, she hugged her mother and cried.
I think that's why he doesn't want me, or even me, to reciprocate his love for me, and he doesn't want the day when his urn is placed in front of me, and I'm just as painful as the woman inside.
DynaSky's love for me...... Originally...... Really...... Unselfish......