(41) Feelings are really a difficult multiple-choice question

When I woke up the next day, Cao Yunxiao had already left my house. I asked around, but no one knew what he had done, and even Fu Chengwen shook his head at me. And he didn't contact me for the whole day, he didn't reply to any of the messages I sent him, and it wasn't until the evening that he called me.

Only by that time, he was already in another city about 500 kilometers away from me.

I knew I shouldn't be angry, but I couldn't help myself and hung up on him just as he was telling him where he was. Cao Yunxiao seemed to have expected me to be like this, and after I hung up the phone, he sent a message:

"Xiaobai, I didn't mean not to tell you, or I really didn't want to say goodbye to you in person, I couldn't say it. I'm afraid I'll look at you and won't want to leave. Xiaobai, you wait for me to come back, when I come back, I will definitely bring you a gift back, don't be angry. ”

I stared at this message for a long time, and when I saw that in the end, the whole person was lying on the bed like a salted fish. Fu Chengwen saw me like this in the morning, and ignored me, so he left me aside, occupied my bed, and watched anime all day. It wasn't until I collapsed now that he put the comic book down and asked me:

"He's going to film?"

I didn't want to speak, so I winked at him. After confirming my answer, Fu Chengwen suddenly asked me:

"Have you contacted Cheng Zexin recently?"

"Well, I said Happy New Year."

After casually answering Fu Chengwen's question, I realized what Fu Chengwen wanted to ask. I instantly felt myself in a cold sweat, quickly sat up from the bed, faced Fu Chengwen, and asked anxiously and a little weakly:

"Do you think the two of them can get in touch? If Cheng Zexin knew that we were going out together, would she be unhappy? What to do, I really forgot, I ...... I ......"

"The two of them will definitely meet, even if Cao Yunxiao doesn't want to meet, his father and mother will take him to see him, so even if you don't say it, a fool can guess that we will definitely meet Cao Yunxiao."

"That's over, it's over, she's going to be mad at me, she's going to be, it's going to be, what should I do, what should I do......"

"You really didn't disappoint me at all......"

I was already very confused, but Fu Chengwen sighed like this, and I couldn't calm down even more. I felt like my brain was a complete mess, and I needed someone to help me sober up, so I kicked Fu Chengwen and told him not to sit there and watch the joke.

was kicked by me like this, Fu Chengwen didn't grasp his balance and almost fell. After he sat down again, he glanced at me and said in a cold voice:

"I remind you that this is not to make you think about what you should do, but that you should face up to the relationship between the few of you, and don't think about it all the time."

"I don't understand what I'm talking about, let's be blunt."

"It's really stupid, I mean, why are you always afraid that Cheng Zexin will know that you are in contact with Yunxiao? The process of getting to know Yunxiao is normal, and the process of getting acquainted with each other is also normal, to put it bluntly, everyone is in a normal relationship, what do you have to be kind? You are not the clouds that you prying away from Cheng Zexin, and you don't have anything to see or see, why do you always act as if you are sorry for Cheng Zexin? The problem between the two of them is the business of the two of them, and it has nothing to do with you, you follow the nonsense all day long. ”

If it weren't for all I was thinking about at the moment, I would have taken his hand and snapped his fingers. Because he poked me in the head almost as soon as he said a word, I seriously suspected that if he said a few more words, my skull would be punctured by him.

But thinking about it carefully, what Fu Chengwen said doesn't seem to be unreasonable. And when I first met Cheng Zexin, I also thought about it myself, because I was more familiar with Cao Yunxiao, so if there was a problem in the relationship between the two of them, I would definitely choose Cao Yunxiao. But I didn't expect that my relationship with Cheng Zexin would develop to this point, although she told me that she had given up on Cao Yunxiao, but as long as I think of her on Cao Yunxiao's issue, I always have an inexplicable sense of guilt. Even though this feeling of guilt is completely unnecessary in Fu Chengwen's eyes, I still can't control this feeling.

And not only is this feeling uncontrollable, I don't want to give up Cheng Zexin or Cao Yunxiao.

"So you say I'm not too greedy? If I hadn't wanted to give up anything, I wouldn't be like this now. ”

I hung my head and whispered to Fu Chengwen. And after Fu Chengwen listened to what I said, he slapped me on the head directly.

"Are you sick, didn't you listen to what I told you just now? It's all told you, it's okay, what the hell are you thinking? It's really, stupid to death. ”

"But...... But ......"

"But a ghost, if you follow your logic, I will have a girlfriend in the future, and the relationship between the two of you is not good, I threw you away, are you happy? Would you like to? ”

"You dare, you dare to be so heavy and light on friends, I can't beat your legs, and Uncle Fu and Aunt Fu will also break your legs."

After I finished this sentence with Fu Chengwen with a grin with my fists, I vaguely felt that Fu Chengwen's analogy sounded very reasonable, but I felt that there was something wrong. However, at this time, my brain was already overloaded, and I couldn't figure out these questions at all, so I had to nod vigorously at Fu Chengwen, indicating that I understood, and quickly changed to the next topic.

Seeing my attitude, Fu Chengwen also understood that I would not be able to think about the twists and turns for a while, so he rubbed my hair again with a vengeance, then picked up the comic book again and continued to read the comics. And I just lay on the sidelines, staring at the ceiling, thinking about the years we'd known each other on and off.

Maybe what Fu Chengwen said is not wrong, whether it is friendship or love, it is always a matter of two people, and I have not done anything wrong from beginning to end, so there is no need to dwell on it at all. If I hadn't known that Cheng Zexin liked Cao Yunxiao, I might have accepted Fu Chengwen's statement with peace of mind. But the problem is that I know, and more importantly, I am now Cheng Zexin's only support, if she knows that Cao Yunxiao has done this for me, what will she think? She can't withstand any blows anymore, in case she says it's fake to give up Cao Yunxiao, then what should we do?

If I hadn't gotten it, then I wouldn't be afraid of losing it at all, but Cao Yunxiao and Cheng Zexin are both good friends of mine, and I'm used to their existence, if I can only choose one, no matter which one I give up, I don't think I can bear this blow.

Oh my gosh, why would you want me to do such a difficult multiple-choice question?

Why is it so complicated, no matter what the relationship is?

It's really hard to choose.