“...... Yes. Feng Linglang paused for a moment before slowly speaking.

That pause made Mu Ran hear something strange, and he couldn't help but look up at him, seeing that his eyes had some emotions similar to worry and struggle, he couldn't help but feel nervous, "What?"

Feng Linglang just looked at her silently, his hand gently running her hair, as if he was obsessed with this feeling, and after a while, he sighed deeply, "Originally, I didn't want you to know, but since we are going to go for a lifetime, it is impossible to hide for a lifetime, then, you should know what other people think of me." ”

Mu Ran was stunned for a moment, and then understood.

Most people outside have a view of Feng Linglang as nothing more than ruthlessness, wisdom, ruthlessness, deep city, self-righteousness, etc., both positive and negative, and the analysis of Feng Linglang's character almost all think that he is an extremely ruthless person, especially after the last wedding, Feng Linglang's indifferent bystanders make people label a ruthless and unrighteous person.

"I know you're not that kind of person......"

"No, I am. Feng Linglang shook his head lightly and interrupted her, "They think well, I am indeed a cold and ruthless person. ”

Mu Ran just looked at him in astonishment, with some confusion in her eyes, not understanding his purpose of self-deprecation, but then the other party explained her confusion, which also made her face change in an instant.

"Because my way is to count what I do. ”

Will be counted......

Mu Ran's face turned pale, she suddenly thought of the extremely controversial casualty figures in her previous life, her heart suddenly jumped quickly, and her hands couldn't help but tremble slightly, "You...... It means ......"

Feng Linglang looked at her pale face and pursed her lips.

Mu Ran suddenly got up and pushed her away, his face was ugly, "I hope I guessed wrong, the Feng Linglang I know is not such a ruthless and ruthless person, but a good marshal and a good general who loves soldiers like his life." ”

Feng Linglang met her gaze and could only turn away.

Mu Ran's face turned even paler.

"Why, why do you do that, is there no other way? It's all life, they are all your soldiers, comrades-in-arms who accompany you on the battlefield, how can you ......bear it?"

“...... Ran'er ......"

"Is there room for manoeuvre?"

The suffocating silence made Mu Ran feel a little dizzy, his throat seemed to be burning, and every time he swallowed, he felt very stinging.

"Tell me, why? What made you willing to give so many lives in exchange. Tell me, don't let me misunderstand you, don't give me a chance to resent you, and don't force me...... Leave you. ”

When she thought of the harmony and the expectations of the doctors in the military medical camp these days, she felt a little unable to breathe.

They are working hard to save more people and save more lives, but her lover is the one who harvests life, and this contrast makes her unacceptable for a while.

It's a pity that she was still silent in response.

Mu Ran only felt that his heart was completely cold, as if he was strangled by a big hand and dragged into the deep pool.

She took a deep breath, raised her hand to wrap the scarf, and turned away with a strained face.

Her mind is very messy, she needs to think about it carefully, she definitely doesn't believe that Feng Linglang is such a cruel and ruthless person, absolutely don't believe it, then there must be something more serious that causes him to do this, what the hell, what is it.

She tried hard to recall the things in her previous life, but when she thought about it, she realized that even in her previous life, she knew too little about Feng Linglang's affairs, and she didn't know much until the end, but the other party always reported good news and not bad news.

Looking at the forbidden curtain, Feng Linglang was silent for a long time, like a wax figure, until he suddenly raised his hand to sweep away the sand table on the table, and then leaned back in the chair, his eyes were full of anger, and he raised his hand and pinched his eyebrows tiredly.

Mu Ran left in a daze, not even knowing when he would return to the camp. She didn't even pay attention to the other people who greeted her, and went straight back to her residence, hung a Do Not Disturb sign outside and flashed into the space.

She told Yifeng about it, and at this moment she really needed someone to listen to her and help her think.

"I don't understand, I can't think of it, I know that he must have a hard time, but so many people ......"

In response to her, there was a long silence from the wind and the wind.

Mu Ran hugged his head a little painfully, with a look of disappointment, "You can't think of it......"

"There is a man who has a good group of brothers, brothers who are more important than his life, but one day, he has to kill some of those brothers, so you say, why is he, what can make him give up these brothers who are more important than his own life?"

Mu Ran lost his mind for a long time, and closed his eyes weakly, "I don't know, I can't figure it out......"

Yifeng sighed deeply, "Actually, it's not difficult to think about this matter clearly, you're just a fan of the middle game, according to what you said before, no matter what kind of conspiracies and power struggles in this war, in the end, there is actually only one purpose, that is, all against Feng Linglang."

Mu Guo wants to get rid of Feng Linglang, a strong enemy, the people in the court want to divide his power, and the emperor wants to weaken him, everything points to him.

The merit is high, and now he is completely standing on the cusp of the storm, and even the people around him are also involved. ”

Mu Ran looked up at him, his eyes confused.

"So at this time, if it were you, what would you do?"

“......”

If you don't want to be completely stopped and broken, you can only bend down with the wind, otherwise you will only grow into a towering tree, and the wind will not bend your waist, but this wind will not give you any chance. ”

Mu Ran was cold.

Just like the current Feng Linglang, his plan is not a strategy, but a helpless move.

At this time, he can only choose to retreat and retreat with the wind, otherwise not only will he break, but the people around him will probably not be able to escape, and at this time, he can only choose to sacrifice some people to keep the other part, otherwise he will not be able to save all of them.

These people all followed Feng Linglang to fight in the south and the north, and their loyalty, even if Feng Linglang disarmed and returned to the field, the emperor could no longer trust these people, so in order to avoid future troubles, he would definitely find an excuse to deal with them all.

So even in order to keep these people, Feng Linglang must not fall, nor can he withdraw, but now he has no way to fight the other party, in order to preserve, he can only retreat, he can only sacrifice.

Qifeng looked at Mu Ran, who had been distracted for a long time, and sighed secretly, it seems that she also understands, but it is one thing to understand, and it is another thing to accept it, it seems that these two people have been grinding for a while.

So human beings are complex.

Indeed, it's one thing to understand, it's another thing to accept it, Mu Ran knows that this method is indeed the best way at the moment, but she can't accept it, she can't see so many people dying in front of her eyes, especially when she knows that this is inevitable.

That powerlessness, that pain of guilt and uneasiness.

She thought that she knew in advance in this life and took precautions in advance, and the tragedy of the previous life would not be repeated, but this matter would still follow the trajectory of history, no matter how hard she tried, the result would still be the same, what about other things.

Thinking of this, she felt even colder.

She is glad to have the opportunity to be reborn, to have the opportunity to protect the people around her, but if the people around her still can't get rid of the calamity, then why is her rebirth and what is the meaning?

Qifeng was very worried, looking at Mu Ran's pale face and confused eyes, she didn't expect her inner demon to appear so quickly and so suddenly.

Maybe this is probably the latent knot in her heart that has always been there, but now such an impact has completely awakened into a demon.

But no one else can help with this thing, so she can only rely on herself.

But looking at the current situation, it seems to be a bit hanging.

Yifeng sighed depressedly, raised his paw and scratched his mane fiercely, "I really owe you in my last life!"

Mu Ran only felt that she had slept for a long time, and when she woke up, everything was back to square one, but she became a bystander.

She watched the fool Mu Ran die, and the crossing Mu Ran lived, and then it was just like in her memory.

Ten years, another decade, she numbly followed this Mu Ran for ten years, recalling the bits and pieces that had happened, and while learning what would happen, she could only do nothing until it came to the end again.

She watched that she stupidly agreed to Ling Yanran's conditions, accepted her threat, begged Feng Linglang to take her off, begged Feng Linglang to take Ling Yanran, and went to hell stupidly.

Until he witnessed his own stupid end.

Self-destructing, cursing, everything is over.

But in fact, it didn't end there, she was still wandering, but this time she could not only follow Ling Muran, but could move around.

Then she saw the sequel after her death.

She saw Feng Linglang take people to the ruins to dig up people, and dug them out one by one, including Ling Yanran.

She suddenly didn't dare to look at Feng Linglang's appearance, that expression, deeply pierced her heart, even if she was still expressionless, she could even feel the panic and pain in his heart.

It is impossible to find her body, Feng Linglang took people, and even went to dig it himself, digging for five days and five nights, and the ruins were transferred little by little, but everyone else was found, either alive or dead, but without her, the real bones were gone.

She saw Feng Linglang sitting alone on the ruins of the Ling Mansion for three days and three nights, and Mo Yu's hair turned white little by little under the cold wind of the night, until the emperor ordered to take people back to the palace by force, and then the Ling Mansion was rebuilt.

Feng Linglang married Ling Yanran according to the agreement, but it was also the beginning of Ling Yanran's hell, she did not give Mu Ran the title of princess, but she also did not give Ling Yanran any title.

Ten years of confinement, ten years of torture, and incompleteness, Ling Yanran went completely crazy, while Feng Linglang, like a walking corpse, began to fall into crazy revenge, crazy layout, and endless madness day and night, until everyone included in the list was arrested one by one, including the emperor who had been controlled by him and Feng Jinxuan for a long time.

On the battlefield, blood-spattered flags, ten years of mourning, ten years of depression, and ten years of revenge all came to an end.

In the end, she sat quietly with him in the study for a day, and then quietly watched him raise his knife and kill himself.

My heart was empty at that moment, and I didn't know if it was pain, numbness, or nothing.

There was a whirlpool in front of her, and she was swept in, and there was darkness all around.

She just sat in the dark, but her brain couldn't contain the crazy recollection, recalling everything in those ten years, the scenes that were still in front of her, how many decades, how many tragedies she had constructed, tragedies she knew or didn't know.