Chapter 115: He Lost Her After All

All encounters in the world are reunions after a long absence.

The lights in the room were off, and there was still a breeze on the windowsill. Unfortunately, there was no starry summer night that year, and the room was filled with smoke.

The cigarettes in Mushi's hand burned one by one.

On that summer night, two people with cold hearts hugged each other tightly and absorbed each other's warmth.

But now, Muxi is the only one left, lighting cigarette butts over and over again, and suffering the pain in his heart over and over again.

That sunny and lovely girl in Mu Xi's youth, it's gone, obviously I was on the phone yesterday, and I heard her happy voice. She should be happy, why should God be so cruel?

I have always felt that the coming day is long, but some people can't wait. couldn't even wait for the sun the next day, how desperate should she be at that time?

Mu Xi buried her head between her legs, crying forbearably, and kept blaming herself, why didn't she think of Shen Mu earlier, if she went to Shen Mu's house early in the morning, maybe she still had hope to live!

An Zhi was at the door, but in the end he didn't knock on the door.

Luo Lanyue is right, it's better to let her be alone. There are no words now that can soothe her grief.

Bailong was also silent and didn't speak, Shen Mu and Mu Xi, like his sister since they were children, followed him and called "Brother Long" behind his buttocks, but now they are .........

The white dragon also hid his face and quietly wiped his tears, human life is really so impermanent, so you must cherish the people around you.

*

Three full days have passed, but there has been no new development in the case, and no tools have been found.

The police wanted Shen Mu's father in Shenyang City across the country, because there were his fingerprints in the house, but he was never found.

Children don't know what life and death parting is, they only laugh when they are happy, and cry when they are unhappy.

An Yi and Boxi have been playing around, crying and laughing, Anxin is a little more sensible, and has been quietly watching the two younger brothers, not letting them get into trouble.

The grief of Shen Mu's death has been shrouded, and Mu Xi finally walked out of the room, she has gone through a lot of life and death parting. She knows that she can grieve temporarily, but not suddenly.

"Mommy!" Percy sensed that Muxi's mood was not very good, and he nestled in Muxi's arms obediently. Originally, Ives would have taken Percy back after the New Year, but there was such a big thing here, and he didn't leave.

He has always sympathized with Mu Xi, from the first time he met her, he knew that this girl had a rough fate, but he didn't expect that it would be the case.

An Zhi has been worried about Jiang Ziyi, worried that he won't wake up, because it's been three days, and there is still no sign of waking up.

Jiang Ziyi's father, Jiang Feng, has changed from the high-spirited Dean Jiang to a haggard old man with a beard and cheeks.

You can enjoy the blessings of your children and grandchildren, but you don't expect the sky to be beautiful. has been a doctor for so many years of saving lives and helping the wounded, but he has not accumulated blessings for his children and grandchildren.

*

When Liang Kuan came to find Mu Xi, Mu Xi cleaned up in the house where she and Shen Mu lived. The furnishings inside didn't move at all, just wiped the dust.

The doorbell rang, and the moment he opened the door, Liang Kuan's eyes were red and swollen. Mu Xi gave him a hug at the door, this big boy who had been secretly in love with Shen Mu for so long must have been very painful.

Last time I was drunk, Bai Long, Liang Kuan, Shen Mu, and Mu Xi stayed here for one night.

That night seemed to be yesterday, but now it is different, and Shen Mu, whom he likes, will never come back for the rest of his life.

Mu Xi called Liang Kuan in and poured him a cup of hot water.

Liang Kuan's hands holding the cup were trembling.

"I knew that Mu Mu was engaged a few months ago, and I was really happy for her, I was thinking, I would never disturb her happiness in my life. But, it's ........"

Liang Kuan couldn't help crying, probably regretting it.

"But, but I regret it, I want to tell her that I have liked her for a long time, but alas..... She'll never know. It's all because I'm cowardly, I've always been afraid that I will be ridiculed by Mu Mu if I say it. ”

Liang Kuan couldn't help crying, his words couldn't be said clearly, he should really regret it, the love that he didn't say when he was young will never be heard by her in the future.

This kind of remorse is much like myself back then.

Mu Xi has no words to comfort Liang Kuan, because everyone feels it, and no one else can feel the same way.

"Can I use that Mu Mu thing as a thought?" Liang Kuan wiped away his tears, his intention in coming to Mu Xi was to take something meaningful as a thought.

"See for yourself and take whatever you like."

Liang Kuan walked around the room for a long time, and finally found a classmate in the room where Shen Mu slept.

The first page turned was the big head sticker of him and Shen Mu, and Liang Kuan's signature underneath.

Shen Mu in the photo has a bright smile, cute like a beautiful girl who walked out of the comics, and Liang Kuan's tears wet her bright smile.

"That's what I want."

Back then, after Qiao Shaoyu died, Mu Xi also left.

Shen Mu was transferred out of Ouyang's class and went to Liang Kuan's class. The second year of high school, the third year of high school, is Liang Kuan's happiest time. Because Shen Mu at that time, there was only one friend of Liang Kuan. They eat together, go to class together, and get out of school together.

Shen Mu's temper is a little explosive, Liang Kuan is hard-working, he can't fight back, and he can't scold back. But for so many years, Liang Kuan didn't tell Shen Mu the secret in his heart.

He knew that Shen Mu didn't like him and didn't want to add to her troubles. But now Liang Kuan regrets it, because he can't say it anymore.

The doorbell rang again, and Mu Xi went to open the door and saw a young man in white, Ou Yang.

He is still what Shen Mu likes, but he can't be for a lifetime after all.

"Can I go in?"

Muhi made a gesture of please, indicating that it was okay.

When Ou Yang stepped into the room and saw the photo of Shen Mu hanging on the wall, he couldn't help but burst.

Ouyang sniffed hard to calm himself. But the tears could not be contained, and for the first time he felt the cruelty of life and death.

I thought that Shen Mu would be happy in the future, but this result was too surprising.

He had lost her after all, and he hadn't had time to say sorry.

Back then, it was Shen Mu who pursued Ou Yang first, so the relationship was really unfair, and Ou Yang never cherished it.

Because of the good growth, the family background is also good, and there has never been a shortage of girls to like it, so it has never been cherished.

It's just that when everyone has experienced the warmth and coldness of the world, they know that they are really happy to be loved. One person enjoys the love of another person with peace of mind, or enjoys the love of other girls with peace of mind, and does not understand love, thinking that this is the love he wants.

In the end, I realized how good she was at that time, and it was too late to regret it.

Ou Yang finally lost Shen Mu, and the feeling of guilt would accompany him for the rest of his life.