No matter how difficult everything is, as long as you can get through it, it's not bad, but if you give up your obsession in your heart, don't want to face it, and just want to sleep in your dreams, no one can wake up.

The wound gradually healed, but Lin Yu'an's spirit was not as good as before.

The medicine sent by Yu Jia was indeed very useful, but no one mentioned Yu Jia's name in front of Lin Yu'an again.

"Girl, why don't you go to Jiangnan."

Mother Xu looked at Lin Yu'an's expression, with deep worry in her eyes. Now that she has returned to Da Zhou, as long as Lin Yu'an is willing, why not go back to the place in Jiangnan where she thinks about it at night, it is better than seeing things and thinking about things after returning to Beijing.

Lin Yuanan looked lonely and shook his head, "Things are people, not everything." "Go back? It will only break those thoughts.

The people who followed her out of there are no longer there, and she can only be sad when she goes back, and she says that the ancestral house was also sold when the eldest lady entered Beijing, and how many people on the long street still know each other?

The wound has not completely healed, Lin Yu'an is only in the carriage on weekdays, and he rarely goes out to walk around, plus his body is getting heavier and heavier, and his spirit is not good, he looks sick and lifeless.

Fortunately, I am about to arrive in the capital, and when I get to my own territory, no matter what, it will be much better.

As soon as I entered Beijing, Xu's mother suddenly proposed, girl, why don't we live in the Wang family for a while. Although she knew that Lin Yu'an was very likely to refuse, Xu's mother couldn't think of anywhere else to go except for this place where Lin Yu'an lived for the longest time before he left the pavilion.

But Lin Yu'an actually agreed, she remembered the days in Xianyun Pavilion, and she didn't know if there were any changes in Xianyun Pavilion now, she also wanted to go back and take a look, and go to her grandmother's Yiran House to sit down.

Seeing that she was willing to go out and walk around, Mother Xu raised the corners of her lips happily and told the coachman to go to Wang's house.

The sudden arrival of Lin Yu'an and his party made the Wang family like a stone thrown into the water, causing ripples layer after layer. Now the Wang family exists in name only, the Wang family has three rooms, generously divided out and singled, the third room is now going to Jinling, the third master is gone, the second master Wang Zhongde is a virtuous and incompetent person, greedy for money and lustful, before involving the four princes to rebel, although the emperor did not move him now, but it does not mean that he will continue to use him, now he is not idle at home, sitting all day long?

Although Lin Yu'an was married from the Wang family, but now that he is back, the Wang family is the head of the second house, so naturally he has to wait for the second aunt Yu to answer. Thinking of Yu, Lin Yuan couldn't help but think of Wang Xuanrou, and I don't know if Yu was aware of Wang Xuanrou's behavior, Wang Xuanrou can be regarded as retribution now, paralyzed in bed, and she can't do evil anymore in the future.

Thinking of the first time I met, Wang Xuanrou was gentle and elegant, and her down-to-earth and generous appearance made people want to sigh at the impermanence of the world.

Lin Yu'an waited for about two quarters of an hour, and finally saw Yu's figure. But at first glance, she almost couldn't believe her eyes, in just a few years, how did Yu become like this!

How could a woman who looked almost old, with gray hair and a plain dress, be her arrogant second aunt.

"Second uncle...... Mother? Lin Yu'an tentatively called Yu, Yu nodded lightly, stretched out his hand and felt out a string of rosewood Buddha beads, and turned around a few times before saying, "Look at your size, you are about to give birth?" ”

Her appearance is very calm, and her voice is very gentle, which makes people listen to it like drinking a glass of warm water, which makes people feel hollow. Lin Yu'an was stunned for a moment before he came back to his senses, nodded and shook his head, "Next month will only be full-term." ”

"How long will you be staying when you come back this time?"

"One night, I just missed it a little......"

"It's okay to stay a few more days, you're used to living in Xianyun Pavilion, so you still live there, don't go to the West Cross Courtyard, you are pregnant with a double body, and the singers and dancers raised there will inevitably not understand the rules and collide."

The two of them asked and answered, one was full of doubts, the other was expressionless, and his speech seemed extremely stiff.

Mother Xu secretly looked at Yu's family, and sighed helplessly in the bottom of her heart, Yu's is really not suitable to be a housemother, when she first entered the door, the old lady said that Yu's mood was too small, and it was difficult to be a big responsibility, and sure enough, it was only a few years, and people became like this, and even allowed the lord to raise those unpopular warblers and Yanyan at home, I don't know whether she should say that she is good, or that she has seen through the red dust.

Yu Shi seemed to have finished what he wanted to say, turned around and walked towards the road he came, Nanfeng and Nanyu began to help carry the simple luggage in, and Yueqiu went back to the Rongguo Mansion first, and reported the situation to the Rongguo Mansion.

Of course, Xu's mother instructed that there are some things that should not be said or not to be said casually, Yueqiu did not dare to come nonsense, only said what should be said, and did not mention the rest, Rong Guogong was still very relieved about Yueqiu, nodded to show that he understood, and said that Mrs. Shizi lived in Wang's house, and let Yueqiu listen to the dispatch at any time.

Xianyun Pavilion, it seems that it has not changed since Lin Yu'an came back for the last time, and no one has ever come in, the green bamboo of Xianyun Pavilion is still vigorous and powerful, verdant and straight, red silk hangs between the beams and columns, and thick dust has accumulated between the dressers of black lacquered peony flowers.

There is also a cloisonné glazed peony hairpin on the dressing table that I don't know when it was placed, the dark blue glass is covered with dust, and it took several times to see that it should be smooth.

"This hairpin ......" Nanfeng looked at the delicate hairpin in Lin Yu'an's hand with some curiosity, and Lin Yu'an said with a wandering gaze: "It was bought for me by the prince before."

The south wind's voice stopped abruptly, and he didn't say anything more.

When I opened the tall cabinet at the foot of the bed, I felt a sense of time that I hadn't opened for a long time.

"Madam, do you still want to keep this?" Nan Yu's voice interrupted Lin Yuan'an's thoughts, Lin Yu'an looked over, and saw Nan Yu holding a box with the lid open in his arms, and took out a few belly pockets made of silk cloth inside.

This belly pocket...... It seems to have been put for many years, how long has the idle pu been gone, and how long has this belly pocket been here.

Speaking of Xianpu, Lin Yu'an feels like a different world, why is it that it has only been a few years, but there is an illusion that he has lived several lifetimes, thinking of those old stories, there will be a kind of breathless exhaustion in his heart.

Maybe one day, when she is full of gray temples, and when she stays up alone in this long winter and short summer, she will feel the weight of the years even more.

"What are you talking about when you pull the girl? Why don't you clean up everything with your hands and feet, do you want to keep the ashes on this table for dinner at night? Mother Xu came in with a sweet white porcelain lotus bowl, and when she saw Nanfeng and Nanyu chattering around Lin Yu'an, she suddenly became angry.

Nanfeng and Nanyu were scolded personally, although they were a little unwilling, but they also knew Xu's mother's temper, and they suddenly didn't dare to talk more, and buried their heads in serious things.

"Girl, this is the sweet soup just made in the kitchen, you will just take a look, I went to take a look, there is nothing to eat in the kitchen, I have asked Yueqiu to take someone to buy vegetables."

Lin Yu'an took it with a smile, the corners of her mouth twitched, "Mother Xu, you still call me Mrs., how can you marry a wife and call a girl." ”

A trace of embarrassment flashed on Mother Xu's face, and she nodded hesitantly.

She thought that Yu Jia would hurt her heart like that, and she was worried that the long lady and the short lady would make her more sad all day, so she changed the name she had when she was not out of the cabinet.

"Let's just get some side dishes today, and don't forget to send some to my second aunt too."

Lin Yu'an gently stirred the sweet soup, and listened to the crisp sound of hitting porcelain and instructed Xu's mother.

Mother Xu smiled and nodded: "Hey, I understand."

Mother Xu went out of the house, the people in the house performed their duties, so quiet that only the friction sound of cleaning things could be heard, Lin Yuan sighed, walked around the mica screen and walked to her favorite desk in the past, which was her favorite place, she liked to sit here at night and watch the stars.

Pulling out the straight-backed plum blossom chair, fortunately, it was not dusty, and it could still sit on people, looking at the desk covered with thick dust in front of him, Lin Yu'an didn't care about the dirt, and reached out to pick up a pile of rice paper on the table.

Holding the paper out of the window, I patted it vigorously on the window lattice, shook off the dust on it, and the painting on it was revealed.

It's a half-painted painting, with goose-yellow and smoky-purple morning glories climbing on the bamboo, one soft and the other rigid. But it's so natural.

It's a pity that morning glory is also called Chaoyan, it can only accompany you for a moment, and can't spend three autumns with you.

Lin Yu'an smiled bitterly, withdrew his gaze, and turned to look out the window, the sight here is still as good as ever, if my grandmother is still here, it is time to have dinner at this time, and the big kitchen and small kitchen must start to be busy.

Or you can see your grandmother walking and eating in a circle next to Taiye Lake in the garden, the sunset setting on the water, and the birds returning to the forest.

Sometimes you can also see the daughters in the house going to Yiranju together, in groups, laughing Yan Yan, beads and brocades, and fat powder flying.

Before you get closer, you can hear the light and crisp sound of the impact of the bead hairpin, which is very good.

But now, it is the Mid-Autumn Festival, on the blue sky curtain, there are a few white clouds hanging dangerously, the warm breeze is blowing, and the warm orange sunset leaves a few thick strokes under the curtain.

The sunset is infinitely good, just near dusk.

The barren and corrupt Wang family was in the air, in the accumulated dirt, in the chanting sound from afar in the main courtyard of the East Cross Courtyard, or in the sound of wooden fish that seemed to be real and illusory.

In other words, when only my grandmother was there, it was already the sunset of the Wang family, and the former fragrant car BMW, brocade clothes and jade food, now it really seems like a dream.

Lin Yu'an was like a duckweed, accidentally breaking in, and gradually drifting away.

"Are you going to take a walk around Yiranju?" Mother Xu came over to collect the bowl, and when she saw that it would be a while before the meal, she asked out loud.

Lin Yu'an changed her attention, she didn't want to go.

My grandmother is gone, and Yiranju is just a house, so I have taken the yellow crane to go.

What's the point of going to see such an empty house? It's better to keep the memories of the past in the bottom of your heart.

The old wall full of memories, don't rely on it, there will be time to peel off.

Caught off guard, Lin Yu'an was a little tired, and Mother Xu saw that she was sleepy, so she asked her to sleep for a while, and she went to the kitchen to bring some stomach to eat.

Outside the house, the autumn cicadas were still noisy, and the south wind and south rain both lightened their movements, but they heard the sound of sleepiness mixed in the house: "Don't clean up, tomorrow will leave early in the morning."

As always, the weather was good, but Lin Yu'an still didn't want to go back to the Rongguo Mansion, so he asked Yueqiu to drive to Xi'anzhuang.

Although Xi'anzhuang does not have the carved beams and paintings of the Rongguo Mansion, the mother is there.

Thinking of his mother, Lin Yu'an's face finally had a gentle smile.

In autumn, it is harvest season, and the farms are busy, and you can hear the rough laughter of the farmers in the fields on both sides of the road.

"This year's harvest is designated to be better than last year's, and my daughters and daughters at home can finally eat enough!"

"That's not it, if you want to eat a full meal, you have to look at the face of God!"

"Come on, my lady is here to deliver food, you can rest too, you've been busy all morning."

Scattered laughter rang out all around, making it even warmer in the warm midday sun.

When they arrived at the boundary of Xi'anzhuang, the people who were busy in the grange came over, and when they saw that it was the owner, they all smiled and stepped forward to salute.

"The owner is here, why didn't I say it earlier, the newly harvested wheat in my house will be finely ground and I will make you a few cakes and send them over!"

"Yes, yes, I'll go back and get the eggs in my house, and you can taste them too."

The villagers enthusiastically chatted around the carriage, and Lin Yu'an was moved by their simplicity and kindness, and smiled and thanked him.

"Thank you, there is everything in Zhuangzi, and it is not easy for everyone, so you don't have to send it!"

"What the owner said, you are our great benefactor, you must know that our rent is a generation less than others, our life is good, all because of the owner's kindness!"

Lin Yu'an got out of the carriage with Xu's mother's men, smiled and greeted a group of people, without looking down on them at all.

This made the villagers like Lin Yu'an even more, and a middle-aged woman in a flower skirt smiled and said: "Madame's belly, it's time for a full-term month, you have to be careful in everything."

Lin Yu'an nodded yes, and a bunch of women began to tell Lin Yu'an what women should pay attention to when giving birth, and what else to avoid eating.

When they entered the courtyard, it was already three o'clock in the afternoon, and the two of them were carrying duck eggs and eggs in their hands, and when they walked into the house, they saw Wang Tingzhen coming out.

Seeing Lin Yu'an's belly, she couldn't help but clench her heart, stepped forward to help her, and said angrily: "It's such a big belly, you don't have to worry about running around, and you don't say a word to me when you go far away, you stupid girl!"

The mother and daughter entered the house while talking, and Lin Yu'an asked, "Where is Brother Zhi'er?"

A happy smile appeared on Wang Tingzhen's face, and he said: "He is a promising child, he was released a few days ago, and he won the promotion!" I went out to buy pen and ink today, and said that I would be a junior in the next year. ”

Lin Yu'an also showed a look of surprise, after all, Brother Zhi'er is only fifteen years old, and it is rare to have such a result!

"It's very good like this, I'm afraid that he is self-motivated, if he is good, I can also help one or two."

Wang Tingzhen nodded, her face gradually became solemn, and she was silent for a few breaths before saying: "Why hasn't the prince seen anyone for so long, she is pregnant, why hasn't he been in the mansion to accompany you well?"

"He has something to do, I'm fine, and I have a maid and servant, where do I need him to take care of him."

"But the child is about to come out, doesn't he even want the child?"

"I'll raise you when you're born!" A young man's voice came in, and everyone in the room was stunned.