(24) I'm afraid that I won't be able to control my hands and hit people
On the way back, none of the four of us spoke, and when we returned to Fu's house, as soon as my mother saw Fu's mother, she immediately began to chatter against Cheng's father, even when she was eating, she was not idle, until the three of us returned to our own house.
When I got home, my mother seemed to suddenly remember something very important, took off her shoes and ran into the bedroom, and then took out the gift bag that Cao Yunxiao gave me untouched before I could study in my own room.
"Our four elders did our best, and we didn't send this thing back. The attitude of the people is very resolute, so we must accept it, saying that this is a little bit of Cao Yunxiao's heart, in order to commemorate the friendship between your children, and we adults should not interfere too much in the affairs between your children. What they said was too satisfying, and we all thought that it was really bad to refuse like this, so we discussed it, and when Cao Yunxiao came back, we would also buy something for him. You can use the mobile phone, and we won't have to buy it for you, but don't delay learning to hear it? ”
My mother told me about what happened to them when they went to Cao Yunxiao's house in a normal state, and then handed me the gift bag. I hesitated for a long time and didn't know whether I should take it next, and finally my mother felt too tired to lift it, so she shoved the bag into my hand and pushed me into my own room, telling me to hurry up and do my homework and go to bed early.
There were so many things that happened this evening, I didn't have any intention of studying at all, and after scribbling the homework, I grabbed my mobile phone, unconsciously lay on the bed, and dialed Cao Yunxiao's phone.
After Cao Yunxiao's voice came from the microphone, I didn't know what I was going to say to him, so I fed each other twice, and there was a suppressed silence on the phone.
After about two minutes, I suddenly felt a little embarrassed and pulled my phone from my ear, trying to hang up. And probably it may be that my work is too big, so Cao Yunxiao heard the sound, and he finally opened his mouth first and broke the silence:
"What's the matter, did something unhappy happen today?"
Cao Yunxiao's voice sounded a little cautious, as if he was afraid that he would be scolded by me if he said it wrong. In the past, every time he made me angry at school, he used to speak in such a tone and tone, I never felt anything in the past, but today, how I listen to it, how I feel uncomfortable, as if I will never see him again.
I felt like crying, so I rubbed my eyes vigorously and then sighed deeply and tried to hide the tears.
But in the end, I still had a hint of crying.
"Cheng Zexin is sick, viral myocarditis, just checked out at night, and has been hospitalized."
"Why is it so serious all of a sudden? You sent her there? Have you seen Cheng Zexin's parents? Did they embarrass what you said? ”
"I said that you must know these things, why Cheng Zexin's parents don't care about her at all, you don't tell me earlier, you tell me earlier, I will definitely be better to her." Cheng Zexin is so well-behaved, so obedient, and so good at studying, she should be spoiled as a little princess......"
"Her family and our ...... It's not the same...... This matter, let's wait for Cheng Zexin to tell you yourself in the future......"
Cao Yunxiao was still panicked in the previous sentence, but when I finished speaking, he began to dodge, unwilling to say anything more. Although I was a little vexatious, but this is someone else's family matter, I understand that it is really not good to participate more, so I did not continue to embarrass Cao Yunxiao. But I was so upset that I didn't know what else to say to him, so I gave him a perfunctory "good night" and hung up.
After being restless all night, and after waking up early the next day, I was in a state of confusion and couldn't keep up a single bit of energy. Seeing this, Fu Chengwen did not sarcastically or dislike me for the first time, and without saying a word all the way, he quietly accompanied me to the school.
During the morning self-study, the teacher announced that Cheng Zexin would take a break from school for about two months due to physical problems. When she finished speaking, a whisper came from under the podium uncontrollably. I could vaguely tell that someone was concerned about Cheng Zexin's condition, and someone was lamenting that the classmates in the class had suspended their studies one after another, while Fu Chengwen and I sat quietly, with our heads down, without any movement or expression.
Soon, the bell for the official start of the class interrupted the students' discussions. When the teacher came in with the textbook to give a lecture, he asked the reason for the absence as usual, and after learning the reason for the suspension of the two of them, he only nodded, and then began to continue with the next lesson.
Throughout the day, I finally showed a serious attitude, did not slip or doze off at all, and seriously memorized the notes clearly and completely. Fu Chengwen looked at me like this, and couldn't help but complain, saying that my notes in a semester were not as serious as this day's class. After listening to this, I immediately turned my head and waited for him fiercely, and told him that my notes were for Cheng Zexin, who was sick, of course, I had to remember better, otherwise Cheng Zexin couldn't understand what to do.
After listening to my explanation, Fu Chengwen only felt a little helpless, because we all know that with Cheng Zexin's level, even if he takes a semester off like Cao Yunxiao, he won't be bad at coming back for the exam, and he doesn't need these things for me to do at all. But despite knowing it, I still couldn't help but want to do these things, because I really couldn't think of how I could express my concern for her to Cheng Zexin more.
I knew she needed to care, just like it wasn't that long ago that I needed someone to understand.
Finally got through to the end of school, Fu Chengwen and I walked directly to the direction of the hospital, and on the way I also bought Cheng Zexin the same dessert as yesterday.
When we arrived at the hospital, it was just in time for Cheng Zexin to get the last shot of the day. I looked outside the door for a long time, and when I was sure that there was really no one in the house taking care of Cheng Zexin, I suddenly didn't dare to push the door.
I still can't believe that Cheng Zexin's parents would leave her sick in the hospital alone.
Seeing that I stood at the door for so long and didn't enter, Fu Chengwen felt a little impatient, he crossed me and wanted to push the door, but before he touched the door, I cleanly stopped his movements.
"Fu Chengwen, you promise me one thing."
"Say."
"If the atmosphere is not right for a while, you remember, you must hold me, otherwise I am afraid that I will not be able to control myself from beating others."