Chapter 389: Become the One You Want
The lamp in Li Jicai's room, the candle in the room was extinguished early, and the slaves waiting outside also thought that she was asleep, but in fact she was not, she was sitting at the table at this moment and thinking about what Luo Shu told him.
To be honest, when she heard what Luo Shu said, she felt that she had suffered a huge shock, and she didn't expect such a thing to happen, which was completely beyond her expectations.
In fact, it really looks like it's unbelievable, and she blames herself for being negligent and forgetting, and taking protective measures.
After that incident, she was hurriedly taken away by Luo Lianfang, and she didn't prevent it in time afterwards.
I never thought that it was because of my negligence that I would bring me a lot of trouble afterwards.
Luo Shu told her that the doctor said that she already had a body, and it had been a month, and she would be pregnant soon.
Li Jicai didn't notice it because he was careless, but the doctor noticed it, and told Luo Shu the news as soon as possible.
It is up to Luo Shu to decide when to tell Li Jicai the news, if he doesn't want this child, then he can stop it as soon as possible.
Luo Shu told Li Jicai that he didn't plan to tell the story so early, but now the situation is different.
Because there was a guest in Luofu, and this guest was something Li Jicai didn't expect, she never thought that Qi Qingchu would chase all the way from Chu State to Yan State.
So what is he chasing here for?
Luo Shu told Li Jicai that Qi Qingchu chased him because of her, and he offered to see her.
And the right not to see was handed over to Li Jicai, and Li Jicai decided whether to see him or not, or whether to tell him that he was pregnant.
and whether Li Jicai decided to accept this child, after all, she is now unmarried and pregnant.
If she is willing to bear the name of being pregnant out of wedlock, and endure the ridicule and insults of the world, she can keep the child.
If you don't want to bear such an ugly reputation, in this case, then find a man to marry as soon as possible, and hide this matter from the world.
No matter what decision Li Jicai makes, Luo Shu said that he will fully support her, including Li Jiye, who will also stand on her side.
Now this is Yan Kingdom, not other places, so Li Jicai can live here with peace of mind and no worries.
All in all, no matter what Li Jicai wants to do, he has clearly expressed his position, and he will fully support her.
Then Li Jicai is distressed here, she knows that Luo Shu is kind will help her.
But now it's like kicking a ball, kicking everything on her and letting her decide.
But she herself had already been frightened by the fact that she was pregnant.
To be honest, she wasn't completely ready to be a mother right now, and she wasn't mentally prepared to learn about it, so for a while, she felt particularly troubled.
So much so that I couldn't sleep at night.
In fact, she was also worried about Qi Qingchu's situation, after all, he was a famous minister and important minister of Chu State, and he came to Yan State, and also entered the mansion of a more virtuous and respected minister of Yan State.
If this spreads, it will have an impact on Qi Qingchu more or less.
After all, it was not a righteous and bright visit, but a private visit.
Of course, at this moment, she is not only worried about Qi Qingchu's situation, but also about herself.
It's like there's a mess in your head, and you don't know what to do.
I can't sort it out carefully, and I don't think it's right to think about it.
The current situation is one by one, and if you look at it now, first of all, she is pregnant, and it has been more than two months, and it seems to be three months.
But there is no obvious change in the stomach, and it is not very obvious for the time being.
His Suiyuanju in Yan Kingdom is about to open, which is also the first step that indicates that she is about to live a stable life.
And then again. What was Qi Qingchu coming for? What you want to do, whether it is related to you.
And how would he react if he should be told that the child's father was him?
So these are the things that Li Jicai urgently needs to solve, but she doesn't know where to start, how to open her mouth and what to do.
Luo Shu told him that it was okay to let her follow the instructions in her heart, but how could things be so simple, there was no need to weigh this, and there was no need to weigh that? After thinking about it, I still feel that the culprit is Qi Qingchu.
If it weren't for him, how could he have fallen to such a point.
What to do? Was there anyone who could tell her what to do?
Li Jicai could only chew carefully what Luo Shu said, and then think about what she should do and where to start?
There are many ways to solve things, it depends on how to choose, and people can't push themselves into a dead end.
First of all, Li Jicai wanted to ask himself if he wanted to keep this child?
This child was her first. It was after she changed from a girl to a woman that she brought more surprise than joy.
A wonderful feeling flowed through my heart, unprecedented, indescribable.
Qi Qingchu gave it to her, it seems that everyone drank too much that day, and some things can't be remembered in detail.
She won't give up on this child is for sure, he can't do it.
So this child is determined to stay, stay and give birth, and then go well and get along.
Do you want to tell Qi Qingchu? After all, this is also his child, and as Luo Shu said, if she gritted her teeth and refused to let go and insisted on living alone, other people would think that she was unmarried and pregnant, and her reputation would not sound good, and it would have a great impact on the child at that time.
Li Jicai herself doesn't care what others say about her, but if the people she cares about do, Li Jicai feels that she has to think about it.
It's as if some things have to follow certain established rules while walking, and then run into walls in that rule, and finally find a way to adapt to the rules.
Yes, she needs to tell Qi Qingchu and tell him that this child is his.
It was the result of an accident between the two of them.
The result of the incident has already been thought out and will not be changed, and as for the implementation of this process, Li Jicai doesn't know how to speak, or how to act.
Luo Shu told her that he would organize a few of them to meet in a quiet place, and there would be no other people to disturb her, and when the time came, Li Jicai could say whatever he wanted, and he didn't have to worry too much.
These are a sufficient conditions that Vena can give Li Jicai, and he already respects Li Jicai very much, and he also respects her choice.
There are not many people who are idle in Luofu, and it is not a lot to raise one less, and Li Jicai is very interesting, and Luo Shu doesn't mind getting close to her.
The words are easy, you don't have to take care of this and that, but as soon as she comes up, she has to say: "Qi Qingchu, I am pregnant with your child, what do you think, is this the case?" ”
She had no problem with her brain.
I can't remember a lot of things, the things that happened at the beginning, the hardships I endured, and the happiness I got at the beginning, it seems that all of them have passed.
Some of them are so vague that I can't remember.
Perhaps for so long, the only thing that made her heart move was when she once kissed Qi Qingchu's neck, the heavy snow was extraordinarily beautiful, those green pines and cypresses stood proudly in the courtyard, the icicles under the edges and corners of the eaves, and the handsome people standing in the snow.
This alone cannot be forgotten.
At the beginning, I became attached to the Luo family because of the butcher's affairs, and I have always been grateful, thinking that I would have the opportunity to meet the person I had admired for a long time, and I had all kinds of sweet dreams.
In the end, when I woke up from my dream and the bamboo basket was empty, I realized that some people were not what they should have imagined.
was teased by God, and people who originally thought there was no intersection later also intersected. So much so that undeserved expectations and even fantasies are born.
It's ridiculous to think about it.
After the eldest woman crossed, no matter which dynasty she went to, she did her best, and then desperately climbed up and became a successful person.
Some people are as if they are hanging, which is amazing.
Some people have captured many men with their beauty, and since then they have no worries about food and clothing, and they are high.
And she, a dog at the beginning, relies on begging for food, and wherever she sleeps is fate.
No one is more embarrassed than her.
Do such embarrassed people deserve happiness? Is it qualified to have someone like that?
She thought that Qi Qingchu was the most unattainable, but later saw that Qi Qingchu was dead and desperate after beating this face.
thought that the matter would end here, but later Qi Qingchu showed his great kindness and sincerity, and even confessed to her.
Life is like a play, it all depends on acting skills. Acting back and forth, Li Jicai himself doesn't know who to believe and who to suspect.
So I had to shrink into my own world, live my life honestly, and no longer think about anything else.
In addition, maybe Qi Qingchu was just temporary, and he wasn't sincere, or he had other plans to use him.
If this is the case, Li Jicai feels that he can set up a set to carefully interrogate Qi Qingchu whether he is sincere or false.
In a big country, the responsibility is heavier than Mount Tai, and countless people are moving forward with heavy burdens, but each individual has its own independence.
Li Jicai felt very small, so small that he was just a speck of dust in the vast universe. It doesn't play much role, and if you once decided to counterattack, you want to make your life better and live like a person.
Now that I think about it, I will carefully pick up my wishes. It seems that this is how I lived my life in peace and happiness.
It makes no difference whether it is in ancient times or modern times, as long as you live the rest of your life well.
There are people to love, there are things to do, and there are things to protect. These are probably the things she wants the most.
Qi Qingchu, will you become the person I want?