112 Death
After Zhige'er was properly settled, it was not early, and after telling Chunying to take good care of Zhige'er, Lin Yu'an left Xi'anzhuang.
The carriage was jolting from the quiet village to the bustling market, passing through an alley, when the carriage suddenly stopped, and the coachman asked in a loud voice: "Cousin, there is a family in front of you that is blocked, do you want to continue waiting or go back?"
Lin Yu'an frowned slightly, opened the curtain and took a look, there were people outside, the gongs and drums were noisy with the sound of suona from afar, and you could get out of the alley a little later, and there was a tall black lacquer carriage parked at the mouth of the alley, which was somewhat familiar...... The carriage of the Rongguo Mansion?
Lin Yu'an recognized it at a glance that this was Yu Jia's carriage, and she ordered without hesitation: "Turn around and go back."
Yu Jia sat in the carriage, staring at his eyes, a soft shout entered his ears, his eyes opened, and he looked out, only to see a carriage slowly retreating.
When the bangzi rang, Lin Yu'an couldn't fall asleep over and over, so he simply got up with his clothes draped and pushed the flower window to blow the night breeze.
The moonlight is like practice, the bright moonlight is like the pear blossom white in the clay pot, pouring down quietly, and the peach blossoms that are about to bloom to the end are hazy in the night, and they are generally silent when they fall asleep.
A soft sigh sounded low from the girl's chest, and Lin Yu'an felt as if there was a breath of depression in her heart that could not be relieved.
She never understood why Yu Jia suddenly withdrew from her family. Is it the meaning of Yu Jia or the meaning of the Rongguo Mansion.
She could faintly feel Yu Jia's maintenance of her in her heart, as well as a faint, vague feeling......
Although it is said in the capital that she is a concubine of a small family and is not worthy of a high-ranking family, she always has a trace of luck in her heart, thinking that Yu Jia is different.
When I met him today, I turned around and ran away like a cat, what am I afraid of, since I don't understand, I should ask clearly, is it perfunctory to whitewash the peace like this?
If Yu Jia feels that he is not worthy of him, he will not be involved in the future, and it will be better to spend the night thinking about it and not be pure.
Hongying slept very soundly, and when she got up at night, she found her girl standing by the window, and she was shocked, so she hurriedly took her cloak and went over.
"It's so late, why hasn't the girl slept yet? The spring night is cold, and the girl is cured! ”
On the second day, Lin Yu'an went to the old lady's house to accompany him as usual, and now the old lady Wang looked energetic, her face was full of red light, and she even said that she wanted to go to the garden for a walk.
Lin Yu'an saw that she was in good spirits, so she was naturally happy to accompany her.
Spring is a good season, everything is revived, flowers are violent, bees and butterflies are dancing, making people's hearts sway.
Taiye Lake wakes up in the spring, the breeze is blowing, sparkling, there are dragonflies dotting the water, rippling in a circle of ripples, the bustling birdsong jumps in the ears, and the rippling scenery is beautiful.
Old Madam Wang kept holding Lin Yu'an's hand, her face was calm, and her voice seemed to float from a far, far away: "When I first married into the Wang family, I was only fifteen years old, and I gave birth to the eldest daughter of the Wang family at the age of sixteen...... In the blink of an eye, those past were like a dream, as soon as I woke up from the dream, I could see my aunt when I opened my eyes, and I saw the grandmother who coaxed me to take medicine with sugar cubes, and I woke up from the dream......"
Wake up from a dream, wake up from a dream...... This sentence was like a spell, repeating in Lin Yuan's head, her head was swollen and painful as if it was about to explode, she suddenly sat up, and it took a while to come back to her senses.
"Grandmother!"
After her exclamation, Hongyingqiu Nu didn't come unusually, the room was empty, listening to the faint crying sound from time to time outside, wailing and crying, Lin Yu was startled, didn't care too much, got out of bed and ran out with his shoes on.
It was hazy and bright outside, and the sound of whimpering in the main house was noisy, Lin Yu'an sighed in his heart and hurriedly entered the house.
Su Ma and Juan'er were kneeling beside the bed, looking sad and letting out a low whimper.
Lin Yu'an stood on the ground like a thunderbolt, motionless and at a loss.
Soon she came back to her senses, walked quickly to the bedside, looked at Mrs. Wang's lethargic eyes that were very laboriously open, and the thousands of threads in her heart came up together, and the words she wanted to say in her heart turned into a short sentence: "Grandmother!"
Mrs. Wang held her hand, her eyes were already a little dilated, and her hands couldn't grasp Lin Yuan'an's tender and smooth hand with all her might, Lin Yu'an was full of tears, and she held her grandmother's hand back, and said with great difficulty in her throat: "Yu'an is by your side, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, if you have something to say, it's okay."
Old Madam Wang's eyes gradually became focused, but her voice was like a gnat: "Are they here?"
Lin Yu'an didn't know who they were, but Su's mother knew, and her voice was hurried: "It's almost there, it's almost there, the old lady waits, I'll go and see ......"
Before the person walked out, there was a rush of footsteps outside, and after a while, Wang Tingzhen was seen trotting in with her skirt into the house.
"Mother, Mother!" Wang Tingzhen's voice was intermittent because of shortness of breath, she knelt on the edge of the bed, sweating profusely, holding Mrs. Wang's hand helplessly, and immediately burst into tears.
Lin Yu'an had a sour head, stood aside and turned his face away, tears falling silently.
After a cup of tea, Concubine Yun came.
Also coming over were Wang Zhongguo and his wife, Wang Zhongde and his wife, and their brothers and sisters in the two rooms.
A bunch of maids and women were crying out of breath, Concubine Yun was dressed very simply, and there were no beads and golden hairpins on her temples, so she was in a hurry and couldn't clean it up.
Old Madam Wang glanced at her children with cloudy eyes, and said with difficulty: "Ting Fang and Ting Zhen talk to me, you go out."
The people did not dare to disobey, and they all withdrew.
Only Su's mother was left in the house, and a line of tears slipped from the corner of Mrs. Wang's eyes, holding Wang Tingfang and Wang Tingzhen's hands together, raising her eyes to look at Wang Tingfang, who had a different face, and her voice was weak: "Sister Fang, all these years have passed, you are still angry, angry that I am biased, and I only hurt your fifth sister...... But I don't know, I love you too. ”
Wang Tingzhen threw herself in front of the bed, crying and trembling, Wang Tingfang lowered her head with an uncertain expression, and Mrs. Wang continued: "I can't swallow this breath, I just don't worry about your sisters, the flowers that bloom on a tree, but they want to die of old age and don't get along, so how can I rest assured...... Sister Fang, my ancestors don't like my firstborn daughter, and I want to separate you and my mother and daughter, you grew up in her yard since you were a child, and you are separated from me, and you always feel that I don't treat you as a daughter, so I hate the fifth sister, and my mother understands. ”
Wang Tingfang looked at her mother, who wanted to hate but couldn't hate, and suddenly felt an unspeakable sadness in her heart, this is the mother who gave birth to her, this woman once held her in her arms and whispered to her that girls look good with their hair tied like this......
When she opened her eyes again, her eyes were already full of tears, Wang Tingfang lay on the edge of the bed, and said what she thought for the first time: "Mother, I hate you and hate you, I hate you for raising Xue Yuanniang to look like that, I hate that you can accompany your fifth sister every day but never come to see me, I feel sad when I see you holding the coquettish fifth sister and smiling dotingly!" But at that time, I was just a child, and I also wanted your mother's attention......"
When Mrs. Wang heard this, her eyes showed a distressed look, her chest rose and fell slightly, and she grabbed the hands of the sisters with a little more strength: "The ancestor didn't let me come to see you often, and she made shoes and socks for you and she accepted them, and then I secretly went to her yard to hide, and watched you shake your head and memorize the three-character scripture, and the guilt in my heart can only be doubled on Sister Zhen'er, and my mother is not willing to give up you, you are a piece of meat that fell from your mother's body!"
Wang Tingfang looked at Mrs. Wang with tears in her eyes, she didn't know that her mother had done this for her, and she was about to speak, but the hands holding her and Wang Tingfang fell softly.
The withering of life is no different from the growth and withering of thousands of herbs and flowers, when you really see the person you care about in your heart, slowly withering in front of you, despair and sadness are not enough to describe the sorrow in your heart.
From now on, this person will never open her eyes again, and when you call her name, only the wind passes through the hall, and there is no response.
Lin Yu'an and the others heard the sudden crying in the house, and only then did they know that Mrs. Wang ...... Swallowed.
Su's mother took out two letters and explained with tears in her eyes: "The old lady knew that her time was running out, so she left a letter for each of her two aunts and grandmothers, saying that she had explained everything in the letter."
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