When Hua Xin'er opened her eyes again, she found herself lying on a hospital bed with a drip needle on the back of her right hand.

The potion flowed down the transparent tube at a uniform rate, like every second sneaking away.

If they are really time, drop them upside down, then will time be turned back?

If time can be turned back, she must return to the playground that night, and she will follow Gu Hongxin firmly in whatever she says, not letting him leave or changing his mind. But time can't be turned back, just like Gu Hongxin, maybe he will never come back?

She still doesn't understand what she's done wrong. In addition to reluctance, there is grievance. The extreme grievance made her heart tear and ache, and tears couldn't help but flow out again.

Qin Xuanzi came in with the nurse, and the nurse saw the crying Hua Xin'er and simply said, "I'm sick, this is not good for health." ”

Then after changing the medicine, he left, and there were patients in the hospital all the time, and everyone had their own helpless joys and sorrows, which could not be treated by doctors.

Many injuries can only be overcome by the patient himself, and the patient must be strong on his own, otherwise the pain will not heal.

Qin Xuanzi glanced at Hua Xin'er, who was lying on the hospital bed silently crying, sat on the sofa next to him, turned on the TV and watched.

Because it is a VIP ward, the facilities of the ward are good, and a certain star's talk show is played on the screen, and when I see the funny clip, I laugh with the star.

Completely ignoring Hua Xin'er, who was still sick, this noisy sound couldn't make Hua Xin'er sleep peacefully, in fact, she couldn't sleep either.

When you close your eyes, it's the same sentence, "I hate you to the core." ”

Strangely, this noise did not make Hua Xin'er continue to be irritable, and she even wished that it was louder, preferably loud enough to drown out her inner voice.

So Hua Xin'er stepped off the hospital bed and came to the sofa. Although Qin Xuanzi's eyes were still staring at the screen, his body automatically moved to the side, making room for Hua Xin'er to sit down.

Hua Xin'er sat down unceremoniously, and the two had no communication like this, but they watched the funny entertainment program very tacitly. And from time to time there is a giggling, haha laugh.

Until the end of the show, Qin Xuanzi turned off the TV and said, "Are you hungry?" I'll take you to eat. ”

"Good!"

At night, the corridor of the ward in the inpatient department was brightly lit, but there were no pedestrians, and the nurses climbed on the tables at the nurses' terminal to rest after checking the wards.

I didn't notice at all that in the hallway, there were two people with bare feet and shoes twisted in their hands.

Like robots in slow motion, they stand on their tiptoes, hold their breath, and move forward step by step against the wall.

Finally reaching the end of the hallway, both of them took a deep breath. One of them put down the high heels in his hand and put them on, and began to be dissatisfied in his mouth: "You said that you took me to eat, is this the way to bring it?" ”

Another person was not convinced: "My eldest lady, you are still sick and hospitalized, and you can't go out during your hospitalization." We had to sneak away and sneak back again. ”

When he said this, Qin Xuanzi also compared his two hands to flowing waves. The flow came and went, causing Hua Xin'er to laugh out loud.

"You're finally smiling!"

These five words immediately made Hua Xin'er's smile stop, yes! Someone breaks her heart so much, but there are also people who are trying their best to make her happy!

After coming to the restaurant, Qin Xuanzi didn't let Hua Xin'er look at the menu, everything was up to him. Hua Xin'er was very dissatisfied, it didn't hurt to help her order, the key was that the dishes he ordered were not to her taste. I just ordered porridge for her, plus some light snacks.

Hua Xin'er pouted and protested: "I can't eat without chili, and I want to drink, don't you let me, can't I change it to coffee?" ”

Qin Xuanzi glanced at her and said angrily: "You are still sick, and your diet needs to be light." What coffee does the little girl drink, you can't drink alcohol during the infusion, and when you get better, I'll take you to drink. ”

In a few simple sentences, everything that should be explained is explained, and everything that should be promised is promised. Hua Xin'er didn't make a sound again, and drank the porridge silently. Maybe I was really hungry, and I thought this porridge tasted good, and drank a full bowl.

Following!

Hua Xin'er was discharged from the hospital, and the two stepped on the return plane. And this day happened to be Sunday, according to the original plan, this day was the day to really meet Gu Hongxin, but today all the stories have ended.

Looking at the white clouds in the sky at this moment, she suddenly thought of a poem she had once seen.

Love is a mirror that reflects pride and humility.

Instead of loving others, choose to be loved by others.

Some people are injured and are still facing it bravely.

Some people still love, but bravely give up.

And those who give up will be brave to start.

Looking at the empty blue sky and white clouds, Hua Xin'er's mind was much clearer, and she really had a feeling of light and clear wind, so don't think about him anymore when she goes back.

After returning home, her grandmother did not ask for the details of her overnight stay at the same school, which made Hua Xin'er breathe a sigh of relief.

She also asked Qin Xuanzi on the plane to keep this matter a secret, and because this time, she had a great change in her opinion of Qin Xuanzi, he just looked like a gentleman, but he was actually very reliable.

But the bad thing is that after returning home, she still misses Gu Hongxin very much, thinking that she can give up and start bravely again.

It turned out that I couldn't, I still had to go to school as usual every day, and I had to pretend to be casual in front of my two cousins, posing as if I was simple and happy before.

Her heart is really tired and tired, she will hide in the quilt and cry every night, crying until she is tired.

On this day, she secretly hid two bottles of beer in her room, and after turning off the light, she turned on the beer and began to drink. I was already overwhelmed by alcohol, but after two bottles of beer, I just felt that the world was spinning, and the room was turning and turning in front of me.

But the mind is very clear-minded, and knows what time and place it is. knew that he was drinking, he was already drunk, but Gu Hongxin was still in his heart, and he was not carried away by the dizzy thoughts.

Only tears can relieve the pain in her heart, and she cried bitterly. I don't know why there are so many tears, and how they can't flow cleanly?

She would love to take time off work not to go to school, but she didn't. There are many people in the world who fall out of love every day, and there are many people in the world who can't love, but life has to go on.

And Gu Hongxin is very right, she is a member of the Hua family, and she came back with a mission.

She couldn't let her grandmother discover her secret, so no matter how painful her heart was, she wouldn't show it, and she still came to class with a smile every day.

As soon as she got out of class, she found that Qin Xuanzi came to her, and before Qin Xuanzi could speak first, she said first:

"Does Miss Ben seem to be someone who needs to be comforted? Can you not care about me every once in a while, don't worry, I'll be fine. ”

"Yo! This is like the flower Xin'er I know, still so sharp-toothed! ”

Hua Xin'er glanced at him: "What's the matter with me, you're still busy." ”

Qin Xuanzi said seriously: "Tomorrow is my birthday, I want you to invite you to the party together, I don't know if Miss Hua is willing to appreciate her face?" ”

Qin Xuanzi is the only son of Qin's real estate, and the birthday banquet will naturally invite many wealthy people, plus he and Hua Shanyue are quasi-unmarried couples, their Hua family naturally cannot be absent. probably guessed that Hua Xin'er would think so, but before she could speak, Qin Xuanzi said:

"This time it's a small gathering between classmates, and I booked a private room to go to karaoke."

Then his tone changed, with three points of humor, and three points of command: "Don't refuse, OK?" ”

The next day, I came to the designated meeting place, which turned out to be a very atmospheric bar. He didn't book a private room, but wrapped the whole hall, and the people who came were all classmates, and it was indeed a small gathering between classmates as he said.

The beautiful colored lights keep changing colors and sprinkle on people's faces, making it impossible to see the real appearance of the other party, and everything looks like a hazy beauty.

In the past, Hua Xin'er didn't like clubbing, because Gu Hongxin didn't like girls clubbing. She always wants to be the perfect girl in his heart, so she never touches the things he doesn't like.

But now that Gu Hongxin has left her, he can't see the things he once hated, whether she does it or not.

The birthday prince walked to the stage with a microphone and began his "speech lines", to the effect that his classmates were welcome to his birthday party, and then party to his heart's content.

Hua Xin'er didn't want to chat with people or sing, she was only interested in the wine in front of her. I don't know how many glasses I drank, Jason had already sat next to her, and when I was drunk and hazy just now, I seemed to see Jason and Jupiter singing duet on stage, why didn't I see Jupiter this time?

Jason didn't stop her from drinking, in fact, it was out of place not to drink on this occasion. Hua Xin'er really thinks that this birthday party is not bad, at least she has found a reason to drink casually.

Just as Jason wanted to say something to her, he heard the voice of Qin Xuanzi, the protagonist of tonight, from the speaker of the stereo.

"Miss Hua Xin'er will sing for everyone, this is the birthday gift she promised to give me, everyone is welcome."

As soon as the words fell, everyone's warm applause rang out, and they all waited for her to come to the stage with expectant eyes.

But when did she say she was going to sing a song? Obviously, the gift prepared for him was still in the bag, and he didn't have time to take it out, so how did it become a blessing with a singing voice? But at the moment, I can't refuse, so I can only really go up and sing a song.

Birthday, you have to meet the occasion, so I sang the simplest song "Happy Birthday". Everyone sang along, a few simple words, and the atmosphere was good.

After singing, Hua Xin'er did not leave the stage, but ordered another song and wanted to give it to herself.

It's a very, very old song that she has never sung before, and tonight she wants to give it to herself. The music sounded, and she picked up the microphone and slowly sang:

It takes fate to love someone

How much more do you let yourself sink deeper and deeper

Don't be stupid with your naivety

To touch the restless soul

I can only wait stupidly every day

I know you're sad

Don't ask how to do it, love lasts

You'll understand this one day

I know you're sad

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