448. Dilemma
Xu Shu knew that Mama Yuan took Mrs. Zheng Si down because the queen mother had something to say to her, so she let Mrs. Zheng Si go, and sure enough, as soon as the person walked away, the queen mother spoke.
"Are you still satisfied with the identity arranged by this palace?"
Xu Shu nodded, "Thank you Niangniang for taking the trouble to arrange such a noble identity for the people's daughter, but how precious is the identity of the Zheng family's daughter-in-law, how can the people's daughter, a person who can't see the light, afford it!" ”
I'm really afraid of anything!
What she Xu Shu can't afford is not such an identity, but such a deep affection behind this identity, the closeness revealed in Mrs. Zheng's bones makes it almost impossible for her to face such a warmth, because what she brings to the Zheng family will be a catastrophe!
"As long as you are satisfied, as for whether you can afford it......" The queen smiled deeply, and the smile had a deep meaning, "As long as the palace says that you can afford it, you can afford it!" ”
"The queen mother......" Xu Shu wanted to speak and stopped.
The queen was mistaken, and frowned, "This palace doesn't seem to be very happy to see you, do you still have thoughts about the Xu family?" ”
Xu Shu shook her head, "From the moment the folk girl left the Xu family, she never thought about going back, so how could she still have the slightest thought about the Xu family?" The queen's tone was not very happy, it could be seen that she knew something about her and the Xu family, so she had no intention of concealing it, she was not a filial son and grandson, and she did not intend to pretend to be a filial son and grandson.
"That's great!" The queen's brows stretched, "The Xu family was unkind and unjust to you first, why did you take care of so much, when the confusing holy decree came down, according to the palace, you should go to the palace to theorize and understand clearly, with the support of the palace, the palace wants to see who can force you!" When I talked to the fourth sister-in-law about this before, the fourth sister-in-law was even more angry than the palace, and she said that she shouldn't have let you in the first place! ”
After speaking, the queen let out a sigh and waved her hand, "That's it, don't mention it!" If you are safe now, there will be four sisters-in-law to take care of you in the future, and the palace will be at ease! The fourth sister-in-law has no daughter, and she will treat you as a daughter! ”
The queen mother said so much, all of them wanted to imply that Mrs. Xu Shu and Mrs. Zheng Si felt sorry for Xu Shu's past experience, and she would definitely treat her well.
And Xu Shu also accepted the queen's affection, and solemnly knelt down and kowtowed to thank her, "Thank you to the queen for all this arranged for the people's daughters, so that the people's daughters can rely on their bodies and no longer suffer from drifting!" ”
The queen personally helped Xu Shu up, "In the future, you and the palace will be a family, one is prosperous, and the other is lost!" ”
Xu Shu suddenly came to her senses, the queen just asked her if she still had thoughts about the Xu family, it turned out to be this meaning, she wanted not only that she no longer had any thoughts about the Xu family, but also that all the people related to the Xu family, such as Li Ying'er......
Yesterday, Li Ying'er was lucky, although it was the queen's instructions, but it was also a choice made after the queen saw through Li Ying'er's intentions, speaking of which, this matter has a lot to do with her, if she hadn't given Li Ying'er incense, although it was just ordinary incense, but Li Ying'er still had the intention of showing off, which caused all kinds of things later.
Even if she explained later, but with Li Ying'er's luck, the queen couldn't suppress the worry in her heart after all, afraid that she would give the incense to Li Ying'er, the young Li Ying'er was more likely to give birth to the prince earlier than the queen, and it was absolutely impossible for her to give this opportunity to others when the queen herself was still likely to give birth to the prince.
That's why the queen invited Mrs. Zheng Si so quickly, wanted to give her this title, and put her in the camp of the Zheng family, completely cutting off all ties between her and the past, I'm afraid that she doesn't even have to go back to Xihuaxuan at this moment!
"Yes! The folk girl understands! The folk girl went back to pack up her things, and when Mrs. Zheng Si came back, the folk girl would go out of the palace! Xu Shu spoke tentatively.
"No need, the palace has already arranged for someone to clean it up for you!"
Sure enough, I don't have to go back!
Xu Shu nodded obediently.
When Mrs. Zheng Si came back from her makeup, the palace maid packed up the things Xu Shu left in Xihuaxuan into a small package and handed it to Xu Shu, and when Mrs. Zheng Si saw this, she took it over and handed it to the maid behind her, and said goodbye to the queen, "I have been bothering the mother for a long time, and the courtiers should go back, and the old lady is still waiting for news at home!" ”
The queen nodded, raised her hand and walked the palace maid in with the gift box, "Mother is old, these things are some nourishing holy products for longevity, take them back to your mother to eat!" ”
"Thank you, Queen!" Mrs. Zheng Si personally took the gift box, and the maidservant took the one that could not be taken by the maid.
Out of Kunning Palace, waiting for a soft sedan chair at the door, Mrs. Zheng Si pulled Xu Shu to sit up, seeing that Xu Shu was still a little uncomfortable, Mrs. Zheng Si was not annoyed, but felt that this was normal, if Xu Shu rushed to get close to her, she would have to respond, so she said patiently, "The queen is in a hurry to send the news, it's too late to arrange a new yard for you, after going to Zheng's house, you will live in my yard first, the lord took an errand out of Beijing, your two brothers are studying outside, I am also very lonely, and it is a comfort to have you as a companion, You just think of it as a relative, you don't have to be too restrained! "What's more important is that Xu Shu lives with her, those who want to find out the news about good things, and those who want to find fault with Xu Shu don't dare to come!
Mrs. Zheng's kind attitude made Xu Shu's guilt even deeper, and she could only nod her head heavily, and the "mother" couldn't be screamed!
Looking at the palace maid's clothes on Xu Shu's body, Mrs. Zheng Si shook her head, touched the material again, and saw that the texture was very rough, and she was even more dissatisfied, "Go back and make a few new clothes for you, a little girl of your age should be bright and bright to be worthy of this flowery and bone-like years!" ”
"Madame...... I ......," Xu Shu lowered her head, "Thank you, madam!" ”
Seeing that Xu Shu was still very restrained, Mrs. Zheng Si sighed and said, "Although it was the queen's order to recognize you as a daughter, none of this is important!" I just know that when I see you, I feel very kind, and this is the fate of the two of us! Besides, I should have a daughter who is just the same size as you, but I don't have this mother-daughter fate with her, more than ten years have passed, and I have always regretted it! I also know that you are not her, you are not my daughter, but I am willing to treat you as if you were my daughter, are you willing? ”
"I ......" couldn't speak as if it was blocked by something, Xu Shu's hand in the sleeve clenched into a fist, trying to alleviate the feeling of guilt that was thick for a while, but it was all in vain after all! It was she who involved the Zheng family in Zhou Jin's chess game, even though at the beginning she found the queen just to avenge the slap of the eldest prince and wanted the eldest prince to fall out of favor, but later the Song family had an accident, and Zhou Jin intervened again, and she had no choice for the sake of the tenth sister......
How should she repay Mrs. Zheng Si's motherly heart?
Now she is finally in a dilemma......
Mrs. Zheng looked at Xu Shu earnestly, Xu Shu finally raised her head, her face was solemn like never before, "I am willing!" ”