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Li Zhiyuan left, Yan Luoxi lowered her eyes and looked at the sticky note paper in her hand, and what suddenly flashed in front of her eyes was the situation when her father carried her to see the lantern exhibition when she was a child and bought her sugar gourds.

Her eyes were hot, and she hurried to the side of the road with a sticky note, hailed a taxi, and went straight to the hospital.

When she came to the inpatient department, she stood at the door of the ward, but she couldn't muster up the courage to knock on the door, since she was kicked out of the house at the age of fifteen, she actually secretly went back every Chinese New Year.

Seeing her father and Li Manni's mother and daughter's family of three happy, she would think that she was really superfluous.

After so many years, she still remembers that when the snow was falling, she hid outside the community, and saw them talking and laughing into the house, and she was not without resentment in her heart.

Yan Luoxi's hand was raised several times, and then put it down several times, but in the end she still couldn't knock on the door and enter.

Just as he turned to leave, an old voice came from behind him, "Loshi, is that you?" ”

Yan Luoxi's back straightened suddenly, her hand hanging by her side clenched into a fist, and at that moment she wanted to escape, but she turned around stiffly, and on the corridor, Lu Zhaoran pushed the old man to stand in front of her.

The old man was in his old age, and he didn't have the heroic spirit of the year, he looked at her earnestly, "Luoxi, my child, you have suffered outside all these years. ”

Yan Luoxi looked at the old man lightly, and she said, "I'm just passing by." ”

The old man's eyes were dim, and when Lu Zhaoran saw this, he frowned and said, "Luo Xi, uncle misses you very much, since you came to see him on purpose, how can you bear to say these words to break his heart?" ”

Yan Luoxi pursed her lips, looking at the old man who was so thin that he seemed to have only skin and bones left, he was old, and he was no longer the man who drove her out of the house with the majesty back then.

She said lightly, "Where are you going now?" ”

"Go to the chemotherapy room." Lu Zhaoran's tone softened significantly.

Yan Luoxi turned around, "Which way is the chemotherapy room going?" ”

In the end, it is her biological father, he has little time, and thinking about the past will only leave her with regrets in the future.

Lu Zhaoran was overjoyed, he hurriedly pushed the old man to catch up with her, and the three of them walked to the chemotherapy room together, but the estrangement that had not been seen for nearly ten years was not so easy to eliminate.

Yan Luoxi didn't say a word all the way, until Lu Zhaoran handed Yan Yingjie to the nurse, he looked back at Yan Luoxi who was leaning against the wall, he walked over and stood beside her.

"I've seen all the news lately, are you okay?"

Yan Luoxi shook his head, "I'm fine. ”

"It's okay if you're okay, Luo Xi, he's ......" Lu Zhaoran hesitated for a moment and continued: "Is he good to you?" ”

Yan Luoxi looked at the closed chemotherapy room, she didn't know why Lu Zhaoran asked her this, but she still replied, "Well, he is very good to me." ”

Lu Zhaoran smiled bitterly, "Luo Xi, I was wrong at the beginning, I'm sorry, we said that we wanted to be each other's only, but I betrayed your trust, I regret it." ”

Yan Luoxi's fingers hanging down her side curled up slightly, and she looked up at him, "Lu Zhaoran, why are you still telling me this now?" ”

Lu Zhaoran looked at her in a daze, "You know what? Recently, my uncle told me a lot of things about when you were a child, and he remembered everything so clearly, that he actually loved you. ”

Yan Luoxi lowered his eyes, "If he loves me, he won't kick me out of the house, whether I live or die." ”

Lu Zhaoran shook his head, "No, you misunderstood him, he didn't care about your life or death, in fact, he has been paying attention to you all these years, he will secretly go to school to see you, and also remember your results in each test." ”

Yan Luoxi's heart was shocked, "How do you know this?" ”

"Uncle can't find anyone to talk to you about these words, he knows that I have been in a relationship with you, so he told me, he doesn't want to tell you through my mouth, but wants to find someone who knows you to confide, Roshi, forgive him." Lu Zhaoran said sincerely.

Yan Luo hoped for the closed door of the chemotherapy room, and she said lightly: "Lu Zhaoran, you haven't experienced it, you don't know how difficult it is to forgive." ”

"I know, Luo Xi, I once resented your ruthlessness, you don't want to be in a three-year relationship, I also used to be angry with you, and Li Zhi**, but in the end, I realized that no matter what I do, there is no way to forget you." Lu Zhaoran's voice hid remorse.

Yan Luoxi didn't want to hear him repent, no matter how a relationship ends, in the final analysis, fate is over, she said: "That's all in the past, you don't have to dwell on it anymore." ”

Lu Zhaoran shook his head, "Luo Xi, I can't get over it in my heart, if I didn't have a ghost at that time, maybe we ......"

"There are no ifs." Yan Luoxi's voice was extremely calm, she turned her head to look at Lu Zhaoran, "You know that there is never an if, so don't say these words again in the future, be good with Li Zhiyuan, even if you are sorry for me, I still hope you can be happy." ”

Lu Zhaoran's lips moved, looking at her cold side face, he didn't say anything in the end, he had completely lost her. During this time, he has been staying by Yan Yingjie's side, but he is just waiting, and when she figures it out one day, she will come to visit Yan Yingjie.

At that time, maybe he will be able to see her. Explain the past clearly, even if she still can't forgive, he can let go, and then really start over.

An hour and a half later, Yan Yingjie came out of chemotherapy, and his whole person was as stunned as an eggplant beaten by frost, looking unrefreshed. Yan Luoxi looked at him like this, but after all, he couldn't bear it, and walked over and pushed the wheelchair to the ward.

Back in the ward, Lu Zhaoran hugged Yan Yingjie to bed, covered the quilt thoughtfully, and said, "Luo Xi, you are here with your uncle, and I will go downstairs to buy food." ”

Yan Luoxi was suddenly a little at a loss, but Lu Zhaoran had already walked out of the door, and she looked at the old man lying on the hospital bed with a disgraced face, "You... Do you want to drink water? ”

Yan Yingjie lifted his eyelids, looking at her who was close at hand, he patted the side of the bed, "Luo Xi, come and sit, let Dad take a good look at you." ”

Yan Luoxi stood still and didn't move, she bit her lower lip slightly, "You have a good rest, I'll go back first." ”

As soon as she turned around, a faint voice came from behind her, "I know, you refuse to forgive me, Dad has always regretted what happened back then, I'm sorry for kicking you out of the house back then." ”

Yan Luoxi closed her eyes, and she said lightly: "I want to thank you, it was you who taught me that even the closest people can't be relied on, if it weren't for your ruthlessness, I wouldn't be where I am today." ”

Yan Yingjie's pupils constricted, looking at the stubborn back, he regretted not being at the beginning, "Luo Xi ......"

"You can recuperate in peace, I will come to see you again." After Yan Luoxi finished speaking, she walked out of the ward, she leaned against the wall, closed her eyes heavily, and felt uncomfortable in her heart.

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