Chapter 20: Hope for Living

Mu Xi didn't ask why, because she knew that it was a scar that Shen Mu didn't want others to know, just like her.

"Why shouldn't I?" Muhi's voice was ethereal, crisp in the dimly lit room.

When she was a child, she was like a little grass, growing slowly in the darkness of the day, even a little bit of sunshine and a little rain was a sweet spring for her growth. In elementary school and junior high school, she could only use her grades to please her in exchange for encouragement from her teacher. She has low self-esteem, fears abandonment, and is careful to please others.

Because she is afraid of being blocked after school every day, and she is afraid that her homework book will be torn. As long as no one bullies her, she can be happy for many days, even if her classmates are impatient to ignore her. She was isolated, scolded, and submissive.

When I got home, I was worried every day that the debtor would come, and I was worried all day long, and I had to endure my grandmother's abuse. Those days, like a nightmare, have been pestering Muxi, and every time I dream back at midnight, I will be shocked into a cold sweat.

It wasn't until his father was arrested that Mushi understood that people need to be strong and not to provoke right and wrong, but not to be bullied all the time. You can not be a bad person, but you can't be a bad person. So now she has revenge.

"Muhi, if I kill someone one day, will you still be my good friend?" Mu Xi couldn't see Shen Mu's expression clearly, but Mu Xi could think that the current Shen Mu must be desperate! Shen Mu continued: "I've thought about it, kill him, and I'll commit suicide."

"Do you think you'll be freed if you kill someone you hate?" Mushi asked with some amusement. The current Shen Mu is much like himself two years ago. "Shen Mu, let me tell you, if you kill him, you won't change anything, you will only change your fate." Muhi sighed, and then said: "In fact, there are many solutions to everything, and it is not necessary to use such an extreme way."

"Aren't you scared when I say this?" Shen Mu asked.

"What's there to be afraid of, haven't you done it yet?"

"Do you think I'm a bad person? Is it a pervert? Shen Mu wondered that Mu Xi was kidnapped once, why was he not afraid of anything?

"I used to think the same way you did, huh." Muhi smiled faintly in the dark night.

"Mu Xi ......" Shen Mu was speechless for a while. She looked at Mu Xi incredulously, this girl who was cold and indifferent, with excellent grades and arrogant personality in her memory, had she ever been so desperate?

"Look at me, aren't I alive and well now? When you're very angry, calm down for three seconds and things will be much easier. Now you are all gifts from God, and there will be hope when you live. Mu Xi gently hugged Shen Mu's shoulders and said, "Don't be afraid, you still have me!" You have to believe that happiness is not absent. ”

Shen Mu hugged Mu Xi back distressedly and said, "I know."

"Can you tell me your story?" Mushi asked.

Shen Mu thought for a while and said, "I can't say it now, because I'm not ready, when I have the courage to face it, I'll tell you, okay?" ”

"Okay."

On a summer night, two people with cold hearts hugged each other tightly and absorbed each other's warmth.

The next day, Shen Mu told her mother that she had been with Mu Xi all summer vacation.

Shen Mu's mother specially took 3,000 yuan for living expenses to Brother Xiang, but Shen Mu took it over and said indifferently, "You can go." Shen Mu's mother is about thirty-five, but she looks very young, with a round face and big eyes, very similar to Shen Mu.

"Mr. Xiang, hello, I am Shen Mu's mother, my name is Tang Min, my child is a little rebellious, please bear with me."

"It's okay, as long as you don't dislike me for being a small place." Xiang Huanan said politely.

At noon, Luo Lanyue counted a few people and said happily: "From now on, there is another little princess in our family, Bailong, you have to take good care of Mu Mu."

Bai Long: "Yes, Sir."

"Okay, let's eat, don't make trouble." Xiang Huanan patted Bailong on the shoulder and told him to sit down and eat.

"Sister Lanyue, your kindergarten is on vacation, why do you still go to school every day?" Mushi asked.

"School decoration, I have to go over and watch, I can't be sloppy." Luo Lanyue opened a kindergarten with a friend and planned to decorate it during the summer vacation.

"By the way, you and Mu Mu don't run around, I asked a friend to borrow a book for you in the second year of high school, you read it carefully, if you don't understand something, wait for Teacher Xia to come, you ask him."

"Who is Teacher Xia?" Shen Mu asked.

"The tutor I asked you to take seriously and study hard." Xiang South China rarely said seriously.

"Oh, no!" Mu Xi and Shen Mu both cried with sad faces, and finally they could play recklessly, and they actually had to go to class.

A large part of the summer vacation has passed in the days of make-up classes, and the remaining time is only about a week. Luo Lanyue said that the rest of the time, let the two of them relax and welcome the start of school.

The temperature in August in the south was more than 40 degrees, and Shen Mu and Mu Xi were lying on the clean floor, enjoying the air conditioner. Muxi is watching [The Little Prince], she has already watched it N times. And Shen Mu was reading her star magazine. "Muxi, you say, life is like this every day, how comfortable it is!"

"Well, it's just a little boring."

"Then let's watch a movie!" Shen Mu got up, turned on the computer, and searched to see if there were any good movies.

"Hey, look at this, Zhang Ziyi and Andy Lau's cooperation between the actor and actress must be good-looking." Mushi pointed to "Ambush on All Sides" and said.

"Don't, I want to see the long-legged Oba, I want to see the little fresh meat." Shen Mu is coquettish.

"Look at what little fresh meat, the old bacon is good-looking, be good, listen to me." Mu Xi patted Shen Mu's head, and then clicked on the movie.

The plot of the movie is still very good, better than the school that always asks students to watch war movies. When Takeshi Kaneshiro's wicked smile bloomed on his handsome face, Shen Mu and Mu Xi almost screamed. "Muxi, you're right, the old bacon is also good-looking."

When I saw Zhang Ziyi's sexy and beautiful figure bathing in the water, I couldn't help but sigh amazingly, a woman's body when she grows up is really beautiful.

When they undressed each other on the grass with Takeshi Kaneshiro, Mu Xi and Shen Mu glanced at each other, and then covered their eyes screaming, seeing such a shameful picture for the first time, the two of them had their hearts beating faster and their faces were red.

At this time, someone happened to knock on the door, and the two people in the movie were still struggling to the death. Shen Mu immediately hurriedly turned off the video, because he was nervous, he couldn't click on the crossing. Mu Xi watched Shen Mu not be able to turn off the video, and he was clever and pressed the shutdown on the chassis.

Shen Mucai went to open the door with peace of mind, and as soon as the door was opened, Liang Kuan, Qiao Shaoyu, Ou Yang, and Bailong all came. They came in and felt that the atmosphere was a little wrong, and Bai Long asked, "You two, you were screaming happily just now, why don't you speak now?"

Looking at the blush on the faces of the two girls, the hair was a little messy, and the eyes were flickering, unnatural, and the atmosphere was a little awkward. Looking at the computer again, it was still shutting down, Liang Kuan smiled evilly, and said, "You two, are you hiding from watching a small movie, huh?"

"What, what little movie? We didn't look at anything. Shen Mu stammered and explained.

"It's Huang ...... Oops, why does it hurt so much? Before Liang Kuan finished speaking, he was punched in the shoulder by Qiao Shaoyu. Just you talk a lot of nonsense. ”

"You guys, go out, all go out, who told you to come into my room?" Mu Xi kicked them all out, closed the door, and looked at Shen Mu, who also looked at her. Mu Xi whispered: "Now I can't even wash it by jumping into the Yellow River." Shen Mu nodded in agreement.

Now that they don't have the face to see Qiao Shaoyu and them, Shen Mu and Mu Xi have been hiding from them for many days.

One night, "Mu Mu, you said that we were avoiding them like this, isn't it a bit like this without three hundred taels of silver?" ”

"What can I do? As soon as I see Ouyang, I blush, and I can't face them normally now. Shen Mula covered his face with the quilt, and when he remembered that picture, his heart was beating faster and his face was flushed.

"We didn't see anything, maybe the next shot, there won't be. I think we reacted too violently and they might have misunderstood. Mu Xi also pulled the quilt to cover her face, what if Qiao Shaoyu thought she was that kind of person?

"Mushi, what do you say kisses are like?"

"I don't know."

"I read comics, there are domineering strong kisses, and gentle kisses, which one do you like?" Shen Mu got up and sat down, leaning his back against the head of the bed.

"It depends! I like sunny and gentle boys. Mushi replied.

"You don't like Ouyang, do you?" Shen Mu asked solemnly.

"No way, I don't like Ouyang."

"Oh, Mushi, you say, what if one day, we fall in love with the same person?"

"You've read too many novels! Then the bloody thing came out. I'm never going to fall in love with the same guy as you. Mushi also got up and sat down.

"We both like sunny and gentle boys, and I'm afraid I like the same one."

"Don't worry, it won't. Go to bed early! Mu Xi comforted Shen Mu. This kind of thing doesn't happen