The beginning of the heart is difficult to calm Chapter 53: The dream of the giant whale falling into all things
Lin Paris didn't know what he was thinking at the moment, and under the blurred spotlight, Lin Xingxing called her several times without responding.
"Hey, Paris, there are a couple of good-looking little brothers on the other side of the stage!"
"Hey, Paris, what did you do if I called you?"
"Hey, Lin Paris, you've drunk too much, haven't you? Are you dead? ”
"Hey, Lin Paris, your bra is off! The dew point is up! ”
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Lin Xingxing was like a chatterbox, and the ink kept hanging next to Lin Paris. But Lin Paris is like a deaf and mute person, she doesn't know what dead corner her thoughts have drifted into, she can't get out, and others can't get in.
Lin Paris felt that there was something indescribable that was passing away from her life. Those things were like time to let her go away, and it was a little scary to disappear. They danced together in the nightmare of no one, and she even longed for the wind to blow a little stronger, if only it could sweep her away!
Lin Paris had always thought that he had a relationship acquisition disorder, and it was a severe one! Otherwise, why do you feel completely bored with people other than Lin Xingxing? Now she finally understands that she is thinking too much! It's not that Lin Paris doesn't know how to love, it's just that she hasn't met someone she loves very much! So, don't you meet it now!
When I saw Yang, I was wrong for life, and when I met Guo Xiang, I was wrong for a hundred years.
At that time, Lin Paris didn't know that what she desperately wanted to throw away at that time was actually the most cherished thing for her in the future.
The story of her and Chu Xinping, hating that she couldn't get it for life.
One parting and two widths is a lifelong regret!
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In the years that followed, I tried many ways to get out of this relationship, but to this day I have been in this relationship and have never been relieved.
In the days that followed, I chose endless nights, endless cigarettes, endless wine, and endless new love...
It's not that I'm still feeling sorry for you, but I'm just unhappy.
I don't know how to remember it before it will reverberate.
But I really don't forget it.
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After three rounds of drinking, Lin Chang left the White Horse River with the two girls who were already slightly drunk.
"Sister-in-law, go slowly!"
Zhao Sihai led a group of people to stand at the door of Baimajiang and watched Lin Chang and the others leave, until he couldn't see the taillights of the Mercedes-Benz, Zhao Sihai straightened his bent waist.
"Big brother, that forced girl really doesn't know how to lift, isn't it just a big brother? Still 。。。。。 ”
"Smack!"
The man stood on the edge of Zhao Sihai and began to complain about Lin Chang's ignorance, but Zhao Sihai directly punched him back, and the man who hit him was a little overwhelmed, and the corners of his mouth instantly flowed blood.
"Do you think Lin Chang is just a big brother? Do you think that a person of the height of Brother Li can marry Lin Chang and go home, just because she is a beauty pageant champion? Just because she's good-looking? ”
In the dark night, rows of tree shadows swayed in the breeze like ghosts.
Zhao Sihai took out a tissue from his trouser pocket and handed it to his henchman who was oozing blood from the corner of his mouth. He unbuttoned the white shirt on his body and continued: "Our first task now is to get rid of these two stores, I heard that the police in City C have already started to investigate Long Qi." Everyone is in the same boat, and it is inevitable that the pond fish will suffer. A character of Lin Chang's level, we can't afford to provoke it! Don't look at her like a little girl, she's not as simple as you think! I heard that Lao Li contacted government officials in the Golden Triangle, but she was the one who pulled the string! That little, hehe... You're all in good spirits for me, and you can't make a mistake! The person who has the strength to take over these two stores and clean up this mess and let us get out of the whole body is now the only one who has her! ”
Zhao Sihai suddenly raised his head and smiled gloomily, making the little brothers next to him tremble. But there are a few people who are not afraid of death, and the more scared they are, the more they want to inquire curiously: "Brother Hai, isn't Lin Chang also one of us?" It is rumored that the relationship between her eldest brother and the provincial leadership team is not ordinary, although she doesn't seem to come back all year round, she is indeed mixed with the Beijing circle! But aren't you afraid that her eldest brother will find out and make us stumble? ”
Zhao Sihai was in a good mood because of Lin Chang's arrival, and he was a little more patient than usual.
He looked at the little brother who didn't know how to "kill the cat with curiosity", and he didn't get angry like just now, and actually explained patiently: "Hehe, I've already verified it, and the relationship between Lin Chang and his family has not been very good. I heard that it was because the Lin family did not agree with her marrying Lao Li, after all, she was an old husband and a young wife! Over the years, she has only gone home a handful of times, that is, she makes a show every New Year's holiday. Her eldest brother is very busy, how can he take care of these things! Besides, her brother doesn't like him as a brother-in-law, and he doesn't care at all! Those rich people... I'm very indifferent to family affection! But it's really all about yourself! ”
"Yes, yes, yes, big brother is right, then we will all wait for Lin Chang to jump into the pit!"
"Hahahahahahaha
Several people talked happily as they walked into the White Horse River without looking back.
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After Lin Chang sent Lin Paris home, he sent Lin Xingxing home, but he went back to the hotel. On the way to the car, Lin Chang always felt that Lin Paris seemed to have something on his mind, but what flower girl could not have something on her mind? And after all, she was not her own niece, so Lin Chang didn't ask much.
After Lin Paris finished washing hastily, he lay directly on his big bed. It was half past eleven in the middle of the night, but at the moment she was not sleepy.
Lin Paris was very entangled, not knowing whether to tell Chu Xinping what he heard tonight, or to talk to Lin Chang about the ins and outs of this. But she thought of Chu Chuping's cold-blooded ruthlessness to herself yesterday, and although her relationship with Lin Chang was very good, she was not Lin Xingxing after all, and Lin Chang was not her sister-in-law. After thinking about it so carefully, I still think it's okay.
Although Lin Paris felt that the Splendid Hui was very important to Chuxinping and his party, it was not Chuxinping's assets. She really doesn't understand what is going on in the mall, so there is no need to wade into this troubled water!
Moreover, if you call Chu Chuping at this time, he won't answer! It's not like I haven't played for a while ago, and I've been playing for nearly a week!
Or, someone will pick it up, but it's Ying Fei who can pick it up! Lin Paris thought about it and fell asleep deeply, what had happened these days really made her feel too tired.
In the middle of the night, Lin Paris had a long dream, and the dream was an endless blue sea and blue sky.
"That's right! It was a deep blue sea, a light blue sky..."
Whenever Lin Paris recalls that dream, he still remembers the scene in the dream clearly.
She remembered that the sky in her dream was gradually turning white, and she remembered that the waves in her dream were crashing against the sky in the distance.
She remembered that the scene in her dream became clearer and clearer, and then she saw Chuxinping's face so clearly.
Chu Xin smiled peacefully, and told her such a story in the sky, in the distance, in the place where she could reach but could not touch:
"You know what? Paris, when a whale dies in the sea, its carcass eventually sinks to the bottom of the sea. Biologists have given this process a romantic name called ———— whale fall.
Whales are spiritual and can foresee their own death. When the whale knows that its life is coming to an end, it will leave alone and find a quiet sea area to be its own graveyard. When the whale dies, its carcass slowly falls to the bottom of the sea, creating an entire ecosystem in the nutrient-scarce depths.
This ecosystem can sustain the animals of the ocean for hundreds of years, and it has become the warmest oasis in the ocean, which is the last tenderness it leaves to the sea.
The giant whale falls, and all things are born. Every whale death is a gift to the ocean.
But no one has ever asked about it, and it will be afraid of the deep sea... There is no sunlight at the bottom of the sea that it loves... Actually, it can be lonely... It will also feel cold..."
Chuxin Ping is snow-white, and the white is somewhat transparent. His tone of voice was calm and long, Lin Paris didn't know why she was crying, it was this gentle and indifferent feeling that made her feel distressed inexplicably.
Chu Xin Ping looked at her with a smile in his dream, and then Lin Paris watched Chu Xin Ping slowly walk to the middle of the ocean, he slowly sank on the surface of the sea, until he finally sank to the bottom of the sea and disappeared, Lin Paris was awakened instantly.
The sky had already lit up early, and the room was like a war, pillows and pillows were thrown to the floor, and the quilt was half-dragged to the ground.
The alarm clock at the bedside rang over and over again, along with the ringtone of the mobile phone, on which was a call from Lin Xingxing.
Lin Paris looked at the time, it was already half past six in the morning. She suddenly remembered that today was the beginning of school, and she finally woke up from her dream when she thought of it.
"Lin Paris, Sister Lin, should I buy you a hearing aid? Look at how many times I've called you? I'll be downstairs at your house right away! You're ready to go downstairs! ”
As soon as Lin Paris picked up the phone, Lin woke up and made a loud noise on the other side of the phone. Lin Paris didn't feel deafening, but felt a sense of security, which was the fireworks she was familiar with and used to.
"Oh, I'll be downstairs in twenty minutes!"
Lin Paris hung up the phone, took off his pajamas that were already wet with sweat, quickly walked to the bathroom and took a shower, and then put on his school uniform and carried his schoolbag.
Before Lin Paris went out, he stood by the shoe cabinet and looked at himself in the dressing mirror, the face in the mirror was covered with two extremely serious dark circles, as if someone had just punched him twice. Lin Paris said to himself: "I'd better take care of myself first!" ”