Chapter 152: Helpless and pretending to be stupid

If that's the case, there's nothing Quan Ye can do, after all, who would offend those partners for the sake of a commoner's wife?

So in this way, even if Zheng Xichen can live without worrying about food and clothing, he will not be happy.

It's better to live an ordinary life with an honest man for a lifetime.

It's bland, but at least it's safe.

I will not easily give my sincerity, and my heart will not be easily trampled on by others.

However, it will not be vigorous and unforgettable.

In the past, Zheng Guoan was just thinking about getting by, looking for someone who could live with him for a lifetime, but the sky was not as good as people wanted, every time he thought about it, God just let him meet Xichen's mother.

It's a subtle feeling.

The person who was so cowardly and so ordinary, when he met another person, burst out with magical power.

What he pursues is quiet or bland, while Xichen's mother likes freedom and passion.

Two unrelated people met, and he didn't even know what to talk about with Xichen's mother.

Every time we met, it was Xichen's mother who looked at him with bright eyes, talking about the sky and the earth, and talking about the beautiful sky she longed for.

He tried hard to suppress his feelings, and he didn't want to really invest the rest of his life in someone who didn't have the same temperament, but was just together because he just liked it.

But how can you hide your true love for someone? Often liking is enough.

Your eyes, your look, everything about you will change because of her.

She departed, lamenting and sighing, and she arrived, cheering.

Reason is telling himself, no, if she chooses, then the rest of his life will be upside down, but there is a voice whispering in his heart: "As long as it's her, it's fine." ”

Even if there is no future in the future, he will want to break through, even if he knows that there is no way out, he is willing to hit his head and break the bloodstream.

When I'm not sure if I'll be happy for the rest of my life, it's safe enough to just hold your hand.

Love is really a magical thing, it always makes people make decisions that they would not make, and even hurt themselves, but they are willing to do it.

It's like Zheng Guoan can become brave because of it, and Zheng Xichen can become willful because of it.

Maybe their father and daughter can only reach a consensus on this point.

That's because it's you, that's why I'm willing.

And he thought of these words in his heart, probably he would never tell Zheng Xichen, just like Zheng Xichen would not tell him what happened to her, and this little tacit understanding was ignored.

Quan Ye didn't want to pay attention to Zheng Guoan's thoughts at all, he was such an arrogant person.

To make him look affordable, there is no other way except strength and temperament, and Zheng Guoan is Zheng Xichen's father, which Quan Ye can't choose, so Quan Ye can at most promise that he won't be angry, but he won't agree with his ideas.

And anyone who knows Kwon Ye knows one thing.

He hates it when others mention Yan Yi the most.

Maybe in the past few years since Yan Yi left, Quan Ye has changed a lot, but this does not mean that his love will also be reduced, for Quan Ye, sometimes, liking someone is a thing for a long time, and it will be a lifetime.

He is so arrogant, before he fell in love with Yan Yi, he felt that he could easily catch what he wanted, and he was the leader of the business district in the capital, how could he not be arrogant?

At that time, he could be said to be proud of the spring breeze, and he stepped on the Chang'an flowers in one day.

And Yan Yi leaving him at this time was tantamount to a slap in the face.

He didn't like the feeling of powerlessness that he couldn't control, but he was also obsessed with it.

If everything can be done easily, then what's the point of life?

So for Yan Yi, it has always been an insignificant scar in his heart, symbolizing failure.

He likes Yan Yi, so he wants Yan Yi to like him too, and slowly, this kind of unconvinced and unyielding love gradually turned into an obsession that he couldn't ask for, which made him feel like a fish in his throat.

He hated the feeling of not being able to ask for it, but he couldn't give it up.

That's why a dead cycle has been formed, not only making himself uncomfortable, but also making the people who love him uncomfortable, Zhang Xiaorong before, and Zheng Xichen now.

Seeing Quan Ye's brows slowly furrowed, Zheng Xichen couldn't help laughing at himself, didn't he even get used to it, the person Quan Ye originally loved was not her.

She has been comforting herself that she is the princess waiting for the prince and the warrior to save her in the pagoda, and Quan Ye is her lucky knight, but she ignores that she and Quan Ye are just two people who can't ask for the same thing.

Their love was never pure.

Knowing that there would be no results, it turned out to be a mistake even to start.

Just like Quan Ye likes Yan Yi, Zheng Xichen also likes Quan Ye.

The two seem to be lingering, but in fact they look like they are separated.

Quan Ye did give Zheng Xichen a lot of happiness, but since he fell in love with him, what he gave Zheng Xichen the most was endless pain.

How long will this pain last?

Looking at his lover, sleeping beside him, but the person in his heart is not himself.

Isn't that the biggest joke.

Zheng Xichen has been lying to herself, but she is not a fool, she is not a stone, she will also be sad, she will cry, she will feel pain, and she will feel disappointed.

This kind of love is indeed vigorous, but in the end, it will inevitably end dismally.

Quan Ye lowered his head slightly, hiding the dark light in his eyes, his thin lips tightened, and then slowly let go, and said indifferently: "This is not bothering, and besides, I came here today to simply ask you to marry Zheng Xichen to me, if you don't agree, you don't need to say it anymore, it's enough to ask Xichen's opinion." ”

Having said this, the meaning is already obvious, that is, I don't want to say more.

Zheng Guoan also knew that he was not qualified to ask, but he didn't expect Quan Ye to refuse so bluntly.

That Zheng Xichen

Zheng Xichen can bear it, but he feels unwilling, his daughter is going to give the rest of his life to such a man, and he doesn't even love her!

"Mr. Quan, do you really want to marry Xichen because you really love her?" Zheng Guoan gritted his teeth and asked, his eyes staring at Quan Ye, as if he had to ask an answer today.

Hearing Zheng Guoan's question, Zheng Xichen's heart missed a beat, his eyes were slightly red, and he didn't know what to do.

Quan Ye was even more irritable, feeling that Zheng Guoan could only be a person who lived in this kind of place, and he didn't know what to say and what not to say.

Just as he wanted to speak, he heard Zheng Xichen suddenly say, "Dad, it's almost night, how about we go out for dinner?" ”

Rao is a person like Zheng Guoan who is not good at talking, except for this topic, which turned very bluntly.

"Isn't it too early to have dinner now, but just now," Zheng Guoan asked with some doubts, but halfway through, he couldn't say anything.

Because Zheng Xichen cried.

I didn't notice it before, because Zheng Xichen had not spoken up, and her tone was very normal, so that Zheng Guoan always felt that he was standing up for his daughter.

So when it comes to Xingtou, he just wants Quan Ye to say why, but he doesn't think that maybe his daughter knows about it.

His current behavior is tantamount to stabbing his daughter in the bottom of her heart, and she refuses to stop when she is drenched in blood, and she refuses to stop until Zheng Xichen can't help it.

He looked at Zheng Xichen cautiously, and there was suddenly a trace of fear on his face that had no scared expression when he faced Quan Ye just now.

He was afraid, he was afraid that what he was thinking was true, and he was afraid that his daughter would really follow her old path.

A road that you know will not end well, and you know that it is all difficult.

However, even if they decided to be with Xichen's mother back then, it was because they were indeed in love, and they could laugh and hold hands and go down together.

And now, Zheng Xichen seems to be wandering alone.

If Quan Ye is just because of indifference, his heart door is full of thick ice, no matter how hard Zheng Xichen tries, he needs to slowly open the door of his heart, then at least there will be a result.

But what if there are other people you like?

What if the person he likes appears again after he and Zheng Xichen get married?

Kwon Yehui chooses his wife or his son's mother.

The answer is unknown from Kwon Ye's reaction.

Zheng Xichen raised his hand, slowly wiped away his tears, and then raised a beautiful smile and said, "It's not very early, you can go, go and prepare while eating!" ”

Every word she said seemed to pop out between her teeth, and she clearly said in an indifferent tone, but the muscles on her face were trembling slightly, and her bright eyes had long been soaked with tears, and they were exuding a dim light, no longer bright.

But Zheng Xichen really tried hard to hold back.

Actually, she didn't want to cry either.

From a long, long time ago, her mother told her that a crying child must be a child who is not brave, a child that God will not bless, so even if she encounters a painful wound and no matter how annoying things are, she can endure it.

Quietly tell yourself that you can't cry, you can't cry, so you're not brave.

But she was really trying to hold back this time.

But if the wound in the bottom of the heart is just bleeding, then gauze is enough, but what if it is directly cracked?

That's how she feels right now.

Even when I was going to be a doctor before, but I was squeezed out by those who went through the relationship, and I couldn't fulfill my dream, I never had such pain.

It was like a rusted blade tearing through the pain, and she couldn't do it even if she wanted to.