Hello, I'm Lin Paris Chapter 40: Regrets in 2008 and 2018
After the afternoon exams, there were still a few hours left before the end of school. Because the teachers of each subject have to mark the papers, the first-year students go to the playground to move freely under the leadership of the class leaders, and at the same time they are nervously preparing for the next opening ceremony.
Lin Paris didn't know if it was because she was sleepy or didn't do well in the exam, anyway, she couldn't keep up her spirits these days, so she casually found a reason to sleep in the class and didn't choose to come out.
Cui Yuelin was also forcibly taken away by the physical education teacher for special training because he was a sports student, but Zhou Mo did not appear as always. On the huge playground, Lin Xingxing and Xu Ziang walked on the red plastic runway one after the other without saying a word.
The weather at the end of September was exceptionally good, with a blue sky, a few clouds moving slowly with the wind, and the sun shrouded in warmth.
On such a day, even if the moldy mood is taken out to dry, it will be as bright as new, not to mention the two people who are in love for the first time.
When the sun shines impartially, it shines on Lin Xingxing's face that does not need any cosmetics. Next to it is the red wall and green tiles, looking up is the green grass and blue sky, with such a clean and bright girl in front of him, Xu Ziang feels that this is the most beautiful picture he has ever seen and remembered.
"Xu Ziang, thank you today, if it weren't for you, I guess I would have to hand in a blank paper again." Lin Xingxing, who was walking in front, suddenly turned around and stuck out his tongue at Xu Ziang, looking playful and cute.
Lin Xingxing's smile was clear and bright, and his eyes were small but bright, exuding a kind of soul-seducing magic. The charm of the girl is the easiest to touch the heart of the teenager at that time.
Xu Ziang couldn't help but be a little stupid when he watched Lin Xingxing wake up, and he couldn't speak for a long time. I was in a hurry to gesticulate, and I didn't notice the stones at the link between the lawn and the runway under my feet for a while, and I tripped over the stones and fell into the lawn all at once.
"Hahaha!!"
"Hahahahaha!!"
Lin Xingxing looked at Xu Ziang who fell on the lawn, and laughed directly, making the boy, who was already easily shy, even more red at the base of his ears when he saw this embarrassment.
Lin Xingxing laughed enough and didn't pull Xu Ziang up, and Xu Ziang kept blushing and lowering his head, sitting on the grass and not moving. A few minutes later, Lin Xingxing sat directly next to Xu Ziang, and the two of them swaggered and lay on the green grass.
"Walking in the Wind and Sunshine Today"
"Suddenly so gentle"
"The tenderness of heaven and the tenderness of the earth"
"Like you hold me"
“...”
Lin Xingxing took out his mobile phone, turned on the music player, and put on the gentleness of Mayday. Xu Ziang also lay on the side without saying a word, looked at Lin Xingxing's side face, and lay quietly on the grass with her.
The sun was warm, and her smile made him feel like life was too long. At that time, he was really willing to accompany this girl until the world was desolate.
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Ten years later.
August 24, 2018.
National Bird's Nest Stadium, Beijing.
On the eve of Xu Ziang's wedding.
The scene of the Mayday tour.
There is less than a week left before Xu Ziang's wedding, and Xu Ziang's new wife is also a fan of Mayday, so she has to listen to a Mayday concert on the eve of the wedding of the two to say goodbye to those dying youth.
At the end of the concert, a bustling light rain fell in the night sky. All the lights at the scene were suddenly turned off, everyone was holding glow sticks, and the whole audience became a sea of starlight.
Ashin still said as always: "Do you have a mobile phone?" Call someone you like and give her the following gentle song. ”
Then the music sounded, and the audience burst into tears, and tears and rain wet everyone's bodies. What could be heard on the other end of the phone was the voices in the audience, crying, laughing, humming, intermittent...
"Walking in the Wind and Sunshine Today"
"Suddenly so gentle"
"The tenderness of heaven and the tenderness of the earth"
"Like you hold me"
"Then discover the change in you"
"A Lonely Future"
"What should I do if it's cold?"
“......”
Xu Ziang cried in the rain in front of his new wife, singing along with Ashin, his eyes were red and swollen and he smirked, like a sixteen-year-old boy.
He didn't call Lin Xingxing's phone, and he didn't know in the end that Lin Xingxing hadn't changed his number for ten years for him.
He couldn't tell when they got separated, and he didn't know why, so they disappeared at the end.
"If one day, you say to me, you are going to leave me. I don't think I'm going to force it, and I'm not going to keep it. Just because I can give you the best, the most beautiful, and the last tenderness, you will hear me say to you:
I give you freedom, I give you freedom, I give you freedom, I give you freedom, I give you all, all, all, all freedom~~~. "———— Mayday Ashin
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Same day.
August 24, 2018.
Perth, Australia.
On the eve of Xu Ziang's wedding.
Half an hour after Lin Xingxing received a call from Cui Yueqi.
The sunset sky finally faded and lost any color. Lin Xingxing did not receive an invitation from Xu Ziang, not even Lin Paris. It's just that Cui Yueqi called to tell Lin Xingxing the news of the class reunion, and accidentally said that he leaked his mouth, and Cui Yueqi on the other side of the ocean regretted it afterwards.
Lin Xingxing opened the QQ mailbox, she was still looking forward to it, maybe Xu Ziang would send her an electronic version of the email invitation, but she didn't expect that what she saw was such an email.
The time is three years ago, since Lin Xing woke up to Australia, this QQ mailbox has hardly been logged in, because logging in to this mailbox requires logging in to QQ, and she feels very troublesome. is also because the bits and pieces in QQ are all related to Xu Ziang.
Lin Xingxing calmly read the email, took out his mobile phone and booked two air tickets to China. turned off the computer and walked downstairs, and took out a bottle of Penfolds from the wine cabinet on the first floor, this bottle of 2010 red wine was treasured by Lin Paris, but at this moment, Lin Xingxing was in no mood to care about this.
Lin Xingxing poured a glass of red wine and drank it all. turned on the stereo, pulled Lin Paris, who had been drunk a few hours ago, and sang the tenderness of Mayday over and over again. The email was sent to her by Xu Ziang a year ago, and it was a long, long letter.
Long old times, ten miles of peach blossoms.
Unfortunately, when she received it, it was really too late.
You in the years, clean and bright, this is the time we missed together.