022 Reluctance

The beginning of May in the capital is different from Jiangnan.

The morning breath is warm. Lin Yu'an was woken up by Xianpu, rubbed his sleepy eyes, Xianpu gently pushed open the window, and there were finches flying by.

Xian Pu had a faint smile on his face: "Girl, get up soon, I'll say hello to the old lady later."

Lin Yu'an struggled for a while, and then got up from the bed. Because she is still in the period of heavy filial piety, she dresses casually, only a crescent-colored spring shirt, Xianpu took it and put it on her, and twisted a handkerchief to wash Lin Yu'an's face.

"Idle."

Xian Pu raised his eyes and saw Lin Yu'an's bitter face, so he smiled and said, "What's the matter, girl?"

"I, I...... I'm almost losing sight of the names of the sisters, so I won't have a problem later. ”

When Xian Pu heard that it was this stubble, he laughed unceremoniously: "Girl, you are good at everything, you never forget to read, why are you so confused about remembering people?"

Seeing Xian Pu leaning forward and leaning back with a smile, Lin Yuan scratched her and tickled her, and the laughter in the room added a little vitality to the morning.

"Wang Xuanrou, Wang Xuanrui, Wang Xuanwei, Wang Xuanrong...... Who else? ”

Lin Yu'an's face was embarrassed, and Xian Pu covered her mouth and smiled: "There is also Wang Xuanyao, the girl in the second room, the girl has remembered the good and the bad, and the good and bad have been forgotten."

Seeing that Lin Yu'an didn't react, Xian Pu added: "It can be seen that this person is either a good person or a bad person, and he will not be treated well if he is not up or down in the middle."

When she was in Nanshuizhuang, Xianpu was quite quiet on weekdays, why did the water and soil in the capital still raise her to the left?

After tidying up his clothes again, Lin Yu'an came out of the warm pavilion.

As soon as I walked out, I heard Wang Xiaoniang's soft voice: "Mother, take another sip of tea."

Mrs. Wang laughed happily a few times, and seemed to take a sip of tea from the teacup: "Okay, help me up!"

In the sound of rubbing clothes, I heard Wang Xiaoniang say again: "Mother, there is something that my daughter has not said yet."

Mrs. Wang was getting dressed, and asked casually what was the matter. Wang Xiaoniang hesitated slightly, and then said: "My daughter is going to live in the Silent Moon Nunnery for a long time, copy the scriptures for her deceased husband, and pray for the blessing of the family......"

"Nonsense!"

Before the words fell, Mrs. Wang scolded loudly: "Have you ever thought about it, you went to the Silent Moon Nunnery, what should Sister An do?" You are still young, you will not marry in the future, and you don't have a pair of chopsticks in the Wang family! ”

Old Madam Wang seemed to be a little excited, and after speaking, she coughed violently, and the inner room was flustered. Pat the back on the back, hand the water over the water.

Lin Yu'an was at the door, feeling like a thunderbolt from the sky, she heard that her mother was going to the nunnery?

Although she has never been to the nunnery, she knows that it must be the Green Lantern Ancient Buddha, but she is still alive, and it is difficult to come out of the pine path for the rest of her life.

Lin Yu'an had only one thought in her heart, she didn't want her mother to go to the nunnery.

"Mother, mother, take it slow, don't worry, you listen to your daughter carefully."

I only heard the voice of my mother comforting my grandmother in the inner room, and then I heard my grandmother cough a few times, and Wang Xiaoniang's voice choked: "Mother, you know the temperament of my sister-in-law, Sister An has been dragged down by me, and she is a concubine, if I stay in the Wang family, it will be harmful to Sister An!"

Nonsense, mother she! Lin Yu'an's heart was like a knife, and he wanted to go in to stop his mother from continuing, but his feet were like being filled with lead, and he couldn't move an inch.

Mrs. Wang didn't make a sound, Wang Xiaoniang sobbed in a low voice: "Mother, my daughter only has such a bloodline, and I miss her with all my heart, if she can get good, I will be happy to eat bran and swallow vegetables, Sister An has you as a grandmother, and my daughter will be relieved!"

Huo's mother's cry also came, mixed with Wang Xiaoniang's cry: "Girl, you are also grown up by me personally!" If you go to the nunnery, I will go with you. ”

Lin Yu'an turned around and walked towards the courtyard, Xian Pu also completely listened to the words in the inner room, and when he saw Lin Yu'an's lost soul, he followed her with some distress.

On the first day he came to the capital, Lin Yu'an regretted it. She didn't like it here, although the owners who lived in this house were dressed in fine clothes and like jade cups, and it was so good here, she didn't like it either.

She didn't know what her mother said to Mrs. Wang, she only felt that her heart was in a trance, and her heart was full of Jiangnan apricot blossoms and rain.

I don't know if it's because of the misty rain in Jiangnan or because she is dazzled, her eyes are thick in the water vapor, and there are warm raindrops falling.

On the second day of arriving in the capital, Lin Yu'an fell ill.

The doctor in the capital came a few times, and when he couldn't find the symptoms, he just said that he was not adaptable to the water and soil, but he was not satisfied with the water and soil for half a month.

Two days before Lin Yu'an was sick, Wang Xiaoniang sat on the bedside pestle with nothing to do and talked to her, the gentle appearance in her words made Lin Yu'an miss it, she didn't dare to look at it, she felt the tip of her nose sour when she looked at it, and she was afraid that her mother would see the clues, but she was reluctant to look at it, worried that she wouldn't be able to see it if she wanted to see it in the future.

In the midst of the conflict, on the third day, the mother did not come, and everyone was silent, and no one mentioned Wang Xiaoniang.

Lin Yu'an hid in the house on the pretext of her illness, during which Wang Xuanrou sisters came twice, Wang Xuanwei and Wang Xuanrong came once, gave some small items to her daughter's house, and never came again.

The second and third aunts both sent people to send some expensive supplements, and the grandmother often came to inquire about the situation, but I didn't expect the eldest aunt Qi to send something over. This surprised Lin Yu'an for a few days, but in a blink of an eye, he left it behind and still closed his door.

Xian Pu knew that the girl didn't want to go out and see those people, and the people in this room were all pretentious, and by virtue of their noble background, they held shelves all day long, and no two of the ten sentences were sincere.

Half of May has passed, and Lin Yu'an has finally stepped out of the threshold. The grandmother was very happy, she thought that Lin Yu'an was willing to face the fact that her mother went to the nunnery.

Lin Yu'an stayed in the house for a long time, his face was a little pale, and he asked Mrs. Wang for a chance to go out for a walk. Mrs. Wang thought about it and was worried that she would be stuffy at home, so she agreed, and proposed to let a few sisters go with her, but Lin Yu'an politely refused.

In the afternoon, Lin Yu'an went out with Xianpu, and Mrs. Wang asked the two family members to follow and protect her, and sent a groom to carefully tell Lin Yu'an not to go far, and then let her go out.

got into the carriage, the groom asked where to go, Lin Yuan was stunned, where did she know where to go, she had never been anywhere in the capital, and she was not familiar with life.

"Is there any quiet place?"

Xian Pu understood Lin Yu'an's thoughts at this time, and asked the horseman out loud.

Ma Fu thought for a moment: "A few young masters are most often in the study of the south of the city, and the girls in the house are the most frequented to the rouge shop in the east of the city."

"Go to the study." Xian Pu knew that her girl must also want to go to this place, and when she turned her head and saw Lin Yuan nodding to her, she leaned against the wall of the car and closed her eyes to recuperate.

The carriage walked slowly on the street, and the sound of prosperity along the way was in his ears, but Lin Yu'an didn't seem to hear it.

She thought that one day, she would be able to protect her mother, instead of her mother sacrificing herself to avoid her storm. The reluctant dull pain in her heart made her take a cold breath.

"Cousin, the study has arrived."

The groom's voice came in, and Xian Pu helped Lin Yu'an get out of the carriage together.