Zheng Xichen didn't expect the reaction of the golden retriever gangster to be so big, in fact, she just wanted to find a common topic, let go of the golden retriever gangster's defense, and then take the opportunity to talk.

Now it seems that there seems to be some secret in this golden retriever gangster.

"How can I look at that kind of thing? It's ridiculous. The golden retriever gangster quickly realized his gaffe, and then pretended to refute it normally, but he didn't know that such a rush to clear up his mind had made him confused, fell into the disadvantage of the dialogue, and had to follow Zheng Xichen's train of thought.

"Yes, but that Bible looks old, and someone must have read it a lot, right?"

"It's just a random old item in a used bookstore, and of course it looks old." The golden retriever thug said coldly.

"But...... This is your private space, and since you put this book here, it means that you have read it, and not just once, you should have read it many times. Zheng Xichen said thoughtfully.

She had to get that degree right, so that the golden retriever wouldn't be particularly guarded at first.

"How is it possible, I don't believe in that broken book, what is the use of it for me!" The golden retriever wanted to refute it, but the more he said it, the more angry his expression became.

What's the use of this Bible, is there really a God in this world, God can't redeem him at all!

The golden retriever thug said with a chattering look.

"Where there is a God in this world, there is no God at all! No...... God, save me......"

The voice of the golden retriever thug was extremely low, if it weren't for the silence in the basement and the echo, and Zheng Xichen was listening to him carefully, it was estimated that he would not be able to hear it.

Help me? Zheng Xichen was shocked, he couldn't figure out what this golden retriever thug meant, did he do something wrong that could not be forgiven?

When Zheng Xichen saw the golden retriever gangster like this, he suddenly felt that he might have a way to defeat the golden retriever gangster's consciousness.

So she spoke slowly, "I heard my mother say that people who read the Bible, who believe in God, must be merciful people, and since you don't want to do anything to me, why did you kidnap me?" ”

"Kindness, faith, oh, I was originally a non-believer, and now, even if I am reading the Bible, what does that mean, you know what can you do, you can't leave here at all, and you can't influence me, don't waste your efforts." The golden retriever thug sneered.

Zheng Xichen looked at him fixedly, and said, "Do you know, you said that you are an unbeliever, but I can feel that you believe in God, and many people believe in God because they feel that they seem to have no hope in this world, nor do they have any sustenance, so they want to find a strong thing to attach themselves to, to guide themselves when they are confused, to be able to not be empty when they don't know what to do, and feel that they are only one person, faith is like a weak fire in the hands of believers, Many times, you know that it may not be useful, but you still can't help but help this little tinder to block the strong winds from outside. ”

The sneer on the golden retriever's face gradually turned into calm, and his eyes were full of silence instead of look.

"Yes, I do know, knowing that there is no God in the world, the most ridiculous thing is that I used to be an atheist."

Atheist?

Zheng Xichen frowned, realizing that something was wrong.

How can a golden retriever be an atheist, he can never be an atheist!

If he was just an unbeliever before, then it was possible to become religious, and there is no barrier between an atheist and a believer, and for an atheist to believe in religion is like telling a socialist that there are ghosts in the world and that there are gods in the world are not to be believed.

No, Zheng Xichen pondered, thought of another possibility, and then spoke, "You long for God to redeem you, and your sins keep you awake at night, almost want to die, you can't forgive yourself, so you can only rely on medicine to alleviate it." ”

There is also the possibility that the Golden Retriever can turn into a believer, and that is that the Golden Retriever has done something that he himself finds unforgivable.

Sure enough, the golden retriever gangster quickly verified Zheng Xichen's words, and he actually cried, "Where is the God in the world, otherwise why have I been talking to him every day for so many years, but he completely ignores me and doesn't redeem me?" ”

He prayed every day, he seemed to do all kinds of evil, but he didn't dare to do anything, he was at home, every day he said, God, I am guilty, but it still did not alleviate the pain and torment in his heart.

This sin gradually put a shackle and shackles on his soul, and prayer made his filthy heart unrecognizable.

At this time, Zheng Xichen was thinking, what does the golden retriever mean by saying so many years, did this happen many years ago?

So what happened back then that this golden retriever gangster can't forget it until now, and he has to rely on drugs to put it down?

"What happened, can you tell me?"

And the golden retriever may have felt that Zheng Xichen would never go out from here again, or she didn't want to hide these past events because she didn't want to live long, or he couldn't wait to tell others.

Because this secret has been in his heart for too long, and if he does not tell it, this secret will become the source of his decay, and his whole soul will stench because of it.

"Seven years ago, I had a good brother who was born and died with me, grew up wearing a pair of pants, and she was very nice to me......"

With the golden retriever's reminiscing tone, a memory that was so old that it was yellowed slowly unfolded.

Cao Yang is a good brother of the Golden Retriever, which is something that everyone on the whole street knows.

"Hey, Golden Retriever, today the boss asked us to teach that kid a lesson!"

The Golden Retriever was crouching on the side of the road smoking a low-quality cigarette when he saw a large man running towards him.

This is his only best brother---- Cao Yang.

Speaking of which, their personalities are not at all alike, Cao Yang is a simple but not very honest big guy, he rarely does some bad things on weekdays, in short, he listens to his family very much, and the golden retriever is completely opposite to him.

Golden Retriever is a typical bad boy on this street, teachers and parents don't let him do anything, he just wants to do it, recently he heard that a boss created the Blue Dragon Gang, so he pulled Cao Yang to go to that person, for this, Cao Yang also quarreled with the family.

Cao Yang's family didn't like the Golden Retriever very much, thinking that he had taught Cao Yang badly, and the Golden Retriever didn't like them very much, so they didn't think they could do anything to him at all.

At this time, the two of them had already joined the Blue Dragon Gang, and the "kid" in Cao Yang's mouth was the little white face who recently robbed their boss's girlfriend.

"Let's go! I heard that their middle school is about to end? The golden-haired thug took the cigarette in his mouth, said vaguely, stood up and walked with Cao Yang to the little white-faced school.

"yes, I've already stepped on it." Cao Yang came out for the first time to mix and felt very excited.

Although he doesn't like to fight, what boy doesn't want to get ahead and make others afraid of his best?

"Hey, Cao Yang, are you really going to beat someone?" The Golden Retriever asked, squinting.

"Why not, isn't it just beating people!" Cao Yang looked gearing up, and when the golden retriever saw this, he believed that he really thought so.

When they arrived at the place, the two directly dragged the boy into the alley next to him.

"What are you going to do?" The little white face was a little frightened, but he still tried to keep his composure.

"What? Labor and management beat you to death! The golden retriever sneered and punched him, punching to the flesh, and the boy screamed.

Halfway through the fight, the golden retriever took a cigarette in his mouth, squinted his eyes and asked, "Cao Yang, didn't you say that you wanted to do it?" The boss didn't let me come alone, if you don't do it now, how can you do big things then? ”

"This ...... But this person is already quite miserable, I don't think he will provoke other girls again! Cao Yang's face was a little pale as he looked at the boy's nosebleed, swallowed and salivaed.

"Then what's the matter, isn't it just a little nosebleed, go up and beat him! Fast! Do you want us to look down on you? The golden retriever said coldly.

Cao Yang originally wanted to say something, but when he saw this, he couldn't care about anything else, so he wanted to go up and fight with his fist, but he didn't expect the boy to see them chatting and ran out directly.

"You two things who can't die well, what else are you going to do but beat people! Unpromising! When the boy saw that he had failed to escape, he refused to beg for mercy.

"What do you say, who is out of business?" Cao Yang's eyes changed suddenly, he hated it most since he was a child, and he hated it when others said that he was not promising, especially when he had conflicts with his family.

"It's you, heh, you people who are mixed with society, you don't have a good shape every day, you can only beat me now, and when I have money in the future, you can't only live in the mud, and beat me, look at you like this, dare to beat people? You have the ability to kill me! I'll call the police to arrest you! The more the boy talked, the more energetic he became, as if Cao Yang really didn't dare to hit him.

"You!" Cao Yang's eyes gradually turned red, he suddenly roared, and his fist rained down on the boy, and the boy was a little stunned.

"I'm going to call the police!" As the boy spoke, his hand grabbed Cao Yang's hand that wanted to grab him by the collar, pulled it down, and then wanted to run out!

"Stop!" Cao Yang pushed the boy against the wall with a "bang", "Don't run, who do you say is unproductive?" ”

The boy hit the wall all of a sudden, looking at Cao Yang in disbelief, "You ......"

"What am I, I!" Cao Yang was angry, but he frowned when he saw the golden retriever.