Chapter 125: Long Talk
"I'm laughing at myself." He slowly put away his smile, and there was a little more self-deprecation in his silver eyes, "I have always thought that my judgment cannot be wrong, and it is even more impossible for me to be influenced by emotion in my thinking. ”
"I know, that's why you don't fall in love."
He nodded and returned to his usual calm, but at this moment, he was more introspective: "But I didn't expect that what you said just now ...... When I was out of friends, I would lose the ability to think, my brain ...... It's like it's stopped, just repeating what you said to me......" he sighed and lowered his face, "I'm going to panic, after losing you, will I lose Lunhai and them again...... I...... Changed back to a person......" His expression became lonely.
His coldness towards friendship turned out to be just a disguise of not wanting to get hurt.
It's like we girls don't dare to easily believe a boy who says he likes you because he is afraid of getting hurt again. That kind of pain will be seared in the deepest part of your heart, and it will be unforgettable in this life.
He has been so careful and attached importance to friendship, you can imagine that he is interested in love. Just because of the loss of our friends, he is panicked, and if he loses his lover, it is even more difficult to imagine his state.
Now I feel that he was right not to choose love. Love has the potential to destroy him, and he, like me, has a special presence in this world from a certain point of view. If he is lost, I believe, it will be a great loss to the world.
I stretched out my hand and held his hand, he was slightly stunned, I shook it, and gently patted it back: "Xiaoou, what about the girl...... Sometimes it's duplicity......"
"I understand." He said directly.
I looked at him amusedly: "You know why you can't hear what I just said angrily!" ”
He also furrowed his eyebrows, his face was full of remorse like an experimental mistake, and he also stroked his forehead: "Maybe because of your friendship, it's really important to me, and I'm ...... for a while Loss of judgment. And ......," he let go of his forehead, sighing helplessly, "I do always make you angry, and I am a watchman, so it is only natural that you should be annoyed." ”
His words touched my heart every word.
Ou Cangming can't speak because his emotional intelligence is negative. But it is his straightforward and unadorned words that will make a girl like me, who doesn't like boys' rhetoric, particularly moved. Because I know that those are all true, from the heart of Akagi's words.
He took a deep breath to calm himself again, and then raised his eyes to look at me as usual: "Next time, can you stop saying those words to me, I will take it seriously, it will affect my judgment." ”
"You let me ......," I squinted slightly, "don't lose your temper with you?" What he meant was, let me not say those angry words, but as long as you are human, once you lose your temper, how can you have a rational brain to control your words.
He furrowed his eyebrows slightly, as if he sensed that he was a little embarrassed.
"This ...... Isn't it a little difficult for me? Ou Cangming? He was honest with me, and I was honest with him, "You know my temper, and I can't control it." In this way, I tell you a signal. ”
"What?" He listened intently, like a serious student listening intently to his instructor's lecture.
"What about me...... If I really make friends with someone, I will directly pull the other party into the blacklist and never get along. So, as long as I don't delete you from my phone, it means we're still friends. ”
Ou Cangming nodded seriously as he listened.
"What about when I scolded you...... If you want to, just stand there and listen, if you don't want to, you can go. ”
"May I go?" He looked surprised, as if he didn't expect that he could still leave, and he didn't have to stand there and be scolded obediently, "You...... Wouldn't it be more angry? He was cautious about asking.
"Hahaha-" I couldn't help laughing, and then, staring into his eyes fiercely, "Also, don't mention that bastard of Baimo in front of me unless necessary!" You know! ”
Ou Cangming leaned back slightly and leaned back in his chair and began to think deeply, it seemed that this matter was quite important to him, he thought for a moment, and actually glanced outside the laboratory, you know, from the beginning of the sunflower and the star standing outside, he never looked at it, and at this moment, it means that most of what he said next is related to the sunflowers outside.
His body leaned forward again, close to me: "Su Ling, you know that half of the purpose of me coming to spy on you was to get to know Bai Mo better. ”
"I know." Everyone has already talked about this, and now there is no response.
He twisted his eyebrows slightly: "To understand a person, in addition to looking at his usual images, it is not enough to want to know what he usually likes to do, why he fell in love with such a girl, and what kind of influence this girl has on him." Many times, more information about a person can be deduced from the person he loves. The research on Bai Mo has always been a project that many people in our think tank camp want to complete, including the dog. Ou Cangming's voice became gloomy, "The reason I don't like him is that he is too purposeful and unscrupulous. There was already a little more disdain in Ou Cangming's tone.
"Although many times, it is true that unscrupulous means are required to achieve an end, but that dog is more often a conspiracy behind the scenes, using opportunistic shortcuts and despicable means of abduction." From Ou Cangming's mouth, there was not a single adjective that was good for the sunflower outside the door, "I know you will be angry, but I still have to use Bai Mo and him as an analogy, because they both use the same thing." He paused slightly and looked at me.
I asked with a heavy face, "What?" ”
He continued to look at me for a while before he answered, "Feelings." ”
I was about to get up and walk immediately, and he immediately grabbed my arm: "Calm down! Don't you want to hear my analysis? ”
I took a deep breath, tried to calm myself down, and sat back at him, "Say it." ”
"The reason why I admire Bai Mo is because in the emotional giving, he is sincere. He truly loves you. Although, he took advantage of your feelings for him and tricked you into the StarClan Academy. But from the point of view of our alliance, we have to thank him, and if it wasn't for him, we wouldn't have known about your existence. He said a lot, but he was actually saying good things about Bai Mo, and it could be seen that he really appreciated Bai Mo. That's why he said that even if he likes boys, he also likes white ink.
Ou Cangming can be regarded as Bai Mo's confidant. I'm afraid that only an absolutely rational person like Ou Cangming would look at Bai Mo so objectively, rather than emotionally. Thus, it also shows that Ou Cangming really has no feelings for Bai Mo.
I feel like I'm smelling the league trying to recruit An Baimo.