I used to think that when you came back from France, I promised you that we would both go and get a license, and that you would always ask me to marry you every time I saw a romantic place while watching TV with me, but at that time I didn't think about the topic of marriage, I was silent, and you were probably used to my silence at that time.

Maybe God can't stand it, so I realized how important you are to me in a desperate situation. I fantasize that when you come back from France we go to a beautiful place, where no one knows you and no one surrounds you, just some lovely people and me. The two of us enjoyed the beautiful scenery together, walked through the green grass dam, the farmers were busy with their farm work, and we played in the mountains and water, without worries and carefree.

Imagination is beautiful, reality is too cruel, I don't want to experience this cruel reality, I admit that I am really timid, timid afraid to face reality, I am too tired during this time, I want to go to the sky to pick the stars first, I can't wait for you to be with me, I can't wait anymore.

They all said that I was not worthy of you, but I knew that you were worthy of me, I had been living according to my mother's arrangement since I was a child, but one day I saw the grass breaking through the soil, I realized how boring and rigid my life is, I have a very challenging job, I met you, I am very grateful to God for allowing me to meet you, you are very good, I love you very much.

Although I don't know what you like about me, but I am a person from the beginning, no one can look down on me except you, you are my first love, and the only man in my life.

In the past 2 months, I have dealt with sad things, but I haven't given up on myself, because I still have you behind me, but today I find that I can't wait for you to come back, I'm very sick, I don't want you to see me sick, I think in your mind I have always been the girl who loves to laugh and is very beautiful, so today I put on your favorite green dress, and I want to slowly fly to the sky with our memories.

Ah Yan, we haven't said a word to you since we realized it, today I want to say to you, "Meeting you is the fate of my previous life, falling in love with you is my greatest happiness in this life, I never regret knowing you and falling in love with you, my biggest regret should be that I didn't accompany you to the end of the rest of my life, but I want to keep this regret." ”

I hope you can forgive me for being willful for the last time, I know you may not have a way to accept it, but I really can't help it, only this way can free me, it's too painful to be sick, I can't bear it.

I hope you can promise me to find a girlfriend a year after I die, and I want to stay in your heart for a little longer. I'm a little jealous at the thought that you're going to have a new girlfriend, but maybe I won't see it at the time.

Love is a beautiful thing, I want to keep the beautiful moment between us at the best age, forgive me for my timidity, forgive me for my selfishness, I can see you at a glance in the crowd is already God's best arrangement, I am not greedy, this is good.

Finally, I love you, Ah Yan, I love you very much.

Eye Yeliu

Jiang Ye put down the letter written in her hand, walked to the bathroom step by step, lay in the bathtub, took out a knife and gently slashed her wrist, the blood was slowly in the water, she closed her eyes, and recalled the bits and pieces of her and Xiao Yan in her mind.

Airports in France

Xiao Yan finally finished filming all the scenes a week in advance today, and then Yan Kang returned to him and told him what happened to Jiang Ye in China, he bought a ticket back to China non-stop, and fired the assistant arranged for him by the company directly.

It turned out that Yan Kang was supposed to follow Xiao Yan's side, but was broken up by the assistant in the name of the company and the crew, and when he saw Xiao Yan, the domestic affairs were out of control, so he was very anxious and hurriedly told Xiao Yan.

Xiao Yan's eyelids kept jumping, the phone to Jiang Ye was turned off, and he was about to board the plane, so he had to board the plane first, and when he got off the plane, he continued to call Jiang Ye.

On the plane, Xiao Yan felt that his heartbeat was inexplicably faster, and his eyelids kept beating and never stopped.

"Akang, did you think something happened to Jiang Ye?"

Worried words came from Xiao Yan's mouth.

Yan Kang knew that Xiao Yan was very worried about Jiang Ye now, especially when he saw that the messy news had been spraying Jiang Ye, he was even more worried, but now there was no way to get to Shanghai immediately.

"Brother Yan, it's going to be fine, Sister Ye's mobile phone should be turned off because I'm afraid that the reporter will call her. It's almost time to get to Shanghai, and we will see Sister Ye right away. As soon as we got off the plane, we went directly to Longteng Apartment to see Sister Ye. ”

comforted Xiao Yan's anxious heart, and said that the car was waiting for him at the airport.

The plane finally arrived in Shanghai, Xiao Yan felt like a century had passed, and he and Yan Kang hurriedly got in the car and went to Longteng Apartment.

When the car was about to arrive at the Longteng Apartment, he saw a group of people waiting at the door of the Longteng Apartment from a distance, and he directly ordered the driver to drive in directly.

The community security guard saw Xiao Yan's car coming, opened the door for him, and the group went in smoothly.

The reporter at the door watched Xiao Yan's car go in and reacted that it was Xiao Yan.

"It's Xiao Yan who just went in."

The male reporter asked his colleagues uncertainly.

"Yes, it's Xiao Yan, he has returned to China."

"Yes, yes, what now, he's already in, what about our interview?"

"Wait."

Missing Xiao Yan, they waited at the gate of the community again.

Xiao Yan opened his home, Yan Kang followed behind him, and found that there was no one in the living room, and there was no one in the bedroom, at this time Xiao Yan heard the sound of water dripping in the bathroom, he opened the bathroom and saw a picture that he will never forget in his life.

Jiang Ye was lying in the bathtub in a green dress, and the water inside was already red.

"Xiao Ye, Xiao Ye, don't scare me, I'm back."

Jiang Ye heard Xiao Yan's voice in his ears, and opened his eyes with difficulty and glanced at Xiao Yan.

"Ah Yan, you're back."

Jiang Ye looked at Xiao Yan with a smile, and she gradually closed her eyes.

"Xiao Ye, you hold on, let's go to the hospital immediately. Ah Kang called Brother Che, who was familiar with the director of Mingde Hospital, and asked him to arrange it. ”

Yan Kang hurriedly took out the phone and dialed out the clear number.

Ming Che saw that the call was Xiao Yan's assistant Yan Kang's phone and quickly picked it up.

"Yan Kang, you and Xiao Yan are back."

"Brother Che, now the matter is more urgent, Sister Jiang Ye committed suicide, Brother Yan said that you are familiar with the director of Mingde Hospital, so I asked me to call you, I hope you can call the director to arrange it, and we will drive to the hospital soon."

Ming Che was shocked when he heard the news of Jiang Ye's suicide, he didn't dare to talk more, hung up the phone and called Dean Chen directly to arrange for the operating room to wait for Jiang Ye to be rescued.

Xiao Yan hurriedly took the elevator downstairs with Jiang Ye in her arms, wrapped her hands with a towel, ran all the way to the parking place, got in the car and asked Yan Kang to drive faster.

When they arrived at the gate of the community, all the reporters surrounded them. Xiao Yan told Yan Kang to leave them alone and drive over directly.

Seeing that the car did not stop, the reporters sped up and quickly got out of the way. Yan Kang drove directly to Mingde Hospital.

"Xiao Ye, hold on, we'll be in the hospital soon, didn't I promise you that we'll travel when I come back from France. We can go now, as long as you get up right away and we'll go. ”

Xiao Yan was talking to Jiang Ye all the way, and he didn't stop for a moment.

Jiang Ye heard what Xiao Yan said, but she couldn't respond, she felt as if she was disappearing little by little.