Chapter 155: Maybe Love
If it weren't for Zheng Xichen's words, Quan Ye wouldn't have known that she was so uneasy in her heart, so afraid, and so forbearing.
Her heart is so soft and strong, even if she can't bear these pressures, she can't bear to tell others, so Quan Ye can't blame her.
Zheng Xichen has always been like a little sun, exuding heat all the time and giving warmth to others, so Quan Ye will ignore it, Zheng Xichen is also a girl, she will also be sad, she will also be frustrated, she will also feel disheartened, feel uncomfortable and sad.
Seeing her like this, Quan Ye really didn't know whether to comfort or be angry now.
He was angry that Zheng Xichen didn't believe in himself and felt that he would abandon her, and said something that made him feel very uncomfortable to annoy him, and he also felt sorry for her because she was so inferior in her heart, feeling that she was not worthy of Quan Ye, and she endured the pressure alone and didn't tell anyone anything.
All this pain, all the patience, in the final analysis, is just because of the lack of communication.
After those young ladies of the family and people from the outside world learned the news of Zheng Xichen's engagement with Quan Ye, they had to pretend to be subjective comments about Zheng Xichen's biased and malicious, Zheng Xichen didn't care at all, of course she knew that those were just gossip, but just passing clouds, as long as Quan Ye didn't dislike her.
Zheng Xichen also didn't care on the surface, but she couldn't help but think about it.
Thinking about whether she really doesn't know anything, she can't help Quan Ye, thinking that her manners, words and deeds are not standardized, and she embarrasses Quan Ye at the banquet, she doesn't look like Quan Ye's wife at all, thinking if she doesn't understand anything, and she watches Quan Ye chatting with others on weekdays, but she can't say a word.
If Kwon Ye really doesn't think so, why don't you come out and stop their remarks?
Maybe it's because I agree.
If she is replaced by Yan Yi, Quan Ye will definitely not allow those people to say a bad word about her.
All of this was like a burden on her shoulders, and how happy she was smiling at Kwon Ye, how scared she was in her heart.
Does Quan Ye think the same way, does he also feel that he can't help anything, that he is useless, and that he is just a burden?
Those cobbled together gossip that you say and I say, listening to Zheng Xichen's ears, it is like ridicule, as if the whole world is against their wedding.
They weren't a match.
It's better not to be together in the first place.
Zheng Xichen cried as if he was detached, crying so much that Quan Ye's shoulders were wet for a small amount.
The crystal tears dripped into Quan Ye's heart like scorching boiling water, and he couldn't help but start to suffocate in pain.
He tightened his arms, hugged Zheng Xichen's body in his arms, rested his chin on her shoulder, and said sullenly: "I don't dislike you, I don't dislike you, don't think too much." ”
How could he be like this, seeing Zheng Xichen crying, why did he feel the sadness in his heart, and the pain in his heart?
Could it be that he is really in love with Zheng Xichen?
This is absolutely impossible, it must be just an illusion, although Zheng Xichen is indeed very attractive, but how could he fall in love with a woman who has known him for less than a year so contemptuously.
People like Quan Ye, who can achieve the position of president, don't believe in fate and coincidence.
Zheng Xichen's personality is very good, yes, and very infectious, yes, but it is far from the level that Quan Ye hopes.
Because Zheng Xichen's character is stubborn, if she forcibly asks her not to do something she originally wanted to do, she may agree on the surface, but she will still do it, and she will not give up halfway because of hearsay, it is right to be determined, but every time he cleans up the mess, he is annoyed.
The wedding was the same before, and the time when Quan Guo was in danger was too, it was because of her damn sense of responsibility and her disposition that she didn't want to cause trouble to others, so he had so many things to do, and he was so busy that he couldn't be bothered.
This is obviously not good at all!
But every time I saw Zheng Xichen's pitiful little look, the words of condemnation stopped in the middle of my mouth, and I couldn't say it anymore.
However, it's not that her character is bad, it's because of her stubborn personality that she has done a lot of things that no one else can do, such as taking care of Kwon Guo.
He always felt that Quan Guo would accept the business of the Quan family in the future, and Quan Guo was also very precocious, so he regarded him as an adult, but he didn't know that although Quan Guo was smart, his mental age and physical age were very young.
Those nannies or teachers who came to take care of Quan Guo either fooled Quan Guo as a fool, and left in disgrace after being debunked by Quan Guo, or they engaged in some kind of elite education, teaching a child a few years old as a college student, and the requirements were very strict, and as a result, Quan Guo looked like an angel on the outside, but in fact he was a little devil child to spoof, and then he couldn't hang his face and walked away without even wanting money.
And after Zheng Xichen came, even if he was disliked by Quan Guo openly and secretly, or was teased, he didn't care, he didn't want to perfunctory Quan Guo, but took care of Quan Guo in his own way, so that Quan Guo, the little devil, slowly changed.
If Yan Yi wants to bring Quanguo, she will definitely be very disdainful, after all, she is a person who doesn't like children very much, she loves freedom, and she is extremely bad at taking care of children.
Thinking about it this way, Zheng Xichen is better than Yan Yi.
And although her temperament is stubborn, it's because she doesn't want to cause trouble to others, which is also a good thing, so Quan Ye can't hate it at all.
Because of this, although it has added a lot of trouble to Quan Ye, it has also made Quan Ye's heart that has been frozen for many years gradually beat, because of Zheng Xichen.
Since meeting Zheng Xichen, Quan Ye has learned to panic about her disappearance, to be annoyed by her injury, to guess Zheng Xichen's thoughts, and to take care of the feelings of others.
These little by little changes, not only did he understand them, but even the housekeeper felt them.
Now he really looks like a flesh-and-blood person.
Even the housekeeper bluntly said that Quan Ye had really changed.
Therefore, it would not be surprising if Quan Ye fell in love with Zheng Xichen.
But Quan Ye didn't believe it, if it weren't for meeting Zheng Xichen, he didn't know that he would have such a good impression of someone he had only known for less than a year, and he wanted to marry her.
I want to see her wake up Quan Guo every day, I want to see her and Quan Guo playing in the living room, and then I want to see the joy overflowing after I come back, and I want her bright eyes to look at herself, with stars blinking like twinkles, and then say happily: "You're back!" ”
This is a home, a home with flesh and blood, sunshine, and laughter.
It is also the home that Zheng Xichen hopes for.
Quan Ye had never looked forward to it before.
In the eyes of the children of these families, home is just a place to sleep, whether it is parents or relatives, they are not so close and familiar, and even sometimes they will fight against each other, and they have no attachment to home.
At that time, home was no different to him than a bed, a hotel, a room.
I have seen too much of the cold things in the world, and loving and staying together is also equivalent to a kind of cooperation.
It's like he likes Yan Yi, but he never trusts Yan Yi, because the attitude of the Yan family and Yan Yi's attitude are definitely two different things, even if the two of them are really married, they can probably only respect each other like guests.
It is best if there is no entanglement of interests, but if there is, it is inevitable that there will be a negotiation.
And the kind of home that Zheng Xichen was looking forward to, he originally disdained.
After all, he is the right night, one of the best players in the capital, a rich man, he wants the best for everything, although this ordinary life is warm, but it is like drinking red wine and letting him drink boiled water, it is boring.
And now he vaguely understands why there are some people who have experienced the best things in their lives, but they like to eat porridge and side dishes and like to live a dull life.
It is precisely because of the need and because they understand that although red wine is mellow, it will be intoxicating and astringent if you drink too much, while white water is colorless and tasteless, cool in the mouth, and has its own meaning.
As the saying goes, "the taste of the world is pure joy".
That's why Kwon Ye's perspective has changed dramatically.
Until now, he doesn't understand whether he loves Zheng Xichen or not, but he knows that he must like Zheng Xichen.
I like her face that she usually doesn't use powder, but with a slight color, it looks as delicate as a bright sun, likes her hard mouth and soft heart, has an inexplicable insistent character, likes her childishness that does not admit defeat on weekdays, and likes the tenderness in her eyes that almost overflows when she takes care of Quan Guo......
I also like Zheng Xichen, when she sees something she likes, she obviously wants it very much, but she just holds back and doesn't say anything, and looks at Quan Ye's pitiful little eyes, and I also like her to ask "How are you?" every time she looks at Quan Ye, she asks, "How are you?" But the eyes clearly tell the look of love.
All of this is telling Quan Ye one thing, it turns out that when Zheng Xichen paid attention to him and cared about him, Quan Ye never took his eyes off her.
Maybe he's been in love with her for a long time.
Zheng Xichen's attraction is like the sun to the stars, people can't help but circle around her, but she herself is stupid and doesn't know anything.
All these thoughts, all the words, finally converged into one sentence of Quan Ye.
"Zheng Xichen, I like you, maybe it's love."
Quan Ye hugged Zheng Xichen, who was whimpering in a low voice, and said softly word by word.