Chapter 201: I Became a Maniac
Leaning lazily against the cold wall, Xu Jiangcheng's mood was very heavy: I don't know how A-Ning is? Separated until now, I have not heard anything from her.
Although Xiao Ruoyan and the others did not come to hold him accountable again, Xu Jiangcheng's own heart was very uncomfortable, and the pain that seemed to dig out his heart was beyond the comprehension of others.
On the one hand, he has to take care of Zhao Jiayue thoroughly, and on the other hand, he has to worry about Wen Ning, Xu Jiangcheng is indeed not doing well. Although it has been a while since he was released, he didn't go back, because Xu Jiangcheng wanted to see Wen Ning again, and if Wen Ning still loved him this time, he would have to do everything possible to be with her.
The out-and-out bastard should be himself, right?
Xu Jiangcheng smiled self-deprecatingly, and his palm lightly fell on his face: Let A-Ning die for a lifetime before I am ready to give her happiness, I am really a selfish person. Perhaps, I have always only loved myself, not her.
keeps saying that Zhao Jiayue is innocent, but if you think about it carefully these days, isn't the damage caused by Zhao Jiayue's father and Zhao Jiayue to Wen Ning enough? Don't they need to be held accountable for their cruelty?
Tearing his hair hard, Xu Jiangcheng roared loudly, and hit the tree on the side with his fist angrily: What am I doing? I love Wen Ning, but everything I do is force Wen Ning away from me. What about Zhao Jiayue losing her father? Am I going to marry her for such a reason? I don't love her, never will!
Tremblingly took out his mobile phone and looked at the last text message from Wen Ning inside, Xu Jiangcheng cried, his tall body knelt on the ground like this, and crystal tears fell to the ground like this.
Even though Xu Jiangcheng knew that he was wrong at this moment, this could not erase the mistakes he had made before: if he really loves someone, he will try his best to protect the other party, instead of hurting the other party again and again under the guise of love.
If it weren't for Wen Ning's constant presence of so many sincere people around her, I'm afraid she wouldn't have been able to withstand these blows from herself.
Now even if he wants to be with Wen Ning, it is difficult, after all, Wen's mother died because of her revenge with Zhao Jiayue, how could Wen Ning continue to love the person who killed her mother?
Sighing lightly, Xu Jiangcheng sat on the ground like this, and the whole person looked extremely tired.
"How are you?"
Zhou Zhe glanced at the embarrassed Xu Jiangcheng with some surprise, bent down and grabbed his arm: "What are you doing here?" ”
Xu Jiangcheng was also very surprised by Zhou Zhe's appearance, but it didn't take long for him to immediately retract his arm: I can't let him laugh at me, I can't!
"Wait!"
Zhou Zhe stopped Xu Jiangcheng again, saying that he wanted to know about Wen Ning. He hadn't seen Wen Ning return to the company these days, and he was really a little worried.
Hearing him talk about Wen Ning, Xu Jiangcheng was even more ashamed, and he couldn't tell Zhou Zhe that he almost killed Wen Ning for Zhao Jiayue.
Looking at Xu Jiangcheng's hesitant appearance, Zhou Zhe vaguely felt that something was wrong: "What about Zhao Jiayue?" What has she been doing lately? ”
"Why don't you ask yourself if you want to know about her situation so much?"
Hearing Xu Jiangcheng's words, Zhou Zhe became more and more sure that he had done something that made Wen Ning sad: Do you have to disguise your feelings? Is face more important to you than love? If it weren't for Jiayue in my heart, I would definitely be guarding Wen Ning's side every step at this moment!
I wanted to scold him a few more words, but Zhou Zhe looked at him with a stunned look, so he decided to forget it: The company is there, Wen Ning will come back sooner or later, I just need to do my job.
Just as he was about to leave, Xu Jiangcheng grabbed his arm and told him that he hoped he could take the time to see Zhao Jiayue.
Slightly stunned, Zhou Zhe's heart was as uncomfortable as if he had been punched hard, and he held Xu Jiangcheng and anxiously asked him what happened to Jiayue? Did you do something terrible because of your father's death?
"Nope."
Xu Jiangcheng shook his head, sighed and told Zhou Zhe that Zhao Jiayue's mental state was not stable enough now, and he never said anything to others except himself.
Bad mental state? So, that means, maybe Jiayue has a mental problem? No, this, this is ridiculous!
When Zhou Zhe thought that the lively and lovely Zhao Jiayue in the past might go crazy in the future, he felt that his heart was scratched very painfully: What should I do to help her?
Although Zhou Zhe has never supported Zhao Jiayue's thoughts Xu Jiangcheng, if someone can take care of Zhao Jiayue on his behalf at this moment and prevent her from suffering greater trauma, it may not be a good thing.
Thinking of this, Xu Jiangcheng took out the key from his pocket and handed it to Zhou Zhe, saying that he would not go back these days, and if he was free, he could go to see Zhao Jiayue.
"Of course, if you're afraid of trouble, you can not go."
Seeing that Xu Jiangcheng was about to take away the key, Zhou Zhe immediately stopped him and held the key tightly.
Reaching out and patting Zhou Zhe's shoulder, Xu Jiangcheng sighed and left. His heart was so chaotic at the moment that he couldn't think about anything else.
Standing alone in the wind and looking at the key in his palm, Zhou Zhe's heart was excited: Can I go to see Jiayue? Does that mean I can take care of her instead of Xu Jiangcheng?
Although this is good news for him, but what about Jiayue, will Jiayue also be happy about it? What if she wasn't happy about it?
Thinking of that, Zhou Zhe began to retreat again, and he didn't dare to go to Zhao Jiayue easily. It's just that after thinking of Jiayue's loss of his father, there are more contradictions in his heart: Xu Jiangcheng is the person she loves, he is not by Jiayue's side, and Jiayue will definitely be sad. No, I should go!
drove to Xu Jiangcheng's villa in a hurry, and Zhou Zhe opened the door with a key tremblingly. When he saw the scene in the house, he was going crazy: Zhao Jiayue's hair on the ground was completely scattered, covering her originally beautiful face, and she was holding a fruit knife in her hand, stabbing it vigorously at the doll's body, and there were words in her mouth.
How so?
Zhou Zhe didn't expect that after not seeing each other for so many days, Jiayue would become so miserable. Could it be that he has no other choice but to watch her have an accident?
Pulling his hair irritably, Zhou Zhe roared and went up and pressed her shoulder: "Jiayue." ”
Zhao Jiayue, who was venting her hatred, stopped suddenly when she heard someone shouting for herself. When she saw the face of the visitor, she was obviously disappointed: "Why are you?" ”
Of course, Zhou Zhe knew who she was expecting, so he waved his hand indifferently, he said that he just came to the neighborhood to do errands, and he came to see her by the way.
If it was in the past, such an excuse would not have been able to make Zhao Jiayue believe it, but now, for Zhao Jiayue, this is the truth.
Seeing Zhao Jiayue fiddling with the doll again as if nothing happened, Zhou Zhe was very sad in his heart: For the sake of such a man, you actually want to turn yourself into such a person? Jiayue, do you really think it's worth it?
"Why don't you laugh?"
Zhao Jiayue glanced at Zhou Zhe expressionlessly, and pointed to the doll in her hand: "Wen Ning, I've already killed her, why don't you laugh?" ”
Zhou Zhe didn't know what to say, so he could only smile cooperatively. He had seen a lot of people with mental illness, and knew that what they needed at the moment was not those lengthy explanations, but a simple smile and an affirmation.
He once wanted to cure all the mentally ill people in the world, but slowly he found out that he was wrong, those people were not really sick, but they weaved a dream of their own for themselves, and hid in their circle forever.
To the sane people, these people are insane and not worth dealing with. But for crazy people, living in their dreams without worry is happy.
Stretched out his hand to brush his bangs for Zhao Jiayue, and Zhou Zhe's tears fell again and again: Jiayue, I love you, no matter how many things you have done to hurt me or others in the past, I can forgive you. I'll be there for you, even if you're crazy or whatever.
Not to mention that Zhao Jiayue is crazy now, even when she is conscious, she may not appreciate Zhou Zhe's concern, but even if she knows this, Zhou Zhe still can't give up, and still doesn't want to leave her alone and leave her to fend for herself.
Biting his lip, Zhou Zhe took out a ring from his arms and put it on Zhao Jiayue's finger when she was puzzled.
"What is this for?"
Zhao Jiayue looked at the ring on his hand a little strangely, obviously not understanding Zhou Zhe's intentions.
Trembling and touching her face, Zhou Zhe took her into his arms, and didn't want to say anything: I want to marry you, no matter who you love now, I will marry you. What about Xu Jiangcheng stopping it? What if the Xu family looks down on me? I just want to be with you.
Zhao Jiayue's mental state wants to be completely cured, and there is no way to cure it in ten years or more, so Zhou Zhe wants to take her away, and only by leaving Xu Jiangcheng can he resurrect his own Jiayue.
However, this plan is only an idea, and it cannot be realized immediately. Because, Zhao Jiayue is too dependent on this villa, this is the base of her dreams, and it is difficult to take her away.
Looking at her stupidly fiddling with toys, Zhou Zhe slowly stood up: No matter how much time I have to wait for you to nod, I will agree. Jiayue, I will never let you become Xu Jiangcheng's puppet for the rest of your life. Everyone in the world can laugh at me, I just want you to be happy. Although Wen Ning is pitiful, she has others around to take care of her. You're different from her, you're the only one left with me, and I'm the only one left!
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