Chapter 10: The joys and sorrows of mankind are not the same

In the dead of night, in the dark room, Rong He was tossing and turning on the small bed, and it was difficult to sleep.

Now it is the middle of winter in Chu State, the coldest time, although she has built a small quilt, but there is no heating in the house, the cold wind is abused, even if the doors and windows are closed, she feels too cold, her body is injured, the knee's joints are even more painful, and there seems to be a needle knife scraping inside.

After tossing for a long time, she struggled to get up from the bed, rolled up the quilt and sat in the corner, looking at the crystal snow outside the window, thinking of her current lonely situation, being angry everywhere, and the unbearable pain in her body, she was unconsciously sad.

Thinking of Ginkgo biloba's resentful eyes looking at her today, her heart was cold, here, I'm afraid it won't be a place to stay for a long time.

Is she going to live on the streets, begging for a living!?

The complicated thoughts, as fine and dense as a spider's web, wrapped her tightly wrapped in suffocating pain, tears could not stop falling.

She didn't know why she was so sad, because the injuries in her body were too painful?

Or even if she's dead now, no one cares in the slightest?

Or is it because she is coldly looked at everywhere and sent people under the fence, even if she is angry and bullied, she can only endure it?

She didn't know which one it was, or each of them was the reason why she was crying at the moment, and she felt very wronged.

Thinking like this, she cried more and more sadly, Ginkgo listened to the whimpering and crying from the next room, irritable, got up from the bed angrily, stood outside the door and banged on the door, and said angrily: "The ghost cries wolf at night, your family is dead!" ”

Hearing the roar coming from outside the door, Rong He wiped his tears, immediately stopped sobbing, looked at the ginkgo that was noisy outside the door, and blamed himself very guiltily, and said in shame.

"I'm sorry, Sister Ginkgo!"

"I'm really sorry, I didn't expect to disturb you."

"If you want to cry, if you want to die, find a clean place, and no one will stop you, and now you are disturbing your dreams at night here, and you are not allowed to sleep!"

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......"

She apologized again and again, as if she had done something terribly wrong.

"I really don't understand, why did Childe ask for trouble to pick up such a troublesome spirit of you!"

Ginkgo scolded and picked up the lamp and went back to the room, Rong He stood outside the door and hung his head a little dejectedly, pursed his gray lips, closed the door and squatted in the corner by the door, curled up, his eyes open and silent.

She suddenly remembered Mr. Lu Xun's words, and also had a deeper understanding and feeling of this sentence.

"The joys and sorrows of human beings are not the same, they only feel that they are noisy."

Maybe this world is more cruel and realistic than she imagined, cold-blooded and ruthless, and it is difficult to survive.

Half a sound, touched the blood-colored magnolia at the mouth of the left heart, and remembered what that person said to her in Lingyuan Pavilion, if you want to live, you need to be recognized by the so-called son of the interface.

However, now she doesn't even know who the son of the interface is, let alone let him recognize herself and fall in love with herself!?

The information that can be known so far is probably that the son of this interface is a man.

The second is that he is different from ordinary people, and there are things different from ordinary people, but even if he knows these two points, it is as difficult as looking for such a person in this vast world.

On the other side, in the room.

Murong Feng put down the chores in his hand, looked at Zhong Bai and said, "Zhong Bai, you go to the other courtyard tomorrow!" ”

Zhong Bai was a little confused, looked at him suspiciously, and heard him say next: "I promised to help the little girl find her sister, and I have already asked a painter to paint a portrait, and tomorrow you and your love will post the missing person notice on the notice board in the city." ”

Zhong Qing looked at Zhong Bai, and the two looked at each other with a very tacit understanding, frowning: "Childe, don't you really like that girl!?" ”

Hearing the two of them ask, Murong Feng was stunned for a moment, and for some reason he was flustered for a moment, and hurriedly covered it up: "No, I just think that girl gives me a sense of déjà vu." ”

"Déjà vu?"

Zhong Bai and the others looked at him, more and more puzzled, but they didn't say much.

After all, they have been with Childe for so many years, and it is not unclear, and he has never been emotional.

"Oh, by the way, write a bounty notice if someone knows the clue or has seen the child, give some money, and in this way, maybe you can find the child sooner."

The next day, in a daze where Rong and Sleep were in a daze, he heard someone slapping the porter: "Girl? ”

"Girl, are you there?"

She only felt that this voice was a little familiar, and for a while she couldn't remember where she had heard it, so she rubbed her eyes and replied weakly: "Are you?" ”

"I'm Zhong Bai, Childe asked me to take the portrait!"

In a word, Rong He came to his senses in an instant, and hurriedly got up and said nervously to the figure standing outside the door: "That big brother Zhongbai, can you wait outside the door for a while!?" ”

Zhong Bai shook his head and sighed slightly: "Okay! Girl, be quick. ”

After a while, Rong He washed and dressed, took the portrait and opened the door: "I've been waiting for a long time." ”

"Hmm!"

Zhong Bai was a little perfunctory in his heart, and raised his eyes to look at her, but he was stunned in the next moment, and his face turned red.

Seeing Zhong Bai looking at himself in a daze for a moment, Rong He was a little nervous: "Brother Zhong Bai? What's wrong with me!? ”

"No, no!"

Hearing her puzzled question, Zhong Bai coughed lightly and hurriedly retracted his thoughts, and then secretly glanced at her again and said embarrassedly: "The girl's hair bundle is quite novel, it is rare for a woman to dress like this." ”

Touching his ponytail, Rong He smiled embarrassedly, "I don't know how to comb those beautiful buns, so... Isn't it bad to tie it up like this? ”

"No, it's good-looking, no wonder Childe is so interested in you......"

He couldn't help muttering, but Rong He couldn't hear clearly, and wondered, "What? ”

"That girl, give me the portrait of Ling Mei! I'm going to put it on the sign. ”

Zhong Bai looked at the pair of eyes that were shining with anticipation, his mouth was dry and nervous.

"That big brother Zhong Bai, can I go with you?"

I didn't notice Zhong Bai's slight abnormality, and after thinking for a moment, I said with a smile: "I want to see if there is any suitable work to do." ”

When the words fell, Zhong Bai was a little surprised: "The girl wants to go out and do things?" ”

"Well, Murong Gongzi has already helped me a lot, I can't rely on him for everything, so I want to go out to work and earn some money, and it is enough to support myself."

The two walked and chatted out of the courtyard gate, Zhong Bai shook his head and smiled: "Did the girl forget?" No one at your age collects it. ”