Chapter 25: Confiding

"Is that all?

If it's that simple, then you change classes, or at most change schools, there's no need to change cities, right? ”

Qian Yiming said this, he felt a little sorry for the girl in front of him, if he was not forced to do so, who would be willing to leave the familiar environment, and who would want to return to a remote small county from a bustling big city......

Forget it, he still doesn't ask, he knows that he has already done this, how unworthy it is to give up halfway, it hurts the other party's heart, discredits his perception of himself, and has not solved the problem yet.

However, what if the heart is too soft?

"Well, well, I won't ask......"

Zeng Yirou kept her head down, listening to the long sigh and helpless gentle voice, she suddenly cried.

Originally, she thought that she was very strong, and she had seen through these Chen Sesame pasts, and she could really ignore the past injuries.

Now, I realized that I had let go of it, and I had never walked out of the shadow of my previous life.

The so-called departure from the provincial capital means that she is away from the Gu family and away from harm, in fact, those are just self-deception!

She just wrapped herself in her ivory tower, not touching, not thinking, not looking.

Clumsy and cowardly, what else did she do in her previous life except to live obediently and run around for a living?

It's like after starting over in this life, she realizes how much she missed out.

For example, even his hometown is in Guxian County.

For example, her selfishness and timidity made her mother never tell her life story until she died.

For example, she never cared about her family, her grandparents' past, and her mother's hardships and pains.

For example, she has been away for many years and has not gone back to sweep her mother's grave once.

……

In my previous life, I was too failed, too cowardly, and too self-righteous!

Now, I am still a person who has only known each other for a short time, forcing myself to face the truth, forcing myself to see my heart clearly, and only then has I learned to review and learn how to live.

This belated epiphany made her relaxed and full of heaviness at the same time.

These complex emotions came to her heart at once, and she was carrying too much on her body, which made her almost out of breath.

This is true in this life, and it is also true in heavy and painful past lives.

I can't help but want to cry and find someone to talk to.

Especially when someone comes to care about herself and explain herself, she finds that she has always been very vulnerable, and she also needs comfort and explanation......

Zeng Yirou's sobbing voice suddenly made Qian Yiming at a loss, he had never faced a girl's tears when he was so old, and he really didn't know how to solve it.

His hand was stretched out in the air, wanting to hug her and comfort her, but he felt too abrupt.

However, if you don't do anything, you can't feel distressed.

"Don't cry! I don't even ask you, and I don't mean to force you to say it!

I just wanted to help you!

Like, like,...... This morning I was able to speak frankly about my dad because I really let go, and because of this, I tried to do better!

I don't want you to continue to dwell on the past.

Sometimes, moving away from the root causes doesn't necessarily solve the problem.

Only if you think about it in your heart, if you are strong, even if you face those injuries now, you will have the courage and ability to become calm!

……

Yes......

What am I telling you all this for?

I'm so much ......."

"No, Brother Yiming!" Zeng Yirou heard Qian Yiming's self-blame, and hurriedly raised her head and explained, "I didn't mean that!"

I just think about those things in the past, and I feel so sad.

Thinking that what I thought was really over, when you said this, I realized that I had never really crossed this hurdle!

I felt like I was too cowardly, so I couldn't help crying! ”

Qian Yiming finally breathed a sigh of relief when he heard that it was not his own problem, so he pulled over the stool next to him, sat in front of her, thought about it cautiously, and said, "It's good if you can think about it!"

That's enough!

I'm not a person who likes to inquire about other people's privacy, so this page, we turned the page.

Calm down, let's review the textbook properly! ”

Although he was still in tears, Zeng Yirou's heart was transparent, chuckled, and said, "But, what should I do?" Brother Yiming, I feel that I have figured it out enough, I have to talk to someone, let you analyze and analyze, whether I did it right, so that I can completely solve the problem.

Brother Yiming, you don't want to care about me, do you?

You criticized me so harshly that you scared me to tears!

If you dare to say a word, I will continue to cry to show you, and then sue Grandma Zhou, saying that you bully me, say that I am stupid, and don't want to teach me! ”

was blackmailed, and I felt happy in my heart.

Qian Yiming feels that he has masochistic tendencies!

He rubbed Zeng Yirou's head vigorously and said, "It's really terrible, I met a little witch, and I can't explain it!"

Hey, I'm barely going to be a bosom brother! ”

Zeng Yirou was afraid that she would not have the courage for a while, so she hurriedly said: "I didn't fall in love with that person!"

I was at the same table with him, and he dragged me to practice dancing, and I performed a show at the New Year's party, but of course this show was not on the school's performance list.

After New Year's Day, that person's mother came to me, saying that I had seduced her son, and that she had used her power to get me out of school.

I was scared, so I told her that I would transfer schools.

However, she thought that I couldn't transfer schools, and forced me to swear by my mother that I had to leave Ishihara City.

Otherwise, we will have to bear serious consequences.

I told my mom about it.

Without saying a word, my mother went through the transfer procedures for me.

We discussed it and decided to go back to our hometown, after all, we have a house here, and my mother also grew up here, so we need to be familiar with it, and it is easy to solve anything.

Then, we met you.

You know everything after that. ”

Qian Yiming crossed his arms around his chest and looked up and down before raising his eyebrows and asking, "You really haven't liked that boy?" How can I listen to you, you still have no feelings for him? ”

Zeng Yirou stood up violently and said excitedly: "I didn't! ”

"Hmm......" Qian Yiming looked up, obviously sitting, but his momentum crushed her.

Zeng Yirou was looked at weakly, sat back in his seat dejectedly, and said decadently: "Okay, I admit it, I liked him at the time.

But, now, I really don't like him at all!

Frightened by his fierce mother, half of his life was almost gone, and my mother and I fled from Ishihara City to Guxian in such a mess.

I don't have the guts to like him! ”