"Bah, baa, I'll tell you Song Shangyu, quickly take back your words, hit you This is the crow's mouth that has opened the light! I warn you that if you can't get through this in your heart, I'll order you an urn of 24-karat gold and diamonds on the Internet, with 72 flashes in it, and I'll have to send it to you! You just go and bury that kid Chuxinping! ”

As soon as Lin Xingxing heard that Song Shangyu had started to swear by his name again, he was immediately furious! From childhood to adulthood, as long as Song Shangyu swore by his own name, he did not end well. But he himself still didn't realize the calendar, as if he just couldn't see the good of others.

Lin Xingxing was so anxious that he broke free of Cui Yueqi in an instant, and rushed towards Song Shangyu with his teeth and claws. rushed to him from all corners, and Song Shangyu, who was chasing, was running around the house. Cui Yueqi had no choice but to run behind Lin Xingxing to help pull the rack, not for the sake of plastic brotherhood with Song Shangyu, but he was really worried that Lin Xingxing would be super super, and he would bump into the corner of the table again, but it would really make him feel distressed.

Lin Paris, as in the past years, stood aside as usual, hiding in a quiet corner and quietly enjoying this scene of "The Three Devils".

She watched them go wildly, laughing wildly... Let the wind and rain polish those thorny edges and corners on them, but they are still the same as when they were young, and they have never changed.

She watched Lin Xingxing and several of them make a fuss as if she was watching a sitcom, and after a while, Xu Huanxing, Xu Ziang, and Ouyang Yi also joined in. Lin Paris looked at it and suddenly felt a little sad.

There are only a lot of people going back and forth here, but there is one person who has never appeared here.

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Those past deeds have left behind a series of vicissitudes of life, which may feel very painful at the time, but when we look back, we also feel nothing.

I know I'm going to forget about you sooner or later, and I know that day will come.

But I'm so scared, I'm afraid I really don't remember it.

I heard their laughter, and what made me disheartened was not that you were not by my side, but that in this laughter, there were mine, hers, their... but there can be no more yours.

I know I'll forget you someday, but when I think about it, "I'll forget you," I feel so sad.

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Zhou Mo sat at the dining table, quietly looking at Lin Paris with his chin in his hand. Although Lin Paris has lost his weight a little, he still thinks that this girl is the most beautiful.

Since Zhou Mo returned to China after the game, he found that Lin Paris seemed to be a different person, becoming a little silent, and becoming more and more depressed. Zhou Mo, who witnessed all this, was like a knife, and he wanted to help Lin Paris get out of the shadow of this life. But he knows Lin Paris, and the only person who can get out of all this is Lin Paris himself.

At eight o'clock in the evening, Lin Xingxing's birthday party officially began.

In this day when Lin Xingxing pampered herself once a year, she always liked a group of people to celebrate her birthday in a noisy manner. Everyone should gather around her at the table and bow to her as if she were a princess who had descended into the world.

After all, she only dreams once a year, and of course everyone cooperates. I'm afraid if there is one more time, no one really wants to deal with her!

“Ladies and gentlemen，Welcome to My Home！”

Lin Xingxing was dressed in a dress full of gorgeous and exaggerated diamonds, standing at the bend of the stairs on the second floor, as if he was really a royal princess for an interview, waving his hands and walking down layer by layer.

While walking, he used extremely non-standard Australian English and Mandarin with a Beijing accent to communicate with the people under the stairs: "Thank you for coming to my birthday. Please, you're welcome! It's all good to eat, it's fun, and Princess Lin pays for it today... (!@#$%^&)”

The marble mirror-like staircase turned down a long way, and Lin Xingxing's long diagonal figure was reflected on the steps behind him. Illuminated by the huge crystal lamps that hung from the ceiling, the diamonds on her gown shimmered seductively. made Lin Xingxing look like a colorful and glowing noble peacock, raising his neck and looking condescendingly at the men and women at his feet.

In the adoring eyes that everyone has staged with her year after year, there is really a little more momentum of the hostess than before!

"Paris, you see, there are so many delicious foods, and Zhou Mo stole a few bottles of good wine from his father from home. I saw that it was actually the Flower of Paris that we drank at the White Horse last time, and it seems that this kid is really borrowing flowers to please you! The flowers for Paris, of course, are the flowers of Paris! Not to mention how good this Paris flower with foie gras is, you can taste my liver and Zhou Mo's flowers! ”

The rectangular table is served with a sumptuous dinner, a variety of delicious dishes and the flowing flavors of fresh ingredients, paired with silver cutlery and bone china cutlery. All this reflects a transparent light, which makes people appetizing when they see it.

In the middle of the table are four bottles of Perrier-Jouët from 2007, which are not as good as the last time they were drunk at Cheval, but these four bottles have a market value of more than 10,000 yuan. Lin Xingxing put his arm around Lin Paris's shoulders and said with a wicked smile, but Lin Paris was a little embarrassed. After all, she is still not used to owing others.

"Come, Happy Birthday Princess Awakening, and toast to the friendship we have been able to fool around with her for so many years!" It was Zhou Mo who raised the wine glass first, his voice was so gentle that it seemed to be able to dissolve all the scars of the past, this was the second time he opened his mouth today to resolve Lin Paris's embarrassment.

But this moving atmosphere didn't last for a minute, and was ruthlessly interrupted by Lin Xingxing's next words: "Yes, yes, yes!" If you don't get drunk, you can't go home! You're welcome! Although it is Zhou Mo's wine, everyone drinks it to their heart's content! Anyway, his father is a corrupt official, and he has money! ”

Zhou Mo's hand holding the wine glass froze in mid-air, and his expression instantly turned cold. It is estimated that if it weren't for Lin Xingxing's birthday today, and because it was inconvenient for Lin Paris to be present, he would have really killed Lin Xingxing a thousand times with a knife at this moment.

After three rounds of wine, the goblets were scattered all over the ground, and the branch-like candlesticks bloomed faintly. Lyrical music was playing on the speakers in the living room, and everyone was reminiscing about some interesting things that had happened in the past. For example, Cui Yueqi violently beat the junior high school senior who pursued Lin Xingxing, Lin Xingxing hid his cigarette butt on the teacher's stool, and Song Shangyu's squad leader plotted against him for chrysanthemums, and everyone laughed back and forth.

Lin Paris disappeared in the living room at some point, Zhou Mo looked for her, and finally found Lin Paris sitting on the swing in the garden after looking around the villa, alone in the moonlight and didn't know who to talk to.

He watched Lin Paris's back shrink more and more, trembling slightly, he stared at her for a long time, but still didn't bother her.

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"If you are free and easy from far and near..."

Early the next morning, Lin Paris was lying on Lin Xingxing's bed like an octopus, and suddenly the mobile phone rang sharply again, breaking the silence of the morning. Lin Paris glanced at the number on her mobile phone with half-squinted eyes, and the caller displayed on the screen was Chi Xin, which scared her into waking up half of her wine directly.

This was the first time they had called Lin Paris after Chu Chuping's death, and in the past three months, Lin Paris had called them countless times, but they never answered.

Lin Paris knew they hated her.

"Hey..."

"We're leaving tomorrow, let's go see Brother Ping before we leave!"

The cemetery where Chuxinping is located is very simple, on a hill with a dead gray color.

There are some weedy tombstones in the cemetery, and no one asks about coming in and out. It's quiet and devoid of life, not even the smell of incense that it should be. If Chi Xinken hadn't brought her here, she really wouldn't have been able to find here.

Lin Paris wrapped himself in a long coat, squatted down and began to use his hands to pull out the weeds that grew around the tombstone. The simple tombstone on Chu Chuping couldn't be simpler, only his photo and name, Lin Paris saw this familiar face turn black and white, and he was a little out of breath when he saw this familiar face.

The weather was a little cold today, and after Lin Xingxing's birthday party ended, he immediately returned to the biting chill of the spring breeze. Lin Paris was pierced by the cold wind, and the whole grave behind her made her feel even more poignant.

Chu Chuping lay in such a lonely and silent place, the world here was silent, and even the sound of the wind blowing through the leaves could be regarded as a scream.

Lin Paris felt that something in her body was being emptied, scattered in the air, and disappeared with Chu Xinping's departure. She held back and let the things disappear from her body, knowing that what she had taken away would not be there for years to come. But she was willing and willing, and she didn't even shed a single tear.

Lin Paris that year already understood that when people are in pain to the end, there are no tears.

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On December 31, 2008, Lin Paris received the last phone call from Chuxin Ping in Busan, South Korea.

At that time, it was the World of Warcraft World Finals, and Lin Paris, Lin Xingxing, Cui Yueqi and others were all cheering for the contestant Zhou Mo at the competition site. She didn't hear what Chu Chuping said on the other end of the phone, so she hurriedly hung up after a few words.

On January 1, 2009, the front page headline of City C ———— "The mastermind of the smuggling gang, Chu, committed suicide by jumping into the sea in the early hours of yesterday morning, and confessed to all the crimes before his death". Lin Paris's hands trembling with the newspaper, looking at the photos in the newspaper for a long time, he couldn't calm down.

Because when she got this newspaper, it was already three days after returning to China.

She missed Chuxinping's funeral, and she didn't even know where Chuxinping was buried.

No one told her what was going on, so when she remembered Chuxinping, she could only have nightmares all night long.

No one knew that the cheers on the field that day had long since drowned out the whispers on the phone.

During the four-minute call, she really didn't hear a word.

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A few days after returning from the cemetery, Lin Paris received a novel called "Once a Man Loved Me Like Life".

The courier did not sign, but she vaguely felt that it was sent to her by Chi Xin.

When I opened the first page of the book, there was a photo of her playing in the water by the sea in the ancient city of Fuzhou, and someone wrote a sentence in neat handwriting behind the photo.

My girl, may you be safe and happy all your life.