(64) I'm sorry, I can't afford these three words

With that, I squatted on the ground and started retching. Fu Chengwen glanced back at me, shook his head, and then turned back and began to pat me on the back.

I was slapped by him like this, and I only felt even more uncomfortable, so I pushed him aside with great disgust and said to him:

"Big brother, I don't want to vomit, don't shoot, I beg you."

"It's a nuisance."

"Big brother, can you talk about your conscience? Who dragged me on after I had eaten enough? Who can stand this? ”

Hearing Fu Chengwen's dislike of me, I was so angry that I jumped up from the ground and almost pointed to his nose to accuse him. And he knew that he was at a loss and did not continue on this topic.

"Get up if you're okay and go home quickly."

"Fu Chengwen, I found out that you have really gone crazy recently."

I yelled at him as I straightened my clothes, then turned around and walked in front of him, not wanting to see his face at all. Fu Chengwen surprisingly followed me behind me, without speaking or trying to overtake me, just walking silently.

No matter how dull my brain was, I realized that there must be something wrong with it at this time, so I turned around sharply after walking for a while, wanting to see what Fu Chengwen's expression was, and whether he really had something to tell me.

Sure enough, Fu Chengwen seemed to be thinking about something behind me, and he didn't notice my movements at all. If I hadn't been able to look at him and remind him, he'd have bumped into me in the next second.

"If you have something, you can tell me directly, you don't have to hide it like this, of course, if you have something on your mind, you can also tell me, although I can't help much, but I still have time to listen to you."

Although I am still a little angry, but looking at Fu Chengwen's unusual appearance, I do feel a little uncomfortable in my heart. Fu Chengwen looked at me very surprised, then lowered his head and continued to walk in the direction of home, but after taking two steps, he said "I'm sorry" to me very quietly.

The wind was strong at night, and his voice was very low, so the three words were very vague when they reached my ears. So I couldn't believe my ears and thought it must be a hallucination. So I trotted two steps to catch up with him, and told him that it was too windy and I didn't hear what he said, and asked him to repeat it.

Fu Chengwen thought I was doing it on purpose, and couldn't help frowning, with an expression that if I asked him to say it again, he would beat me directly. When I saw his expression, I immediately shook my head at him, and waved my hand to explain to him that I really didn't hear clearly, and I definitely didn't mean to ask him to say it again.

Whether I'm lying or not, Fu Chengwen can tell at a glance. And I really didn't lie this time, so Fu Chengwen stopped, looked into my eyes, and said "I'm sorry" to me seriously.

To be honest, I think he's been sorry for me a lot lately, but when I really heard him say "I'm sorry", I suddenly felt a little sad, for myself and for him.

Fu Chengwen has always been proud, let alone telling me that he was sorry, no matter how big the difficulties were, he never asked anyone once. In my memory, he has never done a single wrong thing, and he has never done anything he can't do, but now he actually said sorry to me, and said it so formally, if I hadn't pinched my thigh and felt a lot of pain, I don't think I would have dreamed of such a scene.

This is such a shame-damaging thing, he must be in pain in his heart now. I felt the same sorry for him, but what made me feel even more painful was that I suddenly realized that I couldn't bear the simple words now.

Rather, I can't afford to dust his pride.

"Don't say I'm sorry, I don't think you're sorry for me."

After saying this, I feel that my ability to lie is really getting more and more perfect, maybe in a few years, Fu Chengwen will not find out that I am lying. But it's still very easy to show my stuff now, so I walked forward as I spoke, widening the distance between me and Fu Chengwen, and didn't let him see my expression.

As a result, when Fu Chengwen saw me like this, he thought I was angry, so he quickened his pace and caught up with me and wanted to explain to me. I was afraid to hear him say what he was saying it for, so I waved my hand at him and stopped him before he could say anything.

"The two of us have lived together for so many years since we were born, and although there are constant small fights, sometimes several times a day, the big fights have never quarreled. I really don't want to quarrel with you because you're my best friend and the relationship won't change no matter what time it gets. So no matter what's going on, you don't have to say sorry to me so we don't have a chance to fight. ”

"And I told you a long time ago, I don't want others to interfere in the matter between me and He Ru, if you say this for her, then I don't think you need to say it, because I won't accept her apology to me."

"Xiaobai, you've changed."

After listening to me finish this sentence, Fu Chengwen's eyes suddenly changed when he looked at me. I felt a chill in my heart and smiled at him:

"People always change. After all, I still want to live two more years, and I don't want to die young. ”

"Little White ......"

"OK, I'm wrong about this, I'm not kidding you, it's not early, let's go, it's time to go home."

I don't know anything, now when I talk to Fu Chengwen, I will always bring the topic to He Ru. I also wanted to control myself, but it was obvious that I couldn't control it at all, so I stopped talking to him and went home with him in silence.

After I got home, I flipped through my phone and saw the message Cheng Zexin sent me. I remembered that I had said I was going to call her in the afternoon, so I called her directly and told her about what had happened today, and when she heard me say how domineering my mother was to reason with our teacher and then take me home, there was a clear envy in her tone.

Although Cheng Zexin never told me about her family situation, since her father's attitude when she was hospitalized last time, coupled with the fact that her mother never showed up in the hospital, I knew that her family was not as happy as I imagined. Sometimes I think it's very despicable to think so, but I still feel that although my family is not as rich as hers, I am much happier than her.

Because when something goes wrong, I have parents to rely on, and she doesn't know who to rely on without us. Take a hundred plating to read the latest chapter of "A Paper into a Book, a Thought into a Written Claw Book House" for the first time.