I never imagined that my study career would be so "brilliant". Before that, I always thought that I would go through this youth like an ordinary person, and I never thought of being a public figure, or, a hero? A famous person? However, fate wanted me to shine as soon as possible, so I chose my life, and at an inopportune time, I became famous.

As a result, I went from being a man of the hour in the mouths of many teachers and students of Meiyuan No. 1 Middle School to a top figure again. Although the versions of these two topics are different, even if they are different, the protagonist is one person, and that is me. Later, when I was chatting with Kan Tao, I said that I created such a good topic for you when you were a student, so that you got rid of loneliness in boredom, should the teachers and students of Meiyuan No. 1 Middle School jointly send me a pennant, or get a small trophy like awarding an Oscar or something! It's too picky! Anyway, most of them base their happiness on my pain. Kan Tao opened his mouth and smiled, give you a generous gift, do you dare to accept it? I don't send you because I don't want you to remember the bad things before.

In fact, to send or not to send, that period of time is not as simple as seeing things and thinking about things.

In fact, I will tell you secretly, that time, when I slapped it, I didn't sleep well for days. I'm not afraid, but when people go from one extreme to another, they often need a certain process, and this process is a kind of mental journey. During that time, I seemed to have climbed a hill from a trough in an instant, but unfortunately, I used violence and used others to do things. It's completely different from what I thought. Besides, I have had enough mental journeys, and there are too many people gathered in it, but in the dead of night, I recall the feeling of waving my hand on her face and touching her body temperature, and I can't help but wonder in my heart, are the two slaps that my mother slapped on my face just as warm? Was she, like me, in the days after the incident, worried and uneasy? A little bit of heartache too?

This incident naturally caused quite a stir because it caused a lot of trouble. Trouble came to each other's parents. Before facing the parents of my classmates, the second student I met with the wrong behavior when I was a student, I had already prepared a certain amount in my heart, probably just like Kan Tao's mother who was unreasonable, powerful and arrogant. However, I am glad that the parents are more enlightened people, and that her mother confirmed the fact that she did not carry a purse bag in the morning. This solution surprised and delighted me, and I seemed to be looking for a solution in my life that was the same thing for the first time I saw it, which was convincing.

Her parents bothered me because she framed me and demanded that she apologize to me; Because she slandered my background and inappropriate language, she asked her to apologize to me; At the same time, I was asked to apologize to her for the slap. And just like that, the matter was settled.

Due to the sports meeting that day, there was no class in the afternoon, so his parents took him home directly. I looked at the back of the family of three in the corridor, and I suddenly felt envious. yes, how nice it would be if my mother behaved as boldly as she did? How nice would it be if my father was as sensible as he was? It's a pity... Look, look, other people's, after all, just let you compare your own shortcomings and have illusions. For example, you really only have to think about what you set that day.

Even if the classmate's misunderstanding of me was solved, but the slap I gave her in the face made her feel sorry for me. It doesn't matter, she's not one of mine, and with my growing psychological state at the time, there are fewer and fewer people who can make a fuss. That's it. At the beginning of November of another year, I lamented the flight of time and began to remember the past and the past. I suddenly realized that this cold weather was a season for longing, and I would lie in bed and reminisce about what happened at home last November. Yes, it's been almost a year since Aunt Qin passed away. Over the course of the year, the family has changed so much that it seems that the only person who hasn't changed is my father, the one who will never be able to figure it out.

Within a year, we came out of our grief and faced life again.

Within a year, Cao Cancan was suddenly pulled back from a state that was basically on the verge of spiritual brink, and the sapling was growing well;

In one year, there were fewer people in the Cao family, a lot more loneliness, and a lot of troubles caused by the impermanence of the world;

In the course of a year, I learned to be brave in life and death, and I learned to fight back in indifference and ridicule, but I still couldn't learn to express love, especially to my mother.

I had a dream one night, I dreamed that Aunt Qin was holding a school bag, and while she was tidying up, she said, "How is Cancan?" Was she sad to see me gone? It's better now! You children, there is nothing wrong with learning to face death from an early age, at least, it will increase your mental endurance. I heard grandma is sick? Hey, she's going to be strong for a lifetime, and having this disease is really a kind of psychological torture for her. Your mom... Is the body okay? It's normal for this to be a little bit strange when you're older. What about you? How are you? When Aunt Qin asked me, she put down the things in her hand, and she stared at me as she did before her death: "You are mature, you are brave, you can face your life now, you have learned to grow up." Don't learn from me, run away from anything. My example is to show you that it is useless to run away, but only to cocoon. "When Aunt Qin said these words, I especially wanted to tell her, yes, Auntie, I have seen some things, looked down on some things, and learned to take some things to heart and express some emotions. I've learned to stop being bullied, and I've learned to say no to the injustice of fate, even though it doesn't seem to work. It's just that I always want to say something in my dream but can't open my mouth, and in the end, I can only see Aunt Qin waving goodbye to me, just like every morning at school before. The woman standing at the door is gone.

During that time, my mind changed very much, but. Behind this change, there seems to be a faint uneasiness. After all, everything in this world is a double-edged sword, with two sides, just like we often say that blessings and misfortunes depend on each other. Oh no, maybe it's not time for it to show up.

In the first week of early November, one night, Cao's family was there. Cao Cancan and I entered the gate of Cao's house one after another. That day, grandma had to go downstairs because she had some childish temper, no matter what Wu's mother said or persuaded her, it was useless, and she even knocked over the porridge bowl for this.

"Grandma, are you going downstairs again?" After Cao Cancan finished changing his shoes, he asked Cao Ge.

"Well, maybe I'm bored in the house."

"Then take it down!" Cao Cancan said lightly.

"It's not that you can't lift it, it's cold this day, the first floor is so open, what should I do if I catch a cold when I come down? Even if we wear thick clothes, we all catch a cold, not to mention that your grandmother's health is so bad now. ”

"Oh, yes, too."

That day, my father sat in the corner of the sofa with a newspaper in his hand, and walked into the room with Cao Cancan without raising his eyelids. I could see through the cracks in the newspaper that the man seemed to have lost some weight recently.

"What's wrong with Mother Wu?" Cao Ge suddenly stared at Wu's mother who was going upstairs and downstairs and asked.

"Hey, Madame knocked over the porridge again, I'll give her hot again."

"It's really hard for you, Mother Wu." Cao Ge said politely.

"Miss, what you said is that I was originally a servant, besides, I have been taking care of the old lady for more than twenty years, and there is no difference between this relative." As soon as he finished speaking, there was a sudden boom~ sound upstairs, and the sound was very muffled, like the sound of a heavy object hammering the ground.

Wu's mother was stunned for a moment and shouted: "It's not good! After speaking, Cao Ge, father, Wu's mother, and Liu's mother all slipped upstairs! Cao Cancan and I were like fools at the time, and when we didn't know what was going on, we saw Liu's mother running down and calling 120, and the upstairs was shouting Mom one after another!

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