The more I talked, the more anxious I became, and at the end of the day, I choked on my own tears and began to cough violently. Seeing this, Fu Chengwen took a piece of paper and kept wiping my tears, and by the way, he changed it to wipe my saliva. Then, like Cheng Zexin, he tossed my messy broken hair aside, then lowered his tone and said to me as gently as possible:

"I knew you were going to think that, so I wanted to talk to you alone."

"I'm sorry, Fu Chengwen, I really didn't mean to ......"

"What are you saying sorry to me, if you want to say sorry, I should be right to say to you. It was my indecision that hurt you, and it was my selfishness that hurt you, and it's not your fault. ”

"No, it's not like this, it's obviously my fault, you must be sad, it's all because of my ......"

By this time, my whole mental state finally collapsed, and I almost cried and couldn't listen to anything at all. And Fu Chengwen also knew that it was useless to say anything to me now, so he sat next to him and helped me wipe my tears. It wasn't until I was tired of crying, and I couldn't cry anymore, and my voice gradually became quieter, that he continued to say to me:

"I'm sad, of course I'm sad to fall out of love, and it's even more sad to be out of love like this. I've been thinking for the past two days that I might as well be the one who died, so I wouldn't have to face this. I can think that way, but you shouldn't. There's nothing wrong with you in the whole thing. Even after that, he found someone to hurt you, and if she hadn't done it, these things wouldn't have happened. So it has nothing to do with you, so don't shift all the blame to yourself. Xiaobai, everyone has their own lives, let this matter pass like this, and stop thinking about who is right and who is wrong. ”

Fu Chengwen's voice was like the clouds and mist on the top of a high mountain, ethereal and distant, with a very heavy exhaustion. I didn't pay much attention to what he was saying, but just listening to his voice made me feel like he was suddenly getting older. I suddenly realized that Fu Chengwen was the most innocent person in this matter earlier, and now he is comforting me after losing He Ru forever.

Thinking of this, my tears immediately stopped, I struggled, regardless of the pain in my body, and finally sat up, looked at Fu Chengwen with tears and snot, and asked him:

"Fu Chengwen, can you forgive me? I really didn't mean to. ”

"What the hell are you thinking, you idiot? What did I just tell you? Did you not understand a word? ”

"Ah...... You...... What do you say......"

"You're a ......"

Fu Chengwen was a little headache from me, he sighed, asked me to lie down again, covered me with a quilt, and then said to me:

"The first time I came across someone who passed away was when Keri's mother died. I didn't feel anything at the time, so I didn't understand why Kiri was like that. I didn't expect that a few months later, I would be exposed to the word 'death' again in this form, which is really ridiculous. Do you know how I felt when I saw He Ru disheveled and covered in blood? I really wanted to kill those two people, if it weren't for the fact that I still had Uncle Haicheng by my side, then I would have to let these two people bury her. In this way, Uncle Haicheng can be regarded as saving my life. But I thought it was a pity not to kill them at the time, but when I was sure He Ru would never wake up again. All of a sudden, I felt like nothing mattered. From now on, no one will ever see me Brother Chengwen so sweetly, oh, by the way, I didn't tell you, she especially likes to call me Brother Chengwen, she told me, every time she calls me like this, she feels that I will always spoil her, take care of her, and protect her, she feels very happy. There may have been too many misunderstandings between you, so you don't know that she is actually a very weak little girl. She couldn't unscrew the cap, she was afraid of the dark, and she would scream in fear when a moth pounced. But she is not particularly well-behaved, sometimes she will be very willful and angry, and she will also make you angry, and it is the kind that makes you particularly angry, but if you are angry again, as long as she pouts and grabs your arm and looks at you aggrievedly, you are reluctant to scold. I don't know what other people say about her, and I don't want to know, I just know that she loves me very much and really cares about me. I used to think that if I had the chance, I would chase her back when the misunderstanding between the two of you was resolved, but I didn't expect that the opportunity would be gone now. ”

Fu Chengwen originally wanted to comfort me, but when he said it, it became his memories of the relationship between him and He Ru. At the end of the day, he choked up a little, and a few times, I felt like his tears were about to fall. I really didn't want to hear him go on any longer, so I suddenly started a separate topic and disrupted his words.

"That'...... So what kind of person has everything been solved? ”

I don't know what else I can say, I don't like to see Fu Chengwen like that. So I tried to keep my other emotions under control and took the topic abruptly. After Fu Chengwen heard me say this, he smiled softly at me.

"Xiaobai, sometimes I really envy you, because your ability to think and jump is real, and no one can beat it. If we hadn't grown up together, according to your way of speaking, if you say one sentence and one sentence in the west, within four sentences, I will be overwhelmed by you. ”

Speaking of this, Fu Chengwen laughed out loud with a very ugly laugh. He did not continue on this topic, but continued what he had just said to me:

"Talking to you about this, in fact, it's not much use, because death is death, no matter how hard this person tries, she won't come back, so let's just remember him, forget the rest, what should be forgiven should not be forgiven, just give up."

Fu Chengwen said as he kept stroking my hair like a daughter. His voice didn't change in any way, but it always made people feel very bleak, so desolate that people couldn't help but nod their heads and agree to his request. So I responded in a daze, and when he smiled at me, I realized that Fu Chengwen had really matured too much this time.

Sure enough, pain is the catalyst for growth, and this pain can be regarded as fulfillment.

He won't forget her at last.

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